Sunday, May 5, 2019

Sunday morning

I'm playing 'Sunday morning' by Velvet Underground inside my head right now lol 🎢

So, yet again I stayed awake all night 🀷🏻‍♀️

(For those who are borde, I've written a really long blog post again) I tend to do that when I'm bored πŸ˜’

 Maybe I should ask the doctors for some other antibiotics? πŸ€”
See, I went almost the entire day without throwing up, but then juuust when I thought it's cool... I decided to try to eat a little since I had been hungry for hours. I took 2 bites and then threw up again πŸ˜’

Not only that but I have other annoying side effects too that are driving me crazy.
Some of them is that I'm nauseous, sleepy, and drowzy... And heartbrun!!

 I seem to be sleepy most of the time. And then after maybe 1 or 2 o'clock in the night, I suddenly feel awake.🀯🀬😡
 But today I decided not to take a nap when I was sleepy... I figured that way I'd be able to sleep during the night.  Smart right?

Well it didn't work.

And when I threw up in the middle of the night, I got super-fucking-duper-awake. 😩 So that sucked...
But Frost kept me entertained so it's alright.πŸ’—

But around 5am I was cleaning the kitchen, and did all the dishes too πŸ’ͺπŸ»πŸ‘ŒπŸ» And now, it's past 6am and I'm finally exhausted enough to sleep. It's boring when you can't sleep either. You're sleepy but you can't sleep cause of nausea.
Figured I'd take another pretty picture earlier of the sunrise too. So I did ✨


If only mom could remember the name of the antibiotics she got, it'd be better. That way I could ask for them instead. πŸ™πŸ»
Mom's the same as me... She gets sick from antibiotics. But they changed hers after she complained over how she felt. And she did feel better eating the new ones so...
Maybe I'll complain too. πŸ€”

Cause if it's going to be like this... For 10 days. 😡 I'm not sure I wanna do that. Like, I can handle it. Definitely. But I don't want to. πŸ˜…

And I don't like not sleeping in a cozy bed at night... The only reason it's been alright this weekend is because Frost stayed up with me on both nights. We played Anthem and had fun. And that only worked because Freya wasn't home.
But when she comes home we have routines that we follow and shit 🀷🏻‍♀️

And if I'm gonna have to be sick like this then too... Then I'm gonna be like a fucking zombie 24/7. 😩

And I'll probably just spend the nights awake and alone then. Cause Frost will go to sleep in the evenings so he can go up with Freya in the mornings and stuff. πŸ’–

See, I've already thought long and hard about this. I know how it will be.

It was the EXACT same thing last year. I had lung problems and a nasty cough then too. And I stayed up all night for a week.

Nah I'm calling  the doctor on Monday. πŸ‘ŒπŸ»
Plus my throat is sore from throwing up. Not coughing....throwing up.
That should tell you how shitty it is.🀷🏻‍♀️

Alright, it's 7am now.. and I'm going to try to sleep.
Frost couldn't keep up with me so he fell asleep a little while ago.

Let's hope that I manage to sleep till at least 12 o'clock todayπŸ™πŸ»
 That'd be nice... That's 5 hours. πŸ™ŒπŸ»

Frost has some cleaning to do and laundry. And I'm gonna try to just chill out.

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