oh la la

Right, I haven't smoked a single cigarette in over half a year now. YAY ME. It hasn't been hard at all. But that's because of my baby. I wouldn't wanna hurt her at all. I wouldn't want her to have noqitine and tar in her because of a douche mother.

Nope.


Sometimes I worry what'll happen once she's born...
Will my desire to smoke suddenly come back like it has for so many other mothers? Or will I not crave it at all.
Cause sometimes, especially summer nights I can miss having a smoke with my sister or Frost under the nice starry sky. Weird huh?

Anyway.

No cigarettes so far. SO WOHO.