Happy Birthday Snuggletree!

It's the man that matters most in my life's birthday today!
Congratulations to my honey Frost!

Here's a song that was released on the day you were born, May 11 1987





And my birthday was yesterday so we kinda did it like we always do.. celebrated it together on the same day. Way easier to do that.


I suck..I really do. I didn't take ANY pics of our birthday gathering yesterday. Not even one of the cake...boo. Nathalie came over earlier cause I was in a pinch...I had no eggs. And the people were gonne drop by in like an hour..hi panic. She she swooshed over with eggs and helped me bake the cake while I fed Freya :D

I got awesome fucking gifts from beeb <3 Abd from everyone as well of course. But his hit me right in the feels lol

First 6 issues of The Walking Dead...in swedish haha Perf! Earrings, headphones (one big pair, and one small pair) Wolverine T-Shirt and a Better Call Saul mug! haha




And today, my day actually started at 2am.......yep.
Freya's been having some problems sleeping lately. She's been having nightmares maybe? Or trying to poop or teething, whatever...but for 3 nights she's been waking up a lot. And she'll only fall back asleep (crying) on my chest. Precious little angelpuff.

She really really cries a lot when it comes to poop :(
I add prunes to her oatmeal with my homemade apricot jelly but I don't think the prunes are helping her. It's heartbreaking to hear her cry like that.

Plus she's in kind of a mommy period right now. But she plays on her own, sometimes with LeiLei in her room so that's nice haha

But for anyone with babies or older kids than that, the kind of oat meal I make is the best!
Keep that in mind and cook it for them. Filled with vitamin C and iron. And babies lurves it.

The day has finally come

I'm going to see the neurologist today. In a way, I'm kinda nervous...
I keep hoping that they'll find some simple nerve damage thingy, and fix it.
I keep hoping that all the sings of EDS is just a coincidence and it's just a nerve being squeezed or whatever. Ya know? I keep finding excuses haha

 I just want this to be over. I want to not wake up in pain everyday.
I want to be able to play with my daughter, and not having to make slow focused movements in order to avoid too much pain.

But I've got my hopes up today. Maybe they'll find what's wrong?
Maybe it can be fixed? Who knows.

Anyway, I'm about to make breakfast for my believed snuggleweasel Freya <3

I made apricot puree for her yesterday. One regular with just apricots, and one with apricots and coconut cream.  She seemed to like it :D

She doesn't really like to sit in the baby chair for long, seems like it hurts or something? So in the end she has to sit on the table -_- Which is quite nerve wrecking since she wants to touch EVERYTHING. Gah... haha

But she's more comfortable then so I guess it's ok.

nutritious homemade babyfood

I'm writing about baby food cause I know many people that are pregnant, or have babies now. (And I know some that know someone who have babies) Some don't know what to cook. So here's some shit I do :D

Nowadays, Freya eats around 3 to 4 meals a day. And I breastfeed around 4 times a day as well. She still prefers my milk over other food, so we're exploring all kinds of foods and flavors to see if we find something she likes more than my milk.

I've found things she likes though, likes a lot. (But mama's milk is still better lol)

She likes fish! YAY! Fish is nutritious and rich on omega 3.
The other day I fried some char (loach aka röding) in lots of butter, sweet potato, peas and basil. And put it in the blender. She LOVED it. Same with salmon. Mmm...

And I made ground beef with sweet potato, basil and tomato and butter last night too. She seems to seriously like sweet potato. Good for her. :)

Every morning she gets homemade oatmeal porridge. Like I wrote about another time, a certain oat flour that is rich in iron <---- Plus rose hip flour which is rich in vitamin C. If you add vitamin C too food containing iron, the baby can absorb the iron better. And babies need lots of iron. It's the biggest vitamin us mothers can not provide for them. Our milk has no iron. And once the turn 6 months old they'll need iron. And CAN'T and mustn't give them any kinds of vitamin supplements or iron supplement. Babies should only eat natural things.


Since Freya is a little more than 8 months now, my milk can't really provide all the nutrients at all that she needs, so I do my best researching food everyday haha

When she's 1 year old, I'll start giving her chiapudding too. :) But for now, that's my own delicious & nutritious thing haha



Things good for babies over 6 months:
Apricot purée. That's super rich in iron. Plus is tasty for babies too.
Strawberries... rich in iron, yet my wildling doesn't like them. Sad.
Broccoli. Bleh.
Meat. Duh.
Bloodpudding. (I'll make some for her soon, There's also english blackpudding. Awesome for babies to make into a goo)
skrädmjöl (That special flour) This morning I made her outmeal porridge as usual, but I added plum puree

I head green veggies usually contain some iron...we'll see about that.

Anyway, my family is here visiting the awesome granddaughter haha Freya is super happy too. While my sister just sits silently next to me. haha I think she zoned out a little.

Baby food

Since I'm such a glutton and not really as healthy as I want to be (can't really afford it either...) I at least want to be able to let my baby eat healthy food.

So yesterday I made her some carrot and cream mashed together.

And today granny came over with homemade baby food as well.
Avocado and butter mash. Yum yum for a baby in other words.

lol anywhere but the mouth huh?

I HATE avocado. But it's healthy, and babies don't really have tastebuds anyway so...yay her huh?

I still breastfeed 24/7. haha But I add more baby food in her routines till one day when there will be no more breast milk for her. Yup. So far,breastfeeding is still the easiest way to feed her.


She seems to be in an extremely needy phase right now.
I mean, babies are needy. But she's needy-er, Yeah. Needier.
And clingy. Though I love me some snuggles, she cries incredibly loud and foreeeeevaaah if I don't hold her -_-
Well, she is a baby. And she's finding parts of her personality :)
So experiment away my dear child. If it's snuggles and love you want, I will shower you in it <3

I just wish you'd be ok with me going to the bathroom once in a while at least -_-