Last night?

Naaah.....?
But it MIGHT be the last night I'm pregnant.
The last night little babypuff is inside of me, kicking and punching.

As difficult as this pregnancy has been....I'm actually gonna miss this. I'll miss the tummy. Her bumps and hiccups.
But then again, I won't miss the handicapped me. The bloated and swollen me...pain and immobility ain't something I'll miss at all :D haha

The belly might look small in the photo, cause I took it from above. But trust me... It's m***erfucking HUGE.

Although she's sunk down a lot now so ah least I can lean forward without completely breaking haha

Moms picking us up early tomorrow. And then we're off to the hospital. :D Iiiiiih!

Ooooh I want snuggletree's snuggles right now.

Nervous?

Not yet really. But I'm getting there. I bet I'll be shitting bricks by this time tomorrow. Yup. I'm going to be a mom!  ☆

Yesterday Sofia dropped by :) She gave me newborn diapers and wetnapkins. :D I'm prepared now!
And today I got the diapers from my diaper smuggler Hanna from Norway. (It's soooo much cheaper in norway) I got 8 packages! That costs less than 200kr. Awesome! ☆
And Hanna gave them to me for free cause she wanted it to be a gift. What a schnookums sweetheart <3 She even got a clipcard on diapers now in Norway so we can get more and cheaper ones. She'll buy diapers and come to sweden once a month. It'll be perfect really.

Sofie also dropped by, on friday actually. She gave me baby clothes :)
Wheee~ Adorable freackin' clothes.❤️

Mom is coming home soon, we'll go to the store then :D
Which is nice cause I'm insanely bored. So it'll be like a lame adventure. YAY!

I suppose after tomorrow my life will never be boring again in a way...it'll be stressful, and mindblowing among other things, but probably not boring. haha

Olooo....

Gosh, I am SO bored that it's freakin' weird.
I wanna snuggle, but my body is just not cooperating with me at all. Blah..If I weren't so fat I'd crawl up against Frost and snuggle the living shit out of him, haha
I'll just send a virtual hug or whatever.

I've been cleaning the apartment since 4:30...so that's good. I guess. (Althoguh I've been up since 3am) I just can't seem to relax. Everything is uncomfortable so I couldn't sleep. Even though  moved to the couch. Boo..

But at least it looks a lil' cleaner here now.
I mean, it's not that easy to clean in the dark but I think I did well.
I've also cleaned the kitchen, and I could use the light there so I did the dishes too. YAY.

Tbh, just sitting here writing on my blog hurts.
It hurts my back and my stomach. -_- Smaller annoying contractions and shit and whatnot.

Seriously...It's totally worth it, but it's been one hell of a pregnancy haha

Aaah But I am so excited about Freya coming soon. It has to be soon. I'm entering week 39 on sunday. So yeah....you better pop out soon babypuff
I can just imagine how hard I'll fall for our baby. I already love her so much, just wait till I actually get to hold you. *mwaah!*

Well, it's about 5:44 now. And I suppose I can try and sleep a little. Or something. If we had a bigger apartment I'd totally go and play CoD Black ops II. Yup. (Thanks for that Nas) It's gonna be aaaawesome.
But not now when beeb is sleeping.

Baby cuteness!

I found some cute stuff on ebay haha

Gotta love china and korea sometimes ;)

Doodles and whatnot

It's sunday already... boo.
Frost hates sundays cause it means it's monday after this. haha
But I made him a delicious breakfast. (Sometimes it amazes me how awesome I am) Even when natta was my roomie I cooked and baked delicious things. Although back then I could afford a little more than I can now. I had a job ya know...


Anyway, top of the morning to ya.

I feel like a plum that someone ate and then shit out. Wheee~

My tummy hurts. But it's mostly the little snugglepuff inside's fault. It's like she just tore my bowels apart and started juggling in there. haha Pleeeeeaaaase come out cutie? Mommy has a snuggle for you ♡

Moving on, yesterday was an awesome relaxing day. Nothing much was on the schedule. Except going to my nephews birthday party that I arrived super late on deliberately. I didn't wanna be there when there was a bunch of people around. I'm warm and dying from heatstroke every other minute haha

And then it was back home, snuggles and movies and all that shit. Very nice (Thumbs up)

I also doodled and drew a lot.

The left one was for my nehpews birthday. Yup.

I have a great idea now for my next drawing. Another lady with a bottle. Woop woop! But a cooler bottle and probably cooler hairdo. Who knows?

Time will tell.


Gah..my vagina hurts.
Aaaw... Too much sharing?

I DON'T CARE.

You try having a baby that doesn't wanna come out and play, but still decides to push too hard.

Blah..

So here's an update on my baby"bump" ☺
It's huge haha
But I'm apparently I'm "normal" so far so...yeah. That's a plus.

Frost took the pic to the right, it looks like I'm stretching myself but I'm really not haha I'm just standing straight lol It looks a lil' funny.

Anyway... Frost has been working today, mom dropped by, Josse dropped by later in the afternoon...
And apart from that, it's been a slow and calm day ✌ 
Just the way i like it.

tuesday 1/7

So we had the appointment at the hospital today, the regular check up for the baby.

And I was very pleased with what they said. Yup.

Our little babypuff weighs 2,4 kilos. (5,2 lbs)

And she hit her growth spurt when I got the IV with nutrition and iron.

So bro fist! *bam*

Apart from that she seems eager to get out.

Her head is fixed now, so she can go out head first lol

But she'll move around a lot before it's time so it doesn't matter how she lays down right now really.

We're doing laundry right now.

And I'm eating yoghurt. :)

A new favorite kind of yoghurt actually. 

Engelholm from Denmark or something. Really tasty.

Last time I got cherry flavor, which was SO good.

But this time I picked strawberry. Nom.

Oh oh and I never did show you the crib, did I?
It' adorable!
I love the baby blankets Frost brought from Alabama :D

The blue and pink Elephant is what I bought :3 hehe
I think it's mega-cute!

Look at the Mumin trolls mobile over the crib? D'aaaaaw <3
Josse bought that.

A birthday and and a sleepy day

I've been very tired today. And my appetite has come back.
I lost 5 pounds these past 10 days. Which I'd normally go WHOOOO~over. But when your'e pregnant I suppose that ain't such an awesome thing really.

This is the time when I'm supposed to gain weight bunches and all the way till I give birth.
Oh yay for that.....

Anyway..

Today is Lasses birthday! Cool beans.

And we went out to Zinkgruvan the whole bunch to celebrate him. Mom made som aaaaawesome cake. 'Glömminge tårta' YUM! And we just had a nice time, and then BBQ before some TV and then the home trip.

I think I've made progress in general btw...
Sure..the fact still remains,  it just can't be avoided.
But I feel better.

I think I'll be fine.  :)


What I need now is people that give me good energy.

When your'e pregnant, you'll understand too.
All you wanna spend your energy on is the baby inside you.
I'll be the same when she's out.
I won't be sharing my energy with everyone like I've always done before. This time I'll be more careful and put more thought behind it. My children will always come first.


I will be a happy laughing mom, that makes my kids smile and laugh :D


So, the only reason I'm better is actually cause I've spent my time at home this entire week. With Frost around of course.
But I haven't met anyone except Stina. (Got the mumin baby gym <--woho!) And being alone can be healing. Obviously. Lots of time to think and recover without anyone's pressure.  I just rested, ate my medicine, cried, and then stopped crying :)
My boyfriend's aaaawesome. Pew!

Oh and I smiled and laughed today <-----

Progress!

Baby stuff!

Don't read this if you don't want to see me go on and on about baby junk haha

Anyway, I started a checklist yesterday.
It's still a little early maybe but I'd like to be prepared.
I signed the pregnancy insurance yesterday as well.

So, today I'm ordering all kinds of junk online. I can't help myself. It started out as me being bored, so I just checked things out on ebay. But then there's so many baby stores that sell tons of fun things. Aaaaaaand when you order from china there's really no stopping me.

So, heres the first item I picked:

Baby socks, with anti slip on them for when she starts crawling/walking too, from a french store.
It was so hard to choose cause all of them are adorable. I mean, the bees and the berry ones were cute too. But in the end I picked the blue ones. The store sold them for 13kr. hah. And free shipping. HOWEVER, Frost misunderstood and ordered green froggie ones.

But I don't mind, they'll go excellent with his green ribbit ribbit body he bought for our baby in the U.S ❤

And then this, I've read about them and they seem pretty cool. Might be good to feed a little baby with this too right? If mom or Frost needs to ya know? it's a smart little device. I picked the purple one.

Aaaand  lunch drool bib thingy. A whole pack of them for 7kr actually. Sweet!

A baby food container in silicone :)
pink! This was actually 8 dollars. But worth it cause it costs more here.

And a travel baby milk powder formula dispenser. So you get the exact amount of milk formula in each :D No idea which color I'll get cause apparantly they choose lol 19kr.

And a special pillow for the baby, so her neck will lay perfectly in bed. 15 kr! I actually picked blue. It looked better haha

So, in the end I spent 124kr on all of this.
Brand new shit at that.

This is awesome.
Gotta love China sometimes I guess. haha

Fatty

 

I've been with Sofie today :)
She's about ready to pop. Her tummy is double the size of mine lol
Less than 30 days till delivery date! Haha A wee baby will arrive then. Lykke will probably be her name. They already call her that.
It's a way of calling her lycka. Which means luck.

Can't believe me and Sofie are having two girls! Just months apart! PLAYDAAAAATES!!!!!! Yay!

And when my little girl is old enough, maybe Lea will enjoy her company too?

Oh and I have to say that is feels awesome right now.
I've started sleeping in bed with beeb again. And I can walk better now too. The pain is disappearing more and more each day so that's just perfect.

I'm actually starting to feel really good.
Or maybe my legs just got stronger haha


My babybump grows more and more each day. And she kicks harder than ever. It's crazy how hard she can kick right now. Makes me wonder how the fuck I'll survive when she's bigger? When I'm in like week 30? Jeez...

Swear to god, she'll break a rib on me or something then haha

My wild strong little baby!

Peanut!

Peanut is getting big. <3
This is all so very exciting!
My tummy is growing fast, I'm having some difficulties moving around (certain positions are hard)
I've started having heartburn a at night, but I'm pretty sure that's cause I haven't eaten anything healthy at that moment.
I'm eating strawberries often too!
They're cheap at ICA! Nom nom nom...

Welp, I'm going to visit Nathalie now in her new apartment :) And Lei Lei is joining us of course.

Oh lei lei got a haircut from my sister yesterday....which pigbear did not enjoy. She looks a little funky now haha <3

Hello peanut

Well duh, of course he's bigger than a peanut now lol But peanut will be the nickname.

It's about time for me to start looking at maternity clothes... Normal leggings feel like they're killing peanut, cutting through my uterus. -_-
Extremely uncomfortable in other words.

So mommy pant here I come!
I bet they're comfortable as fuck. :)

On march 31st Frost and I are going to do another ultrasound. And this time we're gonna find out the gender! :D wheeee!

Oh, I went to meet Edita in town today. It's been YEARS since we saw each other. I guess being in different countries all the time does that to friendship lol it was nice seeing her though :) I do miss her funny attitude!

Baby joy

I've been with Stina at 'Bara Vara'... She fed the baby in the oven, Carrot cake and hot chocolate haha I, myself had a nice stroooong Cappuccino. Mm..

Look at my fine piece of baby-art. Yep. I made it. It just screeeeaaaams BABY JOY :) The belly has grown a LOT in such a short amount of time. I have soooo many ideas of what to buy the wee one! Gosh! I'm excited.


Well, I've had a very nice day :)
Stina is very special to me, so her baby will be just as special to me (if not more♥) Like I said, me has found certain things I wanna buy.