So many things

You know, I'm not even gonna bother telling you about all the shit that's been going down lately. Seriously.

Anyhoooo.... I litterally slept away half the day yesterday. Like, we got home and I laid down to "rest" for half an hour or so.

It was 5 o'clock. And I slept like a log. Woke up after midnight eheheh....

Tried to sleep the rest of the night too, nut noooo.... I had such cramps.

Fucking insane...welp, I ended up getting up watching stupid shows in the living room around 5AM-ish...blah. but Freya And I had a nice cosy morning 💖 My little babypuff.

And today we've had....uh...a different day. Lmao it's been odd. 

And we went to Paco's for dinner tonight. Yum. 

Unfortunately there was a reeeaaally really drunk man there. Naturally I had to pick a fight with him. ~_~

All of a sudden he tried to order more alcohol...and the waitress said that he had enough and should leave. And he pitches a fucking fit.

And yells and says a bunch of stupid shit, and all of a sudden he uses the N word.."what is this fucking N***** place?!". And everyone is like O~O 

Aaaand I snap! And tell him that my daughter sitting RIGHT there for fuck sake. And he yells for me to shut up. And I get even more pissed off. So I tell him to get the fuck out and that there's a lot off kids in here, not just mine. And he continues to scream and shout and tell me to shut up. And obviously I talk back....😒 

Booooooiiii.... You have no idea how hard I had to bite my tongue so I wouldn't go overboard. Freya was sitting right there all worried. So I tried to stay calm. And Frost was fucking boiling with fury...so I had to keep calm cause of that too.

Eventually the manager came too and they all got rid of the old man. Thank God cause I wanted to stab him with the fork right then and there. 

Anyway, we just finished eating. And we're watching The Emperor's New Groove. Been awhile since I saw it lol 

Winner winner

Man, I finally felt like I contributed to the win last night lol
It's actually the first time I've been the last one alive pretty much :D

YaY meeee!

My cuties

You know, Friday was definitely a different and interesting day. And we had so much fun :)

Nat dropped by early in the morning...so we had smoothies and coffee for breakfast, and yapped for a looooong time. Freya was fucking psyched! So happy haha The whole idea was to go for a walk.

After a lot of talking and laughing (Freya fucked up on Nat's phone...she "loved" a story that a dude that Nathalies doesn't actually know, but he's in a band of with dude she knows. And for some reason that dudes story was on her messenger. And she LOVED it. And thus began the panic. Hahaha I tried to fix it and undo it...but I ended up liking the whole fact that she had loved it. Nat had already come off as an obsessive fan girl there lol

And eventually when I was gonna fix that, I accidentally made a Wooooooow reaction to it, so there was litterally hundreds of wows just from "her". Ahaha (Psychotic fangirl coming through.)

So after a long time of hysteric laughter...Freyas nap time came, so we all thought we'd join in just to make her relax and fall asleep.

2 hours later we all woke up with hair standing to all sides and looking like a mess.

Eventually we did go for a walk. Haha it just took some time, but yeah...after 7 hours of fun we called it a day.

So yep yep, it was a really funny and nice Friday.

Happy Chinese New year! 🎉

🎉Happy Chinese new year!🎊

It's the year of the dog. Woof! My friend's son was born two weeks ago...so he's actually not a "Dog" I guess. Hmmm...

(Me and most of the 86'ers were born in the year of the Tiger actually) apparently I'm a "fire tiger". Sounds cool though huh?

Freyster was born in the year of the horse, just like my little sister if I remember correctly? And the characteristics does suit them.✨ haha 

Talking about Freya...god I miss her. She's in Stockholm right now. Staying at a fancy hotel. Wearing a princess crown aaaaall the time. Haha So adorable.💛

There was a b-day party there yesterday, and she gets along with the all small kids so mom and Lasse wanted her to go too. 

They always love taking her to stockholm haha and I'm glad she's got loving grandparents. 

That's all I wanted when I was young really, but I never had any...so I am sincearly happy that my daughter gets it all. ❤️

Ah Apparently the characteristics of The Tiger suits me pretty dang good lol

Frost here nodding his head agreeing with what he reads heh. Yep I'm very dominant, charming and stubborn lol nice bundle of joy ahahaha

We're and odd mix though. A bunny and a tiger. No wonder I'm always all over him like a predator ahahaha Raaawr! 

Though yesterday it was more Frost who was the predator. *Wink wink* He was like a fucking silver back gorilla pounding his female like DAAAAYUUUM. Ahahahahah I made him blush by saying that haha 

I'm just kidding guys. I mean...it IS hard to walk today. But he didn't bang me like a wild animal lol sorta..... Teheee~

It's fun to make him blush. My sweetheart❤️

We've had a really nice weekend. New beginnings and shit are taking place. 👌🏻

I'm grateful for having such a loving and kind family. 

Mom, Lasse, Josse, Daniel and Frost & Freya... and my friends too. Y'all are amazing. 

Long time no see

Right..... So, It's obviously been a while since I updated the blog at all really.

Mostly cause things has been really hectic. Lots of shit has happened. Good things and bad.

I guess the biggest thing that happened was when Nat stayed the night. 

About 2 weeks ago now. (Or am I correct completely wrong about that? Anyway...) I had been feeling sick for some time, and that Saturday morning, Frost and Nat tried to wake me up.... But apparently I didn't recognize either of them. I had slurry speech, supersleepy, slightly aggressive...and memory loss.... 

Frost got really scared and Nat too. He panicked when I asked him who he was. 

Eventually though I "woke" up and we last there about it saying how weird it was... And then we made pancakes and whipped cream for breakfast. 

I fell asleep while whipping cream.

And then it just went downhill from there. I kept falling asleep. It was SO hard to stay awake. So fucking hard....and eventually I became delirious. And that's when I ended up at the ER.

Nat stayed with me the entire day a the ER. The neurologists were really nice and quick. Thank God for having Nat there too, cause if the doctors would've asked me how I felt; I'd just answer 'Oh good...just really really sleepy. It's hard to stay awake". 

But Nat corrected me and said that I was delirious. Saying were things...imagining things and seeing things. I didn't even remember shit.  Had several headaches...and I vomited a lot. Everytime I tried to eat I'd puke. And my appetite eventually just....went away. (Everyone panicked cause it was just like when I had meningitis) The checked my brain best they could.. I don't even remember that X-rays nor the other scans... But my brain looked fine.

Eventually I came home... with the the promise that I had to go straight back if I got like that again. I had headaches and vomited most of that week....it sucked.

Frost was devastated. He was so worried that I'd die....

But the other day the neurologist called me. He asked his I was and shit so I told the truth. That I was FINALLY feeling better, but that I had been really sick most of the week.

And so the verdict came. Wasn't as bad as I'd expect so I was happy. 

I got some sort of aggressive virus that attacked my nervus system, and apparently I'm more prone to get those kinds of viruses. And every time I get them, I could die if I don't pay attention and go to the ER. 

Obviously I am definitely paying more attention to my health now. Hahah 

And in sincerely sorry that I've worried so many around me. Especially you honey... I gave you a feeling that no one should have to feel.

But we also had the best talks that week. It was the best talks we've ever had tbh. And I was reminded each day of how my he loves me. 

And now, he's finally able to relax. ❤️ 

But he definitely had the worst week of his life. And so did I. Ugh...

M appetite still isn't what it used to be...but that's ok. I'm in a diet anyway so what does it matter lol

And then Valentine's day came.

And Frost gave me roses as usual, and he also stayed awake the entire evening with me while we watched a movie. 

I appreciated that so much. Cause he gets so tired from work...he works SO hard. So he's fucking exhausted in the evenings usually. But on Valentine's day he stayed awake for me haha 

Spoiled bitches would probably whine and complain in that situation, that they didn't get any gold or enough fancy stuff or something lol 

But really... it's the small things that matter. I think most of you would agree too right?

Cause my man's EXCELLENT at showing how much he loves me every single day. So Valentine's day ain't special like that...it's just the fact that he's trying extra hard on that day to stay awake haha, that made it wonderful ❤️ He's a precious dork.

Anyhoooo.... I'm better and better each day. I've had some good days this week tbh. But now I'm sleepy lol 

I hope everyone had an awesome Valentine's day. I prefer calm and snuggly ones, but to each their own. Hope you enjoyed it ✨