Coffee coffee coffeeeeee

Man, I'm slow as a turtle today.

Been sipping on a giant cup of coffee (it's not giant enough tbh) I need more. So Frost will make some more. Yay me.

I was up late last night making a big lasagna. I made a huge one indeed, big and juicy and lots of layers. Lots of Parmesan in it too. Yum yum. God I was tired though, staying up so late cooking.
Woke up late too, and was almost late with Freya at her daycare. They were going to the woods today. And we almost missed it 😅 But when we did show up, she didn't have mittens nor a hat 😐 Damn it. Not that her hats and mittens fit her anymore, and she never wants to wear them anyway. It's still the point of it all that matters. Kids should wear gloves and hat. Period.
But I was so stressed out..

Luckily today turned out to be a rather warm day. Phew. In the end I did give her a hat, but like I said...she has a tendency to throw them away -_- She better not to.

Oh, talking about that, Lasse dropped by just a while ago and left an adorable hat and gloves and some mittens for Freya. Supercute really. She's gonna love it. And she'll definitely wear them when she hears that they're from Lasse and grandma. He bought them on his lunch break, very very sweet of him. So when he said he had to hurry in order to be able to make something to eat before his break was over, I figured a giant piece of my delicious lasagna would do the work. YAY. Win win.

He didn't have to hurry like a maniac, and Freya got some nice mittens and a hat.

Right, my coffee. Where is it?

It's like my life essence hahaha

I'm fucking exhausted

It's been a long day... But it's friday so..yay!

I've pretty much spent the day at the hospital. I had a meeting there around noon, and then I spent the rest of the time with mom. Still don't know when she'll come home.
Went on a drive with Josse as well. it...took longer than expected. 😅 ehehehe...



My body is seriously exhausted 😨


But I've had a pleasant evening, me and Frost are snoozing off in front of the tv.
But to be honest, I just wanna go to bed 😅

It's like it's hard not to fall asleep :)

Time for fairytales now.

Good tunes for mom

I'm gonna post some good songs for mom, so she can listen to them when she's bored :D

Smart huh?

Yeah I know. I have an impeccable music taste.

Boooo

Life is certainly boring without a phone.
Freya threw y phone on the floor with all her might AGAIN the other day.
Needless to say, the screen is completely shattered. Yep. The glass had already been shattered a little before when she threw it before you know? But this time...yeah... I knew my phone couldn't handle another blow like that -_- It is completely shattered.

Damn it. I counted the cracks in it just for fun (it wasn't fun at all actually, I felt like crying lmao) I counted up to 42 cracks, and then I lost count and got depressed and didn't wanna count it again.


So.......it'll be quite a while before I buy a new phone. I'll tell you that.
I seriously can't afford one at the moment..

I'll be visiting mom later today :)
It is indeed boring to be hospitalized so I'll try to at least let her have some company even if it's just for a short bit. 💙




And here's a hug for all of you out there, especially to you who might be having a rough time :)
Hugs for everyone!

Hospital visit

We just got home from the hospital.

It was such a relief to see mom.❤ We sat there for a few hours. And Freya got to enjoy the view too. Even got to see a helicopter take off. 

The whole family was there, and it was nice to see my brother and Wille as well. 

The surgery was bigger than I expected. Jesus christ... I am so fucking happy that she's alive ❤❤❤ 

I'm going back there tomorrow to see her again. Yep yep ☺

SnuggleBerry

Man, it was pouring down today.

Which I saw as a perfect opportunity for hot chocolate and snuggles and all that jazz. Yep. So I made hot cocoa.😄

Alright, well it'll be an early night. Got to go to the hospital tomorrow early as fuck. Bleh. I hate superearly mornings.😑

Luckily Frost will go with me so it won't be as boring as it could be.

Raindrops

Success

Woho!  The surgery was a success!! Yay! I'm so happy!

I got so happy when I heard the news that I fell asleep lol I could barely sleep anything at all last night. So I tried to take a nap today but it just didn't work. Until Lasse sent a text saying that she was finally in postop and had just woken up. And that the surgery was a success!

My god, I can't even tell you relieved I am right now.

Jeez, she's finally getting better. YAY!

Spoiled

In about 7 hours or so, mom is having her surgery. She's hospitalized, and will continue to be that after that surgery as well. I've been trying real hard to keep calm about this too so mom won't be too worried.

Cause she worries a lot, and she gets nervous easily about this too. So you gotta keep the lady calm if you know what I mean? lol 😂😂😂
I'm sure it'll be fine though. I mean, naturally I'm worried. Duh. Even though I know the doctors are amazing at these things.
It's a tricky surgery... mom even made notes that are up all around her apartment on things. Made a will and all that shit too. Silly dork. She'll be fine, so there's no need for those things. But like I said, she's a worrywart.

I hope I can visit her after the op tomorrow. (but she might be sleeping longer than I'm assuming, or she might just be feeling too sick for it.) I'll try to visit everyday, if she can handle company that is. If I hurt too much then fuck it. I'm still going 💙 I'm gonna drag Josse with me too obviously :D YAY!

Mom doesn't want me to bring Freya there if she's covered in tubes and shit, and I can respect that. I'll just install skype on her iPAD in that case, so they can skype together. Smart huh?
Yeah supersmart. Where was this cleverness when I had meningitis and was fucking hospitalized for 5 days?? hmm?! I was SO god damn bored then. I even went home way too soon, begged my doctors to let me go home early cause it was soooooooooooo boring there 😣 (yeah I realized soon after that that it was a mistake. I was so sick and weak back then..) But mom will be hospitalized for quite a bit now so I know how boring it is...I know she'll get bored.
So I told her to watch Outlander 😃 Cause duh. It's amazeballs haha

Anyway... I'm gonna try to sleep soon. I've got way too many thoughts in my head but I'm hoping that I'll still fall asleep soon enough. Yep yep.

Good luck tomorrow mom 💛 Things will go great, cause your'e strong AF.
I wonder if you know how loved you are by all of us? I hope you know.

Damn, I might actually be a little spoiled, cause things like these makes you realize how much your mother does for you. And how much you rely on your mom. Shit, I AM a wee bit spoiled lmao
You do spoil all your kids mom 😆

Jag älskar dig mamma 💛 Så jävla mycket!

Ses snart 💚


Wish my mom luck :D

Playdate and stuff

So today I got a fun phonecall, and a surprise visit.

I'm not a superfan of surprisevisits, but this kind me gustas.

We went out for lunch (which kinda failed lmao) and then out for some fun in the parks.

We went to the small park first by request 😃

I was fun to see the kids so happy 💛
And as always I loved being with my old friend 💜
So all in all, it's been a good day. And me and Frost had a nice evening after that so I'd say this day was a success. Yup yup.
Apart from an allergic reaction lol Other than that, me and Frost enjoyed the evening.


Anyhoo...time for bed.