2018, the year of epic shopping?

I have things that I am so totally buying this year. And the best part? I CAN buy them too. ahahaha I can finally afford to buy makeup from one of my favorite brands. :D YaY! Go 2018! Wooh!

Melt always have such amazing colors, and they've got a few eyeshadows I need, and some lipsticks too. Ohohohohooooo... also I finally get to buy the clothes from a very epic clothing line.

Ah, I also made sure to buy some cool stuff yesterday.
I bought a delicious blueberry syrup that is sugarfree. No carbs nor sugar. Sweet.
As well as a sugarfree maple syrup, chocolate syrup and some stevie drops in certain flavorts for lattes and smoothies and so on. Just regular flavors like strawberry, vanilla and caramel (or was it chocolate?) either way. It'll be fun to add them to the diet.

Hmm... I was sitting here thinking about games. (Cause I really gotta choose well here, to buy for the xbox or the ps4?) Difficult choices to make.
I got an xbox one x for christmas from Frost 💖 Yes yes...I know I'm being spoiled.
But! I've only heard good things about it so it'll be awesome to play on it. I've got pubg to play on xbox....but would it have been better to get it for the ps4? Who knows.

I need to get back to playing The Last Guardian on the ps4 anyway. I had to quit cause I got stuck and it fucking pissed me off. Plus it was like 2 am so......there's that lol

Me and Frost just finished watching Saving Private Ryan.
And now he's making me a cappuccino. ☕☕☕ I hear him humming my name in the kitchen. hahah He's a goofy dork really. But we have a lot of fun together and he's a very considerate dork I tell you. Not many men can compete with this weirdo. Ain't it just amazing luck that one weirdo met another weirdo and made an epic baby? 💛 I mean, sure...if you ask Frost he'll say he's the normal one and I'm the weirdo. But we all know that he's just as weird. *nodding my head*


.... and now he came waltzing in here with the cup singing "My cappuccinos brings all the hoes to yard, and therefor it's better than yours!" ahaha...good god.



..................I wonder if he spat in it? -_-

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway.... new year new possibilities and all that annual shit.
I on the other hand...have plans. Grand ones at that.
And I will try SO hard to make them happen. Luckily Frost will help too :)

Morning dickwaffles

Hey sunshines. It's finally time for a blogpost haha Been a while huh?
I've been up to a little bit of this and a little bit of that lately.

I'm not even sure what to write tbh... I mean, sure I can tell you what I've been up to...I guess. (though it ain't anything interesting)
I met Moa & Arthur the other day, they're moving to Brickebacken July 1st so that's fucking awesome. Me and Freyster will go see them a lot then. Gotta give Brickebacken cred for their outdoor pool for the kids. (That's about the only good thing about brickebacken...)  Ah, and Hanna is back in Sweden finally so I promised to go to Hanna & Malins house some day soon. We've been friends for so many years, and it's nice that we just remained the same.

Aaah, what else. . . Oh I've been hanging out with Sofi too. And me and Natta have been meeting up for secret short walks lmao You take what you can get right? :P haha


I've gotten to know some guys that are pretty fun to play with, so I've been goofing around with them a lot. Which is kinda nice~ cause that way I can play with others when Stevie doesn't have time for me haha Or when Stacy has strippernight. You feel me? Sometimes it's good that Frost doesn't play bo3 online with me, if he heard the stupid shit some guys say...he'd pitch a fit. Then he'd find them... and destroy them. Yep. He gets pretty pissed of when someone disrespects me. go figure huh? haha

Yeah.


Well I'll just end this post by showing you how fucking amazing I am sometimes haha
I can't play anything but hardcore these days... I tried core but it's just so boring. Black ops 3 is still fun. Infinite warfare sucks...adwanced is dead. And wwII is around the corning. Gotta play the beta.

Voyager

This book is so... well it's soooo many things! Intense, passionate, vivid, sad, detailed, romantic, tragic, devastate, historical, magical, insane, wonderful, and beautiful. :)

It's amazing so far. 

The only time I get to read is actually at work. But I don't mind. It makes the time go by faster. Though it does suck when I need to get up and do shit in the middle of a huge plot or something  lol 

Like when it's super dramatic and you're totally into it, and then someone brutally pulls you away, and heartlessly tosses you back to reality and you have to continue working haha Sad right?

#DianaGabaldon #Outlander 

Decision

I've come to the conclusion that since I have a hard time trusting people, and a hard time letting people get to know me... that makes those I've let close a lot more special right? Which makes betrayal even harder.

So, if one or two of those special people left me without saying fucking shit... I honestly don't see how I could forgive them. 

If you can read my blog, it ain't that hard to leave a comment, is it?

Unless both of ya'll somehow ended up like, in a come or prison without internet... Even if you're homeless, you can still use a friends laptop, the library... what-the-fuck-ever. And say: Hey...we won't be able to keep in touch for a while. Or just be honest: We don't wanna be friends anymore. Well alrighty then. Too bad.

So why did I worry? Well the reason was simply cause I liked you two very much. We were such good friends.

And one day you were just gone. Without a trace. Not a message or anything. Not even a 'bye'.

Thanks to Marty backing me and always being sweet and loyal... I saw things a little clearer.

See, the first year all I did was worry. And I just wanted to hear from them. Cause naturally you worry about your friends. Duh. I mean they disappeared. But then I realized some shit. (actually through Nathalie)

And now I'm kinda starting to realize that we were never friends were we?

Ya'll just deleted your shit, your accounts. That tells me you had the time to delete your facebook, or block me, thus you had time to tell me too. You could've told me. You could've said Bye.

So, with this... I say Good Bye.

 Oh, and even if you're stuck at a mental asylum or whatever... I'd still not forgive you. I have a close friend who was recently there. Yeah. And even she contacted me to tell me where she was and what was going on.

That's what friends do. They don't leave each other <3

Well i just left a fun message on that assbutts FB, I had to use a friends fb though. But I think I got the message through. It was extremely short haha

So Adios. We had a nice run I guess.

Plans plans and more plans

Me and snuggletree have both been caught up in planning for the new apartment. I mean, it's a gorgeous old fashioned apartment. And I happen to love old vintage stuff.

And Halleluja for eBay!
Viva la China! Much cheap, such products. wooow,...

First of all, I definitely want this:

welp, obviously I want a fuckton more. But electronics such as lamps, and shit has to be bought here I guess.

And I realized something.......... why don't I try to paint some stuff like this on my own? I mean... I can probably make it look pretty similar. :D YAY!

Höst!

It's not exactly cold outside, but it's definitely chillier than it was before. Frost gets cold at night. I'm still sweating though...And I'll probably continue doing that till the baby's out.

But I'm getting an autumn feeling...I've noticed that the fall might be around the corner. Which would be nice, it came late last year. Like october.

I LOVE the fall. And the winter. So much cosyness. Snuggles under blankets, hot chocolate, knitted clothes... YaY! The fall is definitely one of my favorite seasons. (Cause there's sooo many to choose from lol)

Autumn pictures I took in Alabama and Sweden :D

And it's almost time for this toooo!

tuesday 1/7

So we had the appointment at the hospital today, the regular check up for the baby.

And I was very pleased with what they said. Yup.

Our little babypuff weighs 2,4 kilos. (5,2 lbs)

And she hit her growth spurt when I got the IV with nutrition and iron.

So bro fist! *bam*

Apart from that she seems eager to get out.

Her head is fixed now, so she can go out head first lol

But she'll move around a lot before it's time so it doesn't matter how she lays down right now really.

We're doing laundry right now.

And I'm eating yoghurt. :)

A new favorite kind of yoghurt actually. 

Engelholm from Denmark or something. Really tasty.

Last time I got cherry flavor, which was SO good.

But this time I picked strawberry. Nom.

Oh oh and I never did show you the crib, did I?
It' adorable!
I love the baby blankets Frost brought from Alabama :D

The blue and pink Elephant is what I bought :3 hehe
I think it's mega-cute!

Look at the Mumin trolls mobile over the crib? D'aaaaaw <3
Josse bought that.

I have my moments

I woke up around 5am today.
I've done dishes, laundry and baked "scones".
Well, I say "scones" with rotation marks cause they look funny haha

And I had it all done by the time Frost woke up.
I thought it'd be nice like this once in a while.
Frost always made me breakfast and coffee and junk ♡

Art and cake

Welp our birthday(s) was pretty dang nice. Frost got a bike and shirts and a giant english swedish lexicon. :D
And we got a new laptop too. WHEEEEEEEE~
Ah the possibilities that come with that. hah.
Oh and I got bunches of art supply. Like TONS of it. YAY.
I've been drawing and drawing and drawing.


Today I'll watch Game Of Thrones (I was a lil' busy yesterday so I couldn't) And later I'll draw something that has to do with forget me not and lilly of the valley.

Oh and the promarkers my sister gave me are miracle pens :D All this makes drawing so much more fun. It's more fun when you have the utensils to draw as you please. And when you have fun, the inspirations comes too.

Feel free to check out my art at koalaland on instagram as well. My Etsy account shall soon be filled with art to sell. SWEET.

Oh right, it's funny...but I got a bike to. Yesterday. we bought something at ElGiganten and you get a bike for free then hahahah

Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeee

I forgot to tell you... Not only is it my birthday. But tomorrow it'll be snuggletree's birthday as well. Yep. One day apart. haha

So we're celebrating our birthdays together tomorrow with our family. <3
My sister is making a cake, so we all know it'll be fucking delicious. It was actually Frost's idea to ask Josse to make it, cause he said 'You always talk about how amazing Josse is at baking and junk, maybe she'd like to make the cake for our birthday?'
I however told him that I didn't think she would make it, since she's a good girl not eating sweets and shit, it'd be boring for her to bake and not get to taste I though. But then again, she did bake 6 giant cakes for my nephews batism party a few years ago without even trying a lick of the batch once. Cudos to her.

So our cake will most likely be awesome.

I know it contains berries. That's about all I know so far lol


Anyway, this is the third birthday that I get a Happy Day Of Birth message from Frost.  2012, 2013 and 2014.
And it's the second birthday I get to wake up to his birthday snuggles. :)

I couldn't imagine any other way to spend a birthday. <3

The years go by so fast these days. I'm already 28 years old. Having a baby in my belly, looking forward to snuggles on a sofa in the evenings, instead of going out, or hanging out with friends, a bubble bath is more alluring than free drinks at the club. haha Yes. One does grow old.

Boo nagging

I'm in bed trying to sleep (that's not gonna happen now, so I'll probably read a free volume of x-men)
But there's something that's been bother me all day long..
My right tit.
MY GOD MY TIT HURTS.
It's been hurting all day.
At the exact same spot. Gawd... :<

Well I suppose of you're a guy this is kinda hard for you to understand. I mean, you ain't got no boobs.
And bitch tits doesn't count (us females are still different)
But imagine one of your balls constantly aching a little. A sharp lil pain. Just about enough for you to worry and complain... But not enough to be like HEY CALL ME A FUCKING AMBULANCE, MY RIGHT NUT IS FALLING OFF kinda feeling.

Now, my boob is probably (eh..hopefully) a looooot bigger than your testicle.
If not....I don't mean to scare you or anything... But I suggest you see a doctor ASAP.

Anyway, sidetracked. That's kinda the stupid pain I've been having all day. It's been hurting a lot. A sharp pain. And right now that's all I can focus on. Tit. Pain. Stop. I need sleep. Tit. I'm tired. Tit. Ouch.

Plus, in the room with the vet and lei lei and Josse... It felt like I was in fucking menopause! Felt like I was dying from overheating in there.
Luckily we know menopause is not something I need to worry about yet haha

Aaaah I'm not the only one who had a rough day. Poor lei lei deserves a fn medal. We both need sleep. And a high five.

She is my anglepuff <3


FYI.
I'm allowed to complain. Uh huh.

Pure rainbow happiness

Haha love the title aye?

I am so damn happy right now that my chest actually kinda hurts.

All my problems are washed away.
Well it feels like it anyway lol
Frost got his residence permit! YAAY!
I am so happy and relieved.

The goofy family <3 that's us.
Lei lei was twirling around when I got the news and got so happy. I doubt she knew why she was supposed to be happy and twirly but yay us!

I can't wait till he's here again.
Until he's home again <3

March 19. Woop woop!


Btw, this pic... Is the best pic I've seen in a long time :D haha

Breakfast

Welp, I decided to be all goodie and homie and housewifey today.so I squeezed my own orange juice.
Blood orange to be exact. And.. Yum!
I've done well. Hah.


Ah I've also made a special breakfast for Lei Lei. Which I'm guessing she didn't enjoy that much. But it was healthy. Her usual dog food soaked in water so it got all fluffy, and some bread pieces in there to soak up...and then I squished a banana in yoghurt. And just blended it all together an added her medication.

I read online that bananas can constipate dogs sometimes. Which sounded extremely nice compared to how she was yesterday lol

We'll seeeeee....

We'll also see if today is a better day than yesterday. I think there's a chance :3

Thursday

Welp I have an asshole cold. It's a real asshole. Messing up my head and nose. I have sneeze marathons like you would never believe.
Frost is sick too. Poor baby <3 It's hard for him to handle the weather here. It's so cold.

Lei Lei has been wearing a cone lately so she can't scratch her ear. She's kinda ok with that though. Although she doesn't complain when I let her be free from that cone either hahaha Right now she's enjoying her break from the cone. Observing everything, listening to everything. She and Frost get along well. I think she can tell that he's not used to dogs like her. She tried to push him around sometimes when we go out but to me it seems more like she's so excite that she's pulling the leash too much. I really do think she's like that cause she's excited. The first night Frost was here, I left the room to go pee haha And when I came back I was wondering where the pigbear went... And then I saw her sitting in front of the bed, looking closely at Frosts sleeping face. And then she fell asleep right in front of him on the floor. She sleeps close to him every night now :)

I'm still her favorite though. Hah!

Hi~

Well, I'm currently at home. My work don't start again till like...4..or 5 again? haha Maybe I should check it up so I'll know the correct time hahahaha

I'm going to head to the other part of town in about an hour or so, got some work related stuff to do. :D I'm brining Lei Lei with me but she'll have to sit patently outside and wait for me while I go in and talk. It shouldn't take too long right? Normally, an interview takes about 33 minutes (FACT. Cause I've clocked every interview I've done) But this isn't an interview so it shouldn't take that long. :)

I wanted Lei Lei with me cause then we can walk back home together in the nice wether and go through the city park :D it's so beautiful. And I bet she'd like to sniff around there. haha

Wether I take this job or not, I can already tell that I'm having a good day. My days always turn out good when they start off with a talk with Frost in the mornings. Seeing him makes my heart flutter...and then we he looks so adorable and innocent my heart goes SQUEEEEEEZE!!!! haha

I wonder if it's possible to love someone too much? Like so much that your'e about to explode. If so, then I probably love him too much. He's perfect in my eyes. Nothing can change that. I'll always love that man. Yep, that sweetheart is stuck with me forever and ever. <3 He may not realize it, but I really will do anything to be with him. I'll wait a thousand years if I have to. It'll take a lot of Lei Lei's to snuggle...but I'll do anything :)
No matter what happens, 
he'll always have me.

Well, I guess I'll finish my coffee now and then...well... then...yeah. Make myself presentable I guess haha