2018, the year of epic shopping?

I have things that I am so totally buying this year. And the best part? I CAN buy them too. ahahaha I can finally afford to buy makeup from one of my favorite brands. :D YaY! Go 2018! Wooh!

Melt always have such amazing colors, and they've got a few eyeshadows I need, and some lipsticks too. Ohohohohooooo... also I finally get to buy the clothes from a very epic clothing line.

Ah, I also made sure to buy some cool stuff yesterday.
I bought a delicious blueberry syrup that is sugarfree. No carbs nor sugar. Sweet.
As well as a sugarfree maple syrup, chocolate syrup and some stevie drops in certain flavorts for lattes and smoothies and so on. Just regular flavors like strawberry, vanilla and caramel (or was it chocolate?) either way. It'll be fun to add them to the diet.

Hmm... I was sitting here thinking about games. (Cause I really gotta choose well here, to buy for the xbox or the ps4?) Difficult choices to make.
I got an xbox one x for christmas from Frost 💖 Yes yes...I know I'm being spoiled.
But! I've only heard good things about it so it'll be awesome to play on it. I've got pubg to play on xbox....but would it have been better to get it for the ps4? Who knows.

I need to get back to playing The Last Guardian on the ps4 anyway. I had to quit cause I got stuck and it fucking pissed me off. Plus it was like 2 am so......there's that lol

Me and Frost just finished watching Saving Private Ryan.
And now he's making me a cappuccino. ☕☕☕ I hear him humming my name in the kitchen. hahah He's a goofy dork really. But we have a lot of fun together and he's a very considerate dork I tell you. Not many men can compete with this weirdo. Ain't it just amazing luck that one weirdo met another weirdo and made an epic baby? 💛 I mean, sure...if you ask Frost he'll say he's the normal one and I'm the weirdo. But we all know that he's just as weird. *nodding my head*


.... and now he came waltzing in here with the cup singing "My cappuccinos brings all the hoes to yard, and therefor it's better than yours!" ahaha...good god.



..................I wonder if he spat in it? -_-

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway.... new year new possibilities and all that annual shit.
I on the other hand...have plans. Grand ones at that.
And I will try SO hard to make them happen. Luckily Frost will help too :)

Breakfast

Mmmm.... I made chocolate chia pudding with bananas and whipped cream as topping. I made it yesterday in the afternoon so it'd get thick and fluffy :) yum yum. It's really delicious. An healthy. *proud*

Best morning

So, the morning started with me and Frost doing our regular morning routines, getting ready, fixing Freya etc... and then we both dropped her off at daycare. She didn't even cry one bit today. That's nice, it make it easier for my heart. It seriously breaks a mom's heart to hear your child cry like that when you have to go. Gaah..it's the worst.

So this was a nice happy Bye :D

After that Frost and I walked to the store, I bought a banana and a Loka, he bought himself a drinkydrink too and skittles. LOL
And then we walked to the trainstation together. :) See, we never get to do this cause I'm always so stressed in the morning. But now it's the summer schedule so I start work at 08:45 instead and that's fucking awesome!

I missed the bus though but that was ok, I made it with the other one.
It was like me and Frost had a little mini-date early in the morning.

I loved it :)

We just sat there, and talked and stuff. And we decided that we should do this more often.
Just small stuff like this can matter so much.

It was a smelly and warm busride. But it got better after a while, I just needed more space.

But seriously... I look around at all the people (me and Frost discussed people earlier) are the same. They're striving to be the same as the next one. Looking the same, dressing the same. FEELING the same. Eating the same, liking the same shit. There's no characters really. What's funny is that everyone's going for the "be unique, be different" style that is exactly like everyone else hahaha

And a good friend of mine said that it might be because I usually don't care about such things, and I'm my own person, that some people just don't go well with me. Could be.

I'm more like "just be. Do shit you like, be and idiot, and be kind every now and then."

I like  my motto better haha

I'm a lavender in a field of roses. :)

And here's my breakfast :D
It's perfect isn't it? :)

My diet is going better now. I was feeling a little low for a while, but I found new motivation again.
Yay me!

Welp, it's time to continue working I guess. Laundry, laundry... -__-
My mom's gonna pick Freya up at daycare now. I hope she had a good day <3
And Frost's meeting is about to start! Oooooh. Good luck honey <3

Good morning world

I made Freya like the tastiest breakfast ever. Yep. *Proud face*

Fresh strawberries, vanilla yogurt and gluten free fruit granola :)

I've slept a few hours last night actually. Yay me! I really needed that. Can't function properly without sleep. Nope.

Well I can tell you that even though Freya ate a really huge breakfast.. she's still trying (and pretty much succeeding) to eat mine now too. She a glutinous little turd. Yeah she's definitely succeeding eating mine. -_-
My lchf crackers with butter and cheese... and my strawberry. :(

Mean little kid. Eating mommy's breakfast like that. She even tried to drink my damn coffee.
She's got a huge appetite, despite being so tiny. haha

Hello savior

This here, is my diets savior. *choir of angels singing*

I'm finally hone from work. Eating breakfast with my family. Freya is eating hashbrowns and a peach smoothie. Mama takes care of this little weasel haha Eat! Eat baby girl! She's trying to eat my breakfast too now lol 😊  oh well.

Oh here's a really nice fact, usually I work Tuesdays, Thursdays  and Saturday or Sunday and then Tuesday again. But this week I don't work Thursday yay! I actually work Friday instead. Every now and then the schedule takes a little turn like this. It's nice.

Gah.. I hope I get the apartment!

My orders today!

I ordered some stuff today. Plus I bought black bean spaghetti at the store :) It's a fuckton healthier, way waaaaay less carbs.

And so is the stevia chocolate ⌒.⌒  

Packed with protein, no sugar added, lots of nutrition and less carbs. Heh~

Ah, the stevia drops are basically sweet flavors. I chose chocolate this time, but I'll buy vanilla and the strawberry one too some other time.

Perfect for smoothies. Or to flavor whipped cream or making a chocolate milk to drink. Yup yup.

I'm satisfied with my choices today.

Found these pics on google :3

My crappy collage and our delicious dinner

Yeah maybe I'm not the most awesome collageer in the world (is that even a word? Well it is now anyway so...) I try to make nice collages though haha

Man, Frost and I made like there's best taco salad earlier. So fucking good that my mouth went OMNOMNOMNOOOOOM!
Luckily I even made en extra for work tomorrow. Wooh~

Obviously Frost's salad was a liiiittle more spicy than mine but whatever. He lurves spicy shit. He'll nibble on a fresh habanero like it was candy. Yup. Insane, I know haha

lol Freya is so cute. She was reading her book upside down earlier. Like a baaaws. Yeah she's a cool baby. Gaah, I feel like attacking her and chomp her cheeks and kiss her and huuuuug her. Yes I'm like a neurotic lovestarved psycho. Haha GIVE ME SNUGGLES!

Uuurk, this week is filled with work. It's not even like I get to be home enough. Blah. Just gotta keep it together till next week. Got the week off then. Yay~

Well my little weasel is sick... probably. She's feverish and whiny, with little puffy rosy cheeks. On the bright side I get infinity amount of snuggles hahHa

Ah, I made my own low carbs bread the other day. Mainly for hamburger, but tasty as sandwich too haha It's been a while since I had bread for breakfast. Mmm...

Oh, I'm also knitting a new thing for Freya. Don't know what yet haha But I like the colors. Minty greenish and fluffy pink.


And in case you didn't know... i broke our laptop. yep. Great huh?

sunday morning

I'm sitting alone in the living room, enjoying a nice cup of coffee.
Everyone else is still asleep.
Even Freya. She's been sleeping since 10 last night till now. It's almost 10 in the morning now.
She slept with her butt up in the air <3

Oh, last night I made low carb wraps :D
With a fuckton of dressing they were pretty damn tasty. But difficult to make -_-
But dry as fuck without it.


With the rest of the dough, I'll see if I can make a lchf roll cake with it today.  :D

No need for words when a photo says it all

banana pancakes

 Yesterday I decided to make banana pancakes with no carbs since I had so many bananas left. I added some vanilla and cocoa powder in it too. Mmm..but man were they rich....I ate two, the size of my palm...and I was stuffed -_-

Drizzled some honey over it and added blueberries and violá.. Turned out pretty fucking tasty if you ask me.

And Freya's "Good night!" snack was regular porridge with rice flour and apricot in it :) She went nom nom nom.

Dobidobidooo

So, today's pretty much been like every other day.
Except Freya's been a monster haha In a good way :)
And in a bad too I guess? She's EVERYWHERE.
She crawls away fast as fudge and then all of a sudden she's sitting in the hallway playing with our shoes...
And she stands up all the time, and does the whole OH LOOK MA'..NO HANDS thing...it's not funny! I get scared every time she does it.. what if she bangs her cute little face into the coffee table and I'm not fast enough to catch her? GAaah..

Anyway... we had a fun morning, she ate a lot, and I had smoothies and shit..
And I kicked fucking ASS in CoD AW...just sayin'...
30 kills, 7 deaths. Pretty fucking awesome. Got a message saying 'You really are an awesome koala huh?' lolololol I thought it was kinda funny.

Usually I get to play in the mornings, and in between games I knit haha
I'm knitting kind of a poncho for Freya, and I've already picked out her buttons for it <3 And lace to put in the bottom of it :) It'll be a supper cute thingy.




Oh and man, did I make a delicious dinner or what?
cauliflower rice, peanutsauce, and spicy chicken. Mmmm..I loved it! yay me.


Ah, Frost's been wrapping my birthday presents today...........lol
He's really not a natural at wrapping shit. hahaha Gosh, I love that man. :)

Plus he's funny too haha Had a REALLY nice day yesterday, if ya know what I mean? hahaha jk jk

I'll summon yesterday up ok?

Yep, I made theeeeeee most delicious milkshake smoothie EVER.

It was fucking tasty AND healthy. Love it when those two gets combines. 

It's rare, but wonderful lol

Freya stands up ALL the time these days...I'm sure she'll just start walking any day now -_-

And Kuti & Dad wanted to celebrate out upcoming birthday yesterday, so we all had dinner at the taco bar ^^ Yum yum. As always, I had my chicken chipotle salad *looooove* 

Yeah, even though this birthday girl is a fatty, someone managed to catch me on a photo -__-
And my dad looks like he's about to murder someone... haha I really don't want to be on photos while being a fatty McFattersson.





And this is from this morning, she's so fascinated by my ring.

She needs to be distracted sometimes, otherwise she'll remember how much she hates sitting in the baby chair haha


Right, Update on the neurologist appointment:
Yes. turns out I do have EDS.
But I remain positive, the doctor told me that I need to learn how to control my body. Cause I build muscles a lot faster than a normal person, but I can't control the amount of strength I use. And my muscles and tissue has to work so much more to keep the joins and shit in it's place. Eventually my body gets exhausted and the pain and cramps sneak up on me. (like now) 

I'll be seeing a specialist who specializes in neurological diseases and physiotherapy. I'm excited about that. She'll teach me how to control the body, and how to relax. 

And once I've learnt how to handle everything and relaxing, I can start training again. Wheeee~
I'll be starting Yoga as soon as I'm a wee bit more stable.

My goal is to be a mother who can play a lot with her children! *bro fist*

I woke up early again

Freya is playing in her bed and I'm enjoying a nice smoothie in the living room.
  Banana, orange, wild berries and coconut milk :D Yum.

I've caught myself saying 'entering stealth mode' several times when I sneak in to check on Freya haha Did it just now as well so I could take a pic of her. Did she notice me? hahaha But I was being invisible? Darn it....'stealth mode off''.

I'm letting her play in her now bed cause I know she'll fall asleep soon again, and I don't wanna take her to the kitchen just yet for breakfast. I breastfed her not too long ago. She ain't even hungry yet. haha I'm gonna make the porridge I made yesterday for her <3

Last night was really nice :) Mom had such a nice birthday, and today is the big party!Over 17 people are coming...gosh. Lots of tasty food and fruit! YAY! Can't wait haha Josse's making Key Lime Pie for the party...3 big cakes. Too bad I don't eat sugar or carbs. Boo.....................

It's someone's birthday today and I also made awesome breakfast.

So today I made my own morning porridge (Gröt) for Freya.
Made out of Skrädmjöl (a kind of flour that's made out of roasted oat seeds that has been dried in stone ovens and grounded with rocks) and Nyponskalsmjöl (a flour made out of rosehip peels) and some sunflower seeds that I grounded myself :D And I served it with coconut milk. She absolutely LOVED it. YAY!

This is a healthy breakfast for her since babies need lots of iron. My breastmilk can't provide her with enough iron so I try to find new kinds of healthy foods for her that are filled with nutrients and vitamins :)



And now....*drumroll*
It's Grandma's birthday!!

The worlds greatest granny turns 60 today!  Happy birthday mother/grandmother :D
We love you to the moon and back

Glorious Wednesday

My precious little snugglelump has been a little puny today. Weak and whiny. So it's mostly been snuggles all day :)
We did take a trip to the petstore and picked up LeiLei's food. And Freya enjoyed that, so that's nice.
Ah, it's like a fucking greenhouse here haha So many flowers everywhere in the windows now. Sunflower, chili and morning glories...And soon a mini greenhouse for flowers and herbs will arrive to put in the big window. :) Sweet. I'm gonna try to transplant some sunflowers when they're big enough outside. But we'll see how it goes for them..if it works, I'll put the rest of them outside as well.

Aaaaand I got a little hungry earlier so I made myself a smoothie with the leftover pear puree I made for Freya's snacktime. :D Thumbs up for that. We share a lot, she and I haha

My smoothies are awesome.

Freya started to feel a wee bit better in the late afternoon but I can tell something's off. Cause she went to bed around 8, which normally is between 9 and 10. The nurse said she's teething again. Good squirrel! You need your chompers.

Mortal Kombat 2015

The entire family woke up real early today. Usually it's just me being up feeding Freya... But today, both Freya 6 and her father woke up around 7 with me. And Freya stayed awake too. 

Well, she'll fall asleep eventually. She always does. It's 9:58 right now si she'll pass out after 10 sometime. I just know it.

Oh, I made her some mashed up strawberry with cream this morning. It turned into some kind of strawberry mousse actually....but tasty.

And I had chocolate chiapudding with banana and whipped cream.

Aaaaaand guess what we're doing now...

PLAYING THE NEW MORTAL KOMBAT. 

Omgasdfghjkkl!!!! :D 

Oh the joy.

There's a happy Freya's playing on the floor...And there's a superhappy Frost jumping up and down in the sofa.

I have to say, I don't suck at this game. Nope. But neither does he...so I can tell that we're gonna have a lot of fun together now ^^ 

hah, new achievement for me: Jumping bean. lolololol

Maison Jars

Did I ever mention that I love good old Maison Jars?

I do.

They'll be perfect for when Freya is old enough to hold shit and drink by herself. (she can hold stuff just fine...but it tends to fly across the room from time to time..........) But when she's old enough to just sit and drink, these jars will be awesome.

Imagine summer lemonade in them. ^^
Which reminds me, I kinda did a detox water today...but added "sötströ" (natural sweetening) and made it to a Lemonade as well. lol Delicious I tell ya. Kiwi, lemon and basil. Yum.
So far I've had 10 grams of carbs today. Good job me.
 -8 kilos now. Sweet.


Ah, and as you can see... Tweety the chicken had to come visit so Freya would smile and have a bite of food.
She had 4 bites today.

And then she got pissed off.

And today I'mma try the Grantit knit.

I'll probably get furious and throw the yarn around, but hey,...One has to try right?

Dinner & Jordskott

I ate a simple yet spicy salad while indulging myself in series marathons today.
I watched all episode of Jordskott  :)
Such awesome and magical tales.
Old scandinavian folklores in modern times.

I REALLY like it. It's magical, mysterious, beautiful and creepy at the same time.
It's got skogrå, water nymphs, trolls and other creatures in it :D
It's like mystery, drama, thriller....and supernatural (yaaaay) Ya'll should watch it.
My sister sent me a link and I watched it straight while knitting.

Ah, and I think Mandy and Chris would LOVE this.
I found some episodes out on the interwebs with en subs actually.
So many sure you guys check that out ok?

Such a nice day

Yup, my usual morning treat. Strawberry, banana and kiwi smoothie.
Ate and watched the latest episode of Outlander <3 iiih.
(But we watched better call Saul too.) 
And after that we went to the park and played :D

Oh and when we came home I got to enjoy some fincrisp with brie cheese on it. Mmmm...
Dear God, don't let anything ruing my mood this superlovely day :)