Skatergirl

Freyster got a skateboard the other day. 👌🏻
She was supposed to learn how to stand on it first, and to get comfortable on it. But nah, she was like 'I'm gonna ride it now. Woooh~' and away she went lol

She's been riding her kickbike a lot too. Yesterday after daycare, we went for a walk and she was riding it high and low 💗 She had so much fun. 😁🌞
Today she'll be going to granny's house after daycare. I mean, it's pancake Tuesday 😋✌🏻

We'll see if Wille & Daniel drops by this weekend, or anytime this week to play around with the skateboards. It'd be fun for the kids.

You can never have enough coffee

Ain't that the truth 😂

Saturday

It's been a busy busy Saturday.

I've been out and about with Josse a lot today. 💖
And Freya & Frost & I played in the park, she rode in her kickbike, and then we finished the evening with candy and The Incredibles.
Freyster had her mouth open the entire time cause it was so action-filled lmao 😂 it was so cute.
She's been so happy and snuggly all day. I fucking love days like these 💖

I even managed to catch the sunset by the castle with Josse earlier tonight as well. I mean, it looks fucking lovely right? It was.

The best part is that it seriously feels like spring might be here now. 

Sometimes

Sometimes your sister gives you exactly what you need.

We've had a good day~

Fridaaaay

Friday funsies!

Josse picked up Freya from daycare today, and then they went home to Josses place and ordered food and hung out 💖 Freya had so much fun. She told us all about it when she got home haha

Yep, that's a happy doodle right there 😊
I however haven't had the best of times, I woke up with a massive and intense headache. My entire neck is stiff and crampy... So the headache just got worse and worse over the day.
So basically I haven't been able to do anything today at all really 🙄 Just using my eyes hurts like a mofo...
I did eat though, my delicious chicken pasta...but I threw that up.👌🏻 And then I continued throwing up during the evening so yeah, I've had better days.
But that doesn't mean that I haven't had good times either.
Anyway ... I gotta go. I can barely use my eyes 😑 Fucking hell it hurts sooooo bad .😫😰.

A tumble

Remember how I told you about Frost's start of the week?

Remember how I said ''I'm sure it'll get better?". 🤔

Well, I think y'all already know how unlucky I can be at times. How bad luck just seems to love me.🤷🏻‍♀️

So... While Frost did have a good time at work, I didn't really get that lucky.
My week took quite the tumble... Literally. 🙄

Mhmm..
I fell the other day. I fucking fell.🤬
I mean, something was off about the whole fall in general, but that's not the point. The point is that I fell, like a log... right by the stoplight.
"Timbeeeeeeeer"

First if all: Ouch. 😭
I hurt myself pretty bad actually. I didn't think I'd get that hurt, which brings me back to the "something was off about the whole fall in general".

But explaining why something was off, would be like writing a light novel... So we'll skip that.

But I fell in slowmotion, and tore my new leggins to pieces, and I even managed to cut up my hand too.
(But it looked way better the day after, I cleaned it and washed away the puss. Gross... I hate puss, who doesn't though?) 

Ah but when I was gonna pull of my pants to put on a bandaid, the fabric had gotten stuck in the flesh. So I had to peel it off 😰😫
My brand new leggins were destroyed....😣 Typical.

But the day after, Josse barged in and threw a pair of new leggins in my face. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤣 Thank you mom~ and thank you Josse 🥰

Well, I'm feeling slightly better today.
But physically I'm still crappy. My knees hurt, and my neck, and back... Everything hurts. 😫 I'm not even kidding when I'm saying that I felt like I had done a triathlon yesterday. Every muscle ached.
But my snuggletree has been rubbing me real good lol So it's ok.

Vaccaaay

Also, guess what I'm doing this summer?

Nothing as usual lmao


Nah, but really... I'm going to Malmö to stay with one of my closest friends.
So much loooooveeee.....
 Obviously The Freyster is coming too. Duh. 💁🏻‍♀️
If Frost isn't working then he'll come too 😁 Either way it'll be awesome.
Not sure how long though.... A week? A weekend? Meh We'll deal with that when the times comes. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Hanging by the pool all day, BBQ, nice drinks and shit and maybe a trip to the ocean. 🤔 Yeah... That'd be cool for Freya to see right?
She'll hate it just like I do hahaha 😅 (I didn't really have that great of an experience the first time I went to the ocean 😂😂😂)
Someone forgot to tell me and my sis how salty it was. And how painful salt is in your eyes. 😑😑😑
We did NOT enjoy that. Though we did like the seashells. And if I remember correctly that was in Germany... good times haha

Yep.... Don't worry though, I'll definitely remember to tell Freya about that haha Shell be prepared.

 But this is something to look forward too. 

I feel like I might have a lot of things to look forward to this year. 👌🏻
Like October 19th for instance.
Someone is being born that day. And I'mma be special to that doodle 🤩
And then someone else is being born around that time too which is cool, so I'll be excited for that doodle too 💖
And no, my sister is not pregnant. I knew as soon as I typed this that it could seem that way. 🙄


But anyway, I'm looking forward to shit. 😀

I hope y'all have things to look forward to as well.

I mean, I'm pretty sure this year will be just as shitty for me as last year.... With my luck and crap.
Buuuut it's the amazing good moments that I cherish. 💖

I really love the good days life gives me 🖖🏻

Fika is Good for the soul (or so I hear)

I forgot to mention that despite me having a complete shit week.... And I mean SHIT. It was literally like someone was taking a shit all over me day after day. Yeah.... Lovely fucking week. (Basic EDS shit... It's way better today though)
But despite that.... I did manage to have a real nice fika with mom. And that, THAT was much needed . Yep.

And while I did enjoy the fika... I didn't really enjoy the nausea and barfing that came after it as much. But what're you gonna do huh? 🤷🏻‍♀️
You just gotta appreciate the good times. 😁 I always do 🖖🏻🖖🏻🖖🏻


Now, this is a new week, new possibilities.... blah blah blah.
While it MAY have started incredibly bad for Frost 😬 there's still hope though lol he's always been a worrywart.

See... He's a fucking genius when it comes to machines and assembling shit and repairing things, yet somehow he is only able to see the negative in him. Tsk tsk tsk.... but I SEE it. I see ALL of him. 🖤 and I love it all.
And I wish he could see himself through my eyes.

I mean, I suppose it's like that for most people 🤔 Right?
 I think most people would get a confidence boost if they could see themselves through the eyes of their loved ones. 👀 I do, cause he tells me all the time 💖💖💖
But I say "most".... Cause some of y'all have awful fucking partners. Toxic, abusive or energy sucking assholes. 🤬
Some of y'all ain't that bad, but together you might turn into toxic beings that hurt one another.🤷🏻‍♀️ Who knows, but when separated you turn into yourselves again.

But my point is aimed towards you who's with someone that loves you. You should try to see yourself through their eyes. Just try. Hear what they say. Believe in them.
See, Frost is a knucklehead that can't see how amazing he is. But I try to remind him. 🖤
 He's my snuggletree after all 💖💖💖
And a tree is never lonely cause the koala is always holding on to it. Imagine a koala without a tree to be in..... Now that's just fucked up man.

(Also, I just had to take a pic of him right now... I mean. Look. 😂 It's meant to be y'all)

But anyway.... He sucks as seeing how amazing he is.

Same with my sister.... I see her as a really fucking strong and clever woman. Resourceful, thoughtful, interesting... and so brave and funny AF and beautiful. Fickle yet so reliable.
But like Frost... She can't see that.

As usual, my posts always turn into some random fucked up shit haha 😅😅😅

But I'd like think that some of the things I write matters to someone.

Happy 10th of march

Channel Zero

Oh shit, I completely forgot to write this yesterday. 😮

Any of y'all ever watched Channel Zero?

See, I fucking loved that show.

So imagine my thrilling excitement when I heard that A NEW season is out. Holy fuck! 😳
Butchers Block. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

So obviously Frost and I watched through the entire season in less than a day lmao 
That's basically how we spent Friday night btw 😅

It's like perfectly balanced between horror and psychological shenanigans..👌🏻 I loved every season.


But for some reason the first season was extremely hard to find here back then tbh. See, it was never released in the north, so that made downloads and online streaming incredibly hard to find too. 😤
Not that I could download anything anyway, I ain't got a laptop...but still. 🙄

It was hard AF and it enraged me. 🤬🤬🤬Cause I could watched the first episode and was all like ''omg!! Holy shit!!! That's some trippy shit! Oh jeez wow!!!'😃😱🤪 super excited to see the next one....only to find that there was no next one. 😱😰
I seriously googled the shit out of it, and I couldn't even find a single link for the first season. Not a single fucking one. 😭

But after a while, when I stopped trying and gave up on watching the show..... HBO came out with that season. Cause they were gonna air the second season, so they added the first one too. YAAAAY! ✨🎉🎊🎉 Good shit right?

Nonetheless, I was happy. 🎉


My point with all this was Y'ALL SHOULD WATCH IT. Yep, you'll definitely thank me afterwards 😘

You're welcome.😉😚

I've got dombrows

You know.... Someone saw this pic of me today... And now I know I have "dombrows".🤷🏻‍♀️
 Yeah. I'm pretty cuuuuul....

And the conversation that followed was fucking epic. 

Started laughing so hard that I choked on the coke hahaha 😂😂😂

This, this is why we love each other so much lmao 

Cause the truth is, some friends are to die for. Right?

Especially that kind that fucking makes you Glow like this lol

Yeah, y'all be jelly.

Frost better keep an eye on me so no one mistakes me for a snack lmao 

I mean, it could happen 🙄

Videogames and snuggles

 

Aaaaw look at these dorks.😍

These two are seriously my moonlight in the dark night. 💗

Y'all are fucking precious as hell to me, and I hope me snuggle-smothering the shit out of you guys with love everyday, shows you just how precious y'all really are ✨❤️ 

Freya is in town with mom and Lasse at the moment. And that means Devil May Cry 5 and Apex Legends is about to go down. 👌🏻

Woop woop. (Fyi, Devil May Cry 5 looks amazeballs, it's so colorful and I'm loving it so far 💗 But then again, I've always been a sucker for Dante, and Nero too so...🤷🏻‍♀️) 

Plus V seems pretty fucking interesting too, they've definitely done a good job on each character and their individuality tbh 💁🏻‍♀️

Actually I was supposed to play apex with Stevie & Joel last night, but shit got in the way for that sooo.... Today is a new day. 

New day, new games. Or something like that 😅 (that should totally be a saying btw, from now on I make this a real saying) 

I still haven't made up my mind about Anthem though. I mean, I definitely enjoyed the beta... But it's got such terrible reviews from both users and critics. Yet I have a whole crew of people who fucking loves it and wants to play it with me. 🤔

So I'm thinking: save up the money instead, buy it after a while so maybe the bugs and all that shit is fixed by then. I'm actually pretty fucking sure that I'll like it if we're gonna be realistic here. But it's gonna have to wait. The Division 2 was the game that win this round.

And EA haters gonna hate anyway. That's just the way it is. Thousands of people in the same forum as I love Anthem, so I guess it's just a matter of simple opinion.

Some people are whiny pussies anyway so...🤷🏻‍♀️ 

Stuff

Alright, so obviously it's been a while since I've blogged. Again.

 Sorry about that. 

But we've been busy, and I've also been feeling pretty shitty.😑

But it's fine, cause this doodle here is always right next to me.💕

And I'm getting a little better now...

I think I'm about to have a better physical time soon tbh. 

Oh but we've had nice weather lately.. which was nice~

And then it seemed like spring was coming around right? 🌸 But then you realize that spring was just fucking with you~
 Yeah, it just turned around and stared me right in the face... and suddenly bitchslapped the fuck out of me. 😫 Slapped me back to the cold reality.
I mean, it's been fucking snowing again!! AGAIN!!! Gaah!! 🤬
And it's cold as hell outside too....

I never say this (cause I'm a person who appreciates the cold) but really now.... fuck the cold! I'm ready for spring now. Like, + 18° is perfect. I want that now. Not warmer.

I also dropped my phone earlier. Nice crack on the screen, after I just had the screen fixed. Wo-fucking-hoo~