It's fucking springtime

Woooh you can tell it's spring time!

More people outside, sunshine and fucking warmth!
Like...how it was outside the other day was the perfect warmth for me. Yep.
Not too hot, definitely not too cold. Just about right.

New things are happening, good and bad.
In a way I suppose it's progress really...any changes are progress in this situation.
I've never been in this particular situation before, but I know people who have.
So there's support :)

Today when Freya came home she wanted to listen to music :)
And she got to pick the music. She loves the soundtrack for Guardians Of The Galaxy, but I've got a mix of my own that she really likes <3












Yep, we're having a hoot. She's like superwild right now so we're just watching her and clapping and stuff cause she's such an amazing performer ya know?

Uh huh. She's cool.

Nostaliga

haha this used to be Nathalies ringtone like fucking 10 years ago or something haha
A different lifetime.
I still know how to appreciate korean music though ^_^




So listen to this pretty lady and dance with Dio. (Use his cone as a mic)

The funny part is that 10 years ago kids used to say I looked like G dragon from Big Bang.
I even had a 14 year old girl ask me out. (there's actually been more girls asking me to be their boyfriend online back in the day so I suppose I can see why mom said I looked like a dyke then huh?)
Just ask Marty about all the little girls acting weird and shit. -_-

Well my fav was always T.O.P anyway. hah.

( I happen to know a woman who likes this photo of me very much hahaha)

I was a teacher at one point there too. . . . . . 12 year old girls can be awkward as fuck.
Was I ever that awkward? Nah. I'm fantastic baby.

I'm coming up!

I mgith as well come clean with it.

This man is my spirit animal. Yep.



And now it's date night lol We're watching Blade Runner 2049 💙

Good tunes for mom

I'm gonna post some good songs for mom, so she can listen to them when she's bored :D

Smart huh?

Yeah I know. I have an impeccable music taste.

Songs from my teens

I figured I'd post some songs that I loved as a teenager. They're still good though :D


(did you know, my mom gave me this album with Offspring for christmas when I was 14? I was a happy doodle!)




I made my friend Veronica love Andrew WK in 7th grade :3



Fun fact: I saw Marilyn Manson live with Kurre and a ton of other friends :D
He's an amazing entertainer <--- I always found it funny to hear what christians thought of him lololol













another fun fact: I saw these fuckers live too. Epic <--







Many memories to all these songs :)

Alright, time to do the nightfall again 💪😀

The one

You know, I've been having a fucking rough week.
My pain has skyrocketed... and I've been feeling that I'm getting close to my breaking point.
It's been so hard, and I scream out loud from pain. It's really embarrassing too, cause I don't like showing the pain... but this time I can't even hide it. -_- It sucks.

This morning, Frost tried to help me out of bed...and he looked at me with such a sweet and gentle look... his eyes expressed such care and sadness. So I started crying, cause he was trying so hard to help me, and I could tell he was sad to see me in such pain.


I can't express my love for him enough for you to understand. Neither can I express how grateful I am... how thankful and happy I am. ❤

He is the best man on earth. He cares so much, and he loves me so much... and it's a fucking amazing feeling to be loved like this. He knows everything about me. Cause I want him to. I wanted him to be the one who knows everything about. The only one. So I even showed him my bad sides... and I've seen his bad sides too... and he's still so fucking fantastic.❤

Truth be told...I can't wait to marry my best friend ❤❤❤
I can't wait to be a Hastings.






We're going to have a small wedding too, not big. Just the important people around us. And it'll be the best day ever ❤ I can't wait. 


Shania Twain made songs that really relates to us. ❤ Frost said The One is our song a long time ago... and he was right.  I love that song, The One is ours :) We'll play it on our wedding day.

I still have certain things I want for that day so we need to save up money for that shit.


Even this song suits us ❤ I always liked that lady. :) She's cool.

So baby, I hope you know how much I love you. Your'e my one and only. 

And I'll stick with you forever ❤ 

) think that your'e awesome, even though I've seen your bad sides too.

I adore you baby. I fucking adore the shit out of you.❤

I love being with you, and I love the things we do together.

And the sex is fucking fantastic lmao 

So that's a good things too lol

Your'e a good doodle.

Love love me do

While I'm waiting on the update, which FYI is taking for fucking ever.
Me and Freya are having a Dance fest to old jukebox music :3

Gotta stay young :P hahaha

Songs of the day

Some of the songs on my track today lol
Busride home today was calm and niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. Just what I needed.

On the other hand...I feel like shit. -_-

Going to work music

Sup guys?

I figured I'd share my "Going to work music" :D

See, I've got a pair of amazing headphones, and I'm so happy these days that I can listen to fucking awesome music <3 Music is a huge deal in this family. :)


So here's some of the songs I listen to on a daily basis. It's just a really fucking cool feeling, listening to great music with great sound. Right? 

 And then there's this one, when I need to stop being so sleepy lol
Stupid stuff like this will usually wake me up. haha

 


Welp, I've got the graveyard shift tonight. And yet, tonight is gonna be a way better nightshift than any other shift, and from now on too. I'm gonna rick the shit out of these shifts! Woop woop!



Alright, gotta continue watching Stranger Things now. I'm loving it so far, classic, retro and very authentic looking. Seriously, everything is like it used to be in the 80's. I'm an 80's kid so I can proudly say that no one I knew wore those Bobby Brooks jeans. (Butt ugly lol)
But I tend to love shows that really spend time and effort on making it look legit, authentic or correct with the timeline so to speak :D Like Freaks & Geeks, That 70's show,Outlander, The Americans, Fargo, True Detective (first season) etc..

So beautiful

And thus my raise has been decided and approved. YAY!

We had a meeting today and it went swell. I think it'll be good working for a new company.
It ain't a big company but it seems to have a good reputation (I google shit)

Tomorrow is a dreadful day. I'm getting a spiral. Gah... my uterus is already crying. It knows what's about to come. I'm eating ice cream for lunch then. Yep.

Listening to the sound of silence now instead.


 

Still not better than Simon & Garfunkel. But he's doing a pretty good job.
He's got a fair voice that man, listen to when he's actually putting power behind his voice.
It's beautiful.

It's always nice to hear a voice that touches you. Especially considering what kind of music Disturbed usually make lol

Michelangelo!

Me and Freyster rocked out to this classic the other day!
Good song, good song.





haha Freya loved it!
Seriously, no one can say that this ain't a good song! Right? Am I right?! I am.

Freya danced like crazy hahaha
You know, at her daycare they said that she loved being with them on "Dance Hour" lol
And she dances her ass off! :D They she that she doesn't move around like other 18 months kids do, but she really shakes her booty and waves her arms lmao Wiggles her whole body. haha She's just so freakin' adorable!

Times flies... My sweet little peachpie <3

Latest The walking dead

I enjoyed this latest episode of  The Walking Dead

But damn it Daryl... You're just too sweet. And then they just fuck you in the a$$ -_-
Fucking asswankers that stole his shit. Imagine if Rick would see them coming on his bike.
LoL. It'd be a huge BANG... aaaaand they're dead. He'd be furious to see Daryl's bike.

It annoyed the fuck out of me. Gah. haha

Oh buuuuuuuuuuut...

 a little bird whispered in my ear that the cast of Supernatural

signed up for 5 more seasons. YAAAY!

(let's prey to the god of prosperity that it is truuuuue)

My work week is finally over. And I have three days off. Finaaaallyyyy....Aaah..

It feels nice. Watched The Walking Dead, ate a saffron bun. I took a loooong warm shower, and I look like the leader of a rock band in the 60's. (My hair want's to lay a certain way, even though I always pull it to the side..but today it just wanted to lay in the middle. It look awful.) All I need is a strap around my head and a groovy tune in the background and I'm good to go.

this is what I looked like as soon as I got out of the shower...

Aaaand now this:

Talking about groovy tunes.

One of the best songs ever right here:

Ya'll should just lay back, and listen to this song and enjoy your monday.
Monday's are fundays. Sometimes. hahaha

Get better wishes

Please feel better soon beeb <3 We love youerdoodle!

And Koala Jo needs her man by her side. You may lay in bed a while longer though.


It's amazing that I haven't used this opportunity of him being so weak and vulnerable, and attacked him in bed and junk.           I am very kind.


But I adore you Frost. I hope the pain goes away soon.

The Amazing Martin Almgren!

So here's my favorite in this years Swedens new Idol :D




His voice is so fucking wonderful :) Plus he's singing one of the worlds greatest songs. Ever.

It's wednesday right?

I feel a little better today.
Lately shit's been taking a turn for the worse and the pain's been excruciating...So I didn't really dare to go to bed last night, no matter how tired I was.

I stayed up till 2am and theeeen tried to sleep. Which I did, for about 4-5 hours? Because of that I woke up with very little pain today. *bro fist*

Snuggled Freya, tried to make her eat some breakfast -_-
Gave up on that idea after about 30 minutes-.................

And now it's my turn to enjoy my breakfast.

Fincrisp, brie cheese and coffee. Oh what would I do without coffee??
So yeah. I'll be knitting and sipping on my coffee. ^^

Maybe I'll have a game of CoD AW deathmatch too? Hmm..we'll just see about that.
Maybe when my man is in the shower <3

And oh what a handsome man I have, he's sitting in the sofa, and he just woke up...
I feel like biting and nibbling him ahaha RAAAWR! So cutie.

And my little bambam is wearing a fucking adooooorable jumsuitdress from Lasse :D It's from H&M in case anyone would wanna dress up their baby supermegaAwesome like Freya. looooooooool

It is cutie though right? Yeah, I know.

She's a wild wiggle worm today so taking a pic of her wasn't easy lmao

Sons of Anarchy, The First 9

Frost told me yesterday that there's going to be a prequel series to SOA.
And it's going to be set in the 70's with John Teller (Jaxx dad)

Now, I finally finished the entire show with SOA.
From the beginning till the end I hated Jaxx. So so much.
And I felt so bad for the wee kids too. Not having their father and mother. (but the eneding is still happy I guess)
I wish things would have ended a bit differently with Gemma though.
Like her rotting away in a sell in prison for the rest of her life.
While Jaxx makes sure she can't die and escape it. HAH. Now that's a punishment.

But seriously.
What a dumb fucking bunch. 

'WHYYYY DOES EVERYONE KEEP DYING?!' *sniffling*

Uh, cause you're fucking going around murdering people and doing bad shit. Duh. Stop it. Just stop then.

But, I kinda have high expectations about the 70's series...The first 9.

Different generation, different style.
I think I'll like it.

AND LET'S NOT FORGET ABOUT THE MUSIC. Oh the music. YAY.
That might be what I'm most excited about lol
Music and the fashion. Wheeee.

I'm expecting this song to be in the show too.
It's an obvious 'must have'.



Like a true nature's child.

pew pew!

For old times sake ;)
It really is a good song.

Highway man

Just cause it's such an awesome classic :D

safety dance

Guilty pleasure..


we're cheering ourselves up right now.

Listen to the ENTIRE song.

It's kinda happy aye?