The mist

It's an early misty October morning.

It looks so peaceful and cozy tbh. 

I like mist.

Well, it's time to take the Freyster to daycare. Im trying to teach her what mist is 😅 

It's going so so. Haha 

When I come back I'm gonna drink some coffee and watch a show. 

I still haven't slept all night again. I feel like I wanna crawl out of my own skin. Everything about my body is uncomfortable right now. Cramps and spasm... It's fucking uncomfortable and painful as hell. 

If I'm like this tonight as well, then I'll just stay awake all night and see if someone wants to game with me. 😒

Joel probably will, or Stevie if he's up. Though Stevie really should sleep at night so I shouldn't ask him 🤔

Oh well, it'll be fine. 

I lent Josse the new Tombraider game, I wonder if she's played it yet? I thought it was pretty good tbh. 

Oh but Black ops 4 should arrive today so... Yay~

No one knows really

Yesterday when I was knitting in the couch, Frost just shows up with a nice hot steaming cup of cappuccino. I didn't even ask for it. ❤️☕ Aaaaah it was so delicious. Seriously, there are few things better than a nice cup of coffee on a cold autumn day 👌🏻

Buuuut he does know that I love his coffee. It's funny how a man who's not particularly fond of coffee himself, can make such delicious coffee. ☕

Whenever we have visitors everyone always asks him to make the coffee. Which he does too obviously. 

And then everyone always sits and talks about his tasty coffee. 😅

But it was a very sweet thing to just casually make me a cup of coffee. One of the many sweet things he does.

I was talking to Mom earlier, and we talked about men lmao (our men in particular)

And I suddenly realized....that what if I'm spoiled by Frost? Isn't Lasse spoiling mom a little? Is that how it is?

 Frost always holds my hand when were out walking, he does shit he hates just to make me smile too haha Like for instance, play certain videogames just for me so we can do something together. Obviously we have other games that we play together that we both enjoy, but sometimes I have a tendency to get a little ...warped up in a game at time. 😅 So he'll play it too so we get to have fun together too.

He makes me coffee with love, he tells me he loves me everyday all the time. He remind me of how he thinks I'm amazing and the only woman he'll ever want.

He's my pillar when I'm down, we always hang out and he joins me in everything I decide to do. (Yeah we're walking two hour walks daily these days) 

We watch shows and movies every day together. 

He gives me massages daily too. Goes shopping for me, always carries the bags for me...

So sometimes I wonder if I'm spoiled by him. 🤔

But then I'm like, nah...this shit is normal for a MAN to do for the woman he loves. He's not treating me any differently then other men who are manly and loving their wifes.

However, I do know he spoils me sometimes haha 😅

He knows exactly what I like and don't like. He even knows more about my likes and dislikes than my own mother haha 

But, really. Isn't it normal for someone to do these things for the one he or she loves? 

I do a lot of things for him too mind you.👈🏻

But I was just reminded today that not everyone has a partner that treats them this way. 🤔  Once upont a time I was with a man that didn't appreciate me either.

But it just so happens that I found someone who really cares and treasures me. Lucky me~ haha

Anyway.... Frost, AND his coffee are amazing. ❤️

Mom was just here with a new pot for my fig tree. And some smaller pots for my other plants. Woho~ 🌱🌿

Well, I should get back to doing my stuff I was doing. 

Which may or may not be watching animes and shit. Who knows? Maybe I'll get a nice cup of coffee too?

I've had a lot of time on my hands today since Josse dropped off Doris at 06:30 when she went to work. I couldn't go back asleep anyway.  (Not that I was sleeping on the first place 😒)

Long walls and stuff

Me and Frost went on a long walk yesyerday morning. I swear, I walked for way over 2 fucking hours.

And yeah.... It reeeeaaally started to feel towards the end there. Yep. Once we were gone was was like 'You! You go lay down on the couch NOW. No more walking for you. You look like a penguin right now's lmao thanks. But I did walk a little too much. 

It's like.... I get happy an excited if one day is better than the other (physically I mean) so I always push myself too far those days, only to lay half dead for the next few days lol 

But, I gotta say.... I ain't hurting nearly half as bad as a thought I would today. 🤔 And that's pretty cool 👍🏻

So today we're going with Daniel, he needed Frost's help with mechanic shit (?) Fixing his engine or something. Frost stuff. Yep. 

And I'll just be....well I'll just contribute with the chatting. Haha