The mist

It's an early misty October morning.

It looks so peaceful and cozy tbh. 

I like mist.

Well, it's time to take the Freyster to daycare. Im trying to teach her what mist is 😅 

It's going so so. Haha 

When I come back I'm gonna drink some coffee and watch a show. 

I still haven't slept all night again. I feel like I wanna crawl out of my own skin. Everything about my body is uncomfortable right now. Cramps and spasm... It's fucking uncomfortable and painful as hell. 

If I'm like this tonight as well, then I'll just stay awake all night and see if someone wants to game with me. 😒

Joel probably will, or Stevie if he's up. Though Stevie really should sleep at night so I shouldn't ask him 🤔

Oh well, it'll be fine. 

I lent Josse the new Tombraider game, I wonder if she's played it yet? I thought it was pretty good tbh. 

Oh but Black ops 4 should arrive today so... Yay~

No one knows really

Yesterday when I was knitting in the couch, Frost just shows up with a nice hot steaming cup of cappuccino. I didn't even ask for it. ❤️☕ Aaaaah it was so delicious. Seriously, there are few things better than a nice cup of coffee on a cold autumn day 👌🏻

Buuuut he does know that I love his coffee. It's funny how a man who's not particularly fond of coffee himself, can make such delicious coffee. ☕

Whenever we have visitors everyone always asks him to make the coffee. Which he does too obviously. 

And then everyone always sits and talks about his tasty coffee. 😅

But it was a very sweet thing to just casually make me a cup of coffee. One of the many sweet things he does.

I was talking to Mom earlier, and we talked about men lmao (our men in particular)

And I suddenly realized....that what if I'm spoiled by Frost? Isn't Lasse spoiling mom a little? Is that how it is?

 Frost always holds my hand when were out walking, he does shit he hates just to make me smile too haha Like for instance, play certain videogames just for me so we can do something together. Obviously we have other games that we play together that we both enjoy, but sometimes I have a tendency to get a little ...warped up in a game at time. 😅 So he'll play it too so we get to have fun together too.

He makes me coffee with love, he tells me he loves me everyday all the time. He remind me of how he thinks I'm amazing and the only woman he'll ever want.

He's my pillar when I'm down, we always hang out and he joins me in everything I decide to do. (Yeah we're walking two hour walks daily these days) 

We watch shows and movies every day together. 

He gives me massages daily too. Goes shopping for me, always carries the bags for me...

So sometimes I wonder if I'm spoiled by him. 🤔

But then I'm like, nah...this shit is normal for a MAN to do for the woman he loves. He's not treating me any differently then other men who are manly and loving their wifes.

However, I do know he spoils me sometimes haha 😅

He knows exactly what I like and don't like. He even knows more about my likes and dislikes than my own mother haha 

But, really. Isn't it normal for someone to do these things for the one he or she loves? 

I do a lot of things for him too mind you.👈🏻

But I was just reminded today that not everyone has a partner that treats them this way. 🤔  Once upont a time I was with a man that didn't appreciate me either.

But it just so happens that I found someone who really cares and treasures me. Lucky me~ haha

Anyway.... Frost, AND his coffee are amazing. ❤️

Mom was just here with a new pot for my fig tree. And some smaller pots for my other plants. Woho~ 🌱🌿

Well, I should get back to doing my stuff I was doing. 

Which may or may not be watching animes and shit. Who knows? Maybe I'll get a nice cup of coffee too?

I've had a lot of time on my hands today since Josse dropped off Doris at 06:30 when she went to work. I couldn't go back asleep anyway.  (Not that I was sleeping on the first place 😒)

Long walls and stuff

Me and Frost went on a long walk yesyerday morning. I swear, I walked for way over 2 fucking hours.

And yeah.... It reeeeaaally started to feel towards the end there. Yep. Once we were gone was was like 'You! You go lay down on the couch NOW. No more walking for you. You look like a penguin right now's lmao thanks. But I did walk a little too much. 

It's like.... I get happy an excited if one day is better than the other (physically I mean) so I always push myself too far those days, only to lay half dead for the next few days lol 

But, I gotta say.... I ain't hurting nearly half as bad as a thought I would today. 🤔 And that's pretty cool 👍🏻

So today we're going with Daniel, he needed Frost's help with mechanic shit (?) Fixing his engine or something. Frost stuff. Yep. 

And I'll just be....well I'll just contribute with the chatting. Haha 

Our weekend, kisses & prolonged life?

This has been a really really freakin' good weekend. Like, just chill and shit.

 Frost said that we should invite the family for Sunday Fika, so we did! ☕ It was nice, my brother, Wille, Lasse & mom came by. Freya and Wille had a fucking hoot too while the rest of us sipped on coffee and jibberjabbered away ☕😁 (Frost bought really amazing donuts and I kinda liked then a lot lol)

My brother and Wille stayed a bit longer than the others. But it was nice, we talked a lot.

Oh and Frost came home with flowers for me today~ Like d'aaaaaaw 💖😍💖😍💖  That was such a nice surprise ♥️ He always goes out of hus way to show me that he lives me everyday.

Talking about that btw, mom told me today that she read a theory about how kissing the one you love first thing in the morning increases your life (?) And also that kissing and laughing a lot increases your life and energy daily too. (Now if that's true or not, I don't know. But I do know that that's a nice way of living in general) And if it were to be true, we've got it golden hahaha 💛💛💛

But anyway, back to the flowers. It made me happy. 

Also, being appreciated and surprised is a pretty neat combo am I right? 

We're having a movie night tonight, with popcorn and Wreck it Ralph 👌🏻 It's supercozy. 

And later tonight, it's all about me and Frost ♥️

Fun times

It's been a nice weekend so far 😊

We've watched Disney movies, been on walks... And then a nice long walk today, to a really good park. 👌🏻 Freya loves that playground ♥️ And it kinda seemed like Doris enjoyed it too lol

After that me and Josse went for sushi 😍 Mmmm..... Nice warm tempura rolls. It's fucking delicious. 🙌🏻 It's seriously ridiculously good haha And then we just sat there half dead in a food coma and looked at each other hahahaha good times.

Later tonight we're gonna watch The Hunchback of Notredame and snuggle and eat popcorn 💖 Frost is gonna go to the store real quick first (and Josse is gonna drop by again a quicky too)

 But after that, it's movie & popcorn time! 🍭

So yeah, I'd say it's been a damn good Saturday 🙌🏻

Fika

 

I believe I had the smallest cup of cappuccino yesterday. ☕

Redecorating

We redecorated the living room yesterday   *yaaay~*

  (it's time for tea, and stuff before going out)

 

 

It's somewhat similar to how we had it when we first moved in. I like it  

Just imagine how awesome it'll look when we get our new couch. 

We're gonna buy a brand new big comfy cozy couch with the wedding gift we got when we got married. 

It's going to be amazeballs I tell ya.

The sofa is one of the absolute most important things in a house if you ask me. That's where we hang out for the most part, have company or snuggle and play or watch movies and series most of the time. 

Yep, I'd say we spend most of our time in there or in the bedroom  

Freya also likes to sit on the couch and snuggle, while watching Julius Jr on the laptop. 

Aaaaaand we've been knows to like snuggling her too lmao 🖤

So you can see why I think having the perfect sofa matters a lot.  

   

 

Alrighty, gotta get ready now. Got a meeting at 1 o'clock...

And then around 4 I'm supposed to meet Tomas and Åke for coffee and shit. Yup, a nice "Fika" with old friends. I've known those dweebs for many fucking years now.  

I gotta say I'm looking forward to drink a nice hot vanilla cappuccino~

 

The love of my life

 

Everyone knows that I joke and laugh a lot, I have a mellow yet excited attitude.  

And I don't always write serious poetic things. Rarely tbh 🤔

But I'm going to write my feelings now. 

Because sometimes it's easier to convey my feelings through writing. And I like it when Frost reads the things I write and smiles. So I will write this for him.

And I don't give a fuck if anyone finds it lame or cheesy. 

So...

I finally married the man that stole my heart yesterday. The man that turned my life upside down and showed me a whole new side to life. 

The one who gave me things in life that is worth fighting for. 💝

My husband is the love of my life. 🖤

Everything good in life is because of him.

Cause he gave me Freya 💜

He made me a mother and now his wife. And he's my best friend too. 

He makes me laugh and smile all the time. And I love that he loves to cuddle me. 🤣

I shit you not. We cuddle each other ALL the time. And I love it! 

This man always supports me, always tries his hardest to make me happy. He tries his best to find ways to make things easier for me if I find things too difficult. We overcome problems together, hand in hand. 

I'd never speak badly of him, and he'd never speak ill of me. Not even when he's upset.

 He's the one I tell everything too. 

I wanted him to be the only person in the entire world that knows everything about me. The good & the bad. And he still loves me. 🖤

He tells me he loves me over a hundred times a day. At the very least. 

Not once have I doubted his love, cause he conveys his feelings so well and makes sure he shows me every day how much he loves me. 🖤🖤🖤

We snuggle every day and every night.

And our daughter has inherited our love for snuggles haha 

All this that he has given me, I return back as well 🖤

I tell him I love him a hundred times a day. I tell him he's handsome and amazing. I gave him a daughter that he cherishes more than life itself.💛✨ I made him her dad and now he's my husband. I'm his best friend and I'll always have his back. 

And I know all his good and bad sides....and he's still the only man for me. And I love him with all my heart 💝

I will snuggle you till the end of time honey. 

I love you to Saturn and back Beeb. My sweet snuggletree will always be my husband now and forever. What ever obstacles life may throw at us, we'll always overcome it together.

And I'm always going to make it my top priority to make you & Freyster happy. 

You guys are my world. 

Wedding day!✨

Eeey.... We got married yesterday! 🥂🎉

Yay~

Originally it was just supposed to be a tiny quick wedding. But we got several surprises and the day just got better and better 💝😍

When the dinner was over we kinda thought the day was over...cause we hadn't planned anything big really. 

But my brother lured us over to Mom's place and when we got in our family and friends were there with champagne, balloons and a beautiful wedding cake!

The little wedding couple on top was an old porcelain figurine from Nathalies grandma. It was over 60 years old and now it's ours. That itself was really cute and sweet tbh. I was so moved by all the thoughts and effort everyone put in. 

I mean, I got a wedding cake! Haha And the colors too...d'aaaw... You guys really made our day. We're super grateful.

And then when we thought it was over... We were brought to a hotel 🙌🏻  and one of my oldest friends had booked the best and prettiest wedding suite for us. ✨💝 And there was a huge gift bag and champagne and wine and all that jazz. 🥂

It was seriously amazing. Our wedding day was the best day of our lives! ✨💖So full of love and happiness! Everyone was happy and I was so touched cause I realize all the time really how loved we are. And how lucky we are. That we're surrounded by amazing people. 

And our wedding night was amazing too. 💖💖💖 

I loved the hotel suite! It was epic. The design and the tub and bed and everything was amazeballs! Seriously. 

This day was fantastic. 

We're now husband & wife and that's the best part! 

I married my twinflane ✨

 I love you honey, to Saturn and back. 

Our little family is so blessed and full of love and joy. 

THIS is what love is. This is what being lucky means. 

Thanks everyone for making our day amazing. I love all of you! 

Next year is going to be epic! 

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