Outside stuff and junk

It looks like Frost will be Inna sickleave for a while.

 Due to his occupation, they're worried about not knowing what caused the seizure so they wanted him to be on a sickleave for a while. 

I think it'll be good for him too to just stay at home and recuperate. ❤️

Tomorrow is Friday, and Freyster will go with Mom and Lasse to the summer house. She's gonna have so much fun! I'm so excited for her. She'll play in her little pool, play with her toys in the grass and take naps in the hammock. Eat tasty breakfast and dinners and stuff, walking in the woods... Did I mention my mom's cooking is awesome? Yeah she'll have a hoot with them as usual. They sure do spoil their beloved grandchild. Haha 

But coming from a person who was never really loved not felt the warmth from her Grandparents....it truly makes me happy knowing my daughter gets ALL of it from hers. 

I'm glad that Freya is going to have a real good time. It makes me so happy ❤️  I hope the weather is good this weekend so she can play as much as possible outside. Who knows, if the sun has warmed up the small lake by their house then maybe she can even go take a dip with them? 

Obviously she'll have floating stuff in her and they'll hold her. Cause there's no "beach". Just a small pier and rocks and deep water. But it's so beautiful.

It's ridiculous how much we miss her as soon as she's gone.

She's so fucking sweet and kind, but also stubborn and obstinate haha 😂 She can be a real adorable  monster. So I ain't saying that it'll be bad to get some good sleep. Just resting and shit. I'll enjoy it to the fullest, but I always miss her cuddles and kisses. Just seeing her face can immediately cheer me up.

But this is a weekend we sooooooo need lol some peace and quiet, and rest. Damn it sounds wonderful.

Marbles

Slacking off on the couch and enjoying my oh so very tasty coffee, while watching some Astrid Lindgrens stuff with my snuggle monster 💛


Freya went to the dentist yesterday 😀
She was such a good girl. She was scared though, but when the dentist counted my teeth, she realized that it's ok lol So she let them count hers too.
Afterwards we went to a little store and let her pick out some toys.
Cause she was so brave, and it made me proud. 💛

I bought her a little bag with big pretty glass marbles in it. And for some reason, that was the best gift ever haha She loves her marbles. I gotta say though, they are very pretty 💘

Today is just like a...snuggle day? yeah a snuggle day. Cold wet weather, playing some destiny while Freya enjoys her Pippi Långstrump show 💚 Gave her a giant fruit salad too, without the cream.
Yeah, she's in an anti-cream phase right now for some reason.

And I'm about to start making dinner now. Chicken with chanterelle (a yellow mushroom) sauce and either pasta or bulgur with it. Can't really make up my mind about that. 😕 Pasta would probably be tastier with a rich creamy sauce with it huh? Yeah....it's leaning towards pasta. Freyster will get her gluten free animal pasta haha it's adorable. Got some top notch broth to put in the sauce too. Mmm... Groovy gravy baby.

Oh and I was doodling on Frosts phone earlier, and (I wasn't snooping btw, if that's how it sounds lol I was just sending myself some pics that I took with his phone. Cause my phone fucking sucks giant donkey balls😒) I saw this photo of them. 😍

Omigosh how cute are they?! Look at my amazing sweethearts 💜

Seriously, I love this photo of them. They're fucking adorable!

(argh, I just reminded myself of how much I hate my cunt phone)

Freya absolutely loves starts and moons and planets. 

That's why I had to put the little cloud with stars on the photo haha 😂

I think it's awesome that she does though, cause I did too when I was a kid.

(well I still do haha And it just so happens to be that Frost is someone who loves reading articles and science texts about space and shit so yay that) 

It's rare for a child her age to like it though, but I think it's kinda cool. 

It's probably cause Frost always told her "Look at the moon, isn't it pretty?" 

and she just kinda got into the moon lol

So when were out and it's somewhat dark, we always go look at stars.

I'm gonna buy Freya some glow in the dark stars and planets and put in her ceiling.

She's got a star and moon projector that glows up the entire room at night. The walls and ceiling are covered in them. (Maybe I'll just buy her a new and better space projector some day?)

Well I think this is enough rambling about the day for now.

I should go get the chicken ready. Yum yum.

I'm gonna make a new header for the blog too today. It's autumn after all.

And I wanna change it since it makes me miss Lei lei so fucking much every time I look at it.

I will eventually change my blog address to Awesomestkoala too.

Same as my username on PS4 and xbox 👍

plus, I don't have an asian dog anymore........................

some sunshine

Today the clock started ringing at 6:00. Highly unusual in our household lol

We usually go up between 7 and 8am haha

But we went to the eyeclinic this morning. Had to be there 07:50. (bleh...Zzzzz....) Frost's pupils are like SO dilated ahahaha He doesn't need glasses or anything. We'll just ignore the other eye lmao
Anyway...

Freya is at daycare at the moment. I hope she's having fun. I miss her..., but at the same time, it's good for her to be there. 

We're about to hit the sack and snooze a bit.... we didn't sleep at all last night. We just laid and snuggled aaaaaall night. I laid with my head on his chest snoozing, snuggling... and then he laid on my chest snoozing, and I pat his head hahaha I think we were very very tired. Yet we just couldn't fall asleep. It was impossible. Quite annoying really...I mean, when you're so sleepy but you won't fall asleep. We just laid there in a constant half asleep state. (And Freya slept all night so we coulv'e enjoyed iiiiiiit)  

Though, those snuggles were amazing <3 haha

Freya finished the evening with Daniel Tiger. She kept crying "Tigey tigey" so of course mommy will let you watch that before brushing the teeth and the bedtime story and all that jazz.
She wanted it so bad, so why not. They were learning about "instead of being angry, try using your words instead".
I've noticed that that show is actually very educational for kids her age. She watches it in english and understands it perfectly.
And she watches it in swedish when she's at grannys house.

Here's her snugglefort that I made for her.

Oh oh oh! She slept ALL night in her room last night!

That's pretty fucking awesome. I mean, she always comes in to us every night normally.

We went for her yearly check up yesterday and she got complimented by the nurse haha

Cause she's so polite and extremely compassionate and helpful.

Helps me carry stuff and bags from the store, hold lei lei's leash... 

(Obviously she can still be my little monster ahaha)

But the nurse was impressed.

And apparently it's rare for a 2 1/2 year old to be able to count to 3... so good on you Freyster.

Well, she's in a phase where she likes to sleep with us all night...

And she should do it too is what the nurse said. So that's good news :D

Cause she always wakes up at 2am and comes and crawls up on my side.

And we just love the snuggles haha

Anywaaaaay...

Her English and Swedish are progressing just fine. 

She understands perfectly even my long sentences in both languages.

Her motorskills are amazing. (yay) and she's a tall little doodle. 94cm. <3

Well, we started a new story last night. From the John Bauer book.

(but Elsa Beskov is a big favorite in our household)

(picture from runeberg)

pic from Lurans blog

I sure do love reading her bedtime stories. <3

Best morning

So, the morning started with me and Frost doing our regular morning routines, getting ready, fixing Freya etc... and then we both dropped her off at daycare. She didn't even cry one bit today. That's nice, it make it easier for my heart. It seriously breaks a mom's heart to hear your child cry like that when you have to go. Gaah..it's the worst.

So this was a nice happy Bye :D

After that Frost and I walked to the store, I bought a banana and a Loka, he bought himself a drinkydrink too and skittles. LOL
And then we walked to the trainstation together. :) See, we never get to do this cause I'm always so stressed in the morning. But now it's the summer schedule so I start work at 08:45 instead and that's fucking awesome!

I missed the bus though but that was ok, I made it with the other one.
It was like me and Frost had a little mini-date early in the morning.

I loved it :)

We just sat there, and talked and stuff. And we decided that we should do this more often.
Just small stuff like this can matter so much.

It was a smelly and warm busride. But it got better after a while, I just needed more space.

But seriously... I look around at all the people (me and Frost discussed people earlier) are the same. They're striving to be the same as the next one. Looking the same, dressing the same. FEELING the same. Eating the same, liking the same shit. There's no characters really. What's funny is that everyone's going for the "be unique, be different" style that is exactly like everyone else hahaha

And a good friend of mine said that it might be because I usually don't care about such things, and I'm my own person, that some people just don't go well with me. Could be.

I'm more like "just be. Do shit you like, be and idiot, and be kind every now and then."

I like  my motto better haha

I'm a lavender in a field of roses. :)

And here's my breakfast :D
It's perfect isn't it? :)

My diet is going better now. I was feeling a little low for a while, but I found new motivation again.
Yay me!

Welp, it's time to continue working I guess. Laundry, laundry... -__-
My mom's gonna pick Freya up at daycare now. I hope she had a good day <3
And Frost's meeting is about to start! Oooooh. Good luck honey <3

The other day

Well, I suppose the picture tells the story pretty much.

We decided to just have some fun in the sun while I had a day off :)

It's been a good day huh?

Has it been a good day for you guys too?

Well I don't really think I need to write that much really. The pics kinda speak for themselves. It's been a fun day  But then again, why not write a longer post huh?

So, we've been to the park today, Freya went down the big slide all by herself today for the first time. THE BIG ONE! Much mighty. Such cool, so wow.

(She's superAdorable in her new sunhat right? She got it from granny & grandpa)

Freya has been eating a lot of strawberries today. She LOVES strawberries. :) My little snugglerump <3 Hot days like these I like to put some frozen raspberries and cold water in her sippy cup. Perfect on a hot day. :)

Ah right, after the park I had fika out back with mom and Josse. Freya passed out and had her early noon nap in her room in front of the fan. Much to my mom's disappointment. But she was so tired from playing for so long in the park haha, plus it's mega fucking warm outside today *miserable* Oh, and I talked some to Sofia on the phone too....and also played CoD online with Nathalie & Frost haha 

Frost's been helping me set my new phone up. Motorola :3 It actually works. Soooo much storage, I can have all my aaaaaapps haha Frost is a genius. 

Freya definitely had fun today. She's been laughing and smiling aaaaaall day. We've also had time to snuggle, play, talk and watch stuff.

Yep, the days off work are the days I work so extra hard for. 

Freya's growing so freakin' fast... it's a little sad almost haha I mean, She's so cute. And snuggly. OOoooooooh I love snuggling her, cause it feels like it's perfect. Absolute warm sweet loving perfection. Haha  
And see, one day she'll grow up.... and she won't want her mama's hugs,  snuggles and kisses anymore.   I can't hold my baby girl while she's sleeping then... she won't wrap her little arms around my neck while she's sleeåing again, or snuggle up against my back. No more kisses on the mouth.... How do other parents handle kids growing up?

And I'm pretty fucking sure I won't wanna snuggle an angry 16 year old either lmao

But yeah... I try to so snuggle her as much as possible for as long as possible  Gotta enjoy the now. There's no use worrying too much about the future. My Freyster will give me many more snuggles for many years to come anyway :D
Frost on the other hand, weeeeeell, now that's premium snuggles I get to enjoy every night  teheeee~

Talking about snuggles, Freya snuggled LeiLei quite a bit earlier. It was adorable to see haha she kept hugging her and kissing her. And leilei just stood there, it looked almost like she enjoyed it-  haha LeiLei's a very sweet and loyal dog. A lot of dogowners would probably call me an idiot for saying this, but I feel completely safe leaving those two together in a room. I trust LeiLei. It's Freya you gotta be careful with lol

More work and birthdays

Happy birthday to the best dad and husband in the universe!

It's the birthday of the man who stole my heart today :) The day after my birthday haha it's almost like fate huh?

So Happy birthday honey! I hope you and I will spend at least 50 more of them together <3 I love you to saturn and back!
Can't wait to marry yoooou~

I also happen to have a very boring, yet important meeting at my other workplace. -_- Bummer. It's about medicine and shit which is kinda important so off we go. Straight there from my other job. Haha All I manage to do is go from one job to the other. Luckily my boss said I could bring Lei Lei which made things less stressful for me. :)

The 27th

We went to see the premiere of Captain America civil war. :) SUCH A GREAT
MOVIE. Tehee~

(yeah, I needed that coffee cause I was fucking exhausted haha)

And afterwards, we had a supernice dinner. 

Was one of the best dates we've had in a while <3 

We totally needed that, yup. hahah

And Facebook reminded me what Freya was doing one year ago on the 27th of
April. Too cute <3