Nostalgia

Aaaws we're watching The Land Before Time here :) Gosh, I'm almost 27 and I still fn love it. I still get sad when his mother dies..

This is a movie I'll watch with our lil Frostlings lol <3 And Frost can sit and shake his head then mommy and the kids cry... Yep.

Breakfast

Look at me, I'm eating. Yep. And having coffee. Mmmmm.....
They called me from the home care, I'll be going there February 20th for a meeting. YaY. I'ma charm the shit outa them.

Dinner

Goulash soup... Pretty dang tasty.
I'm eating, yay me.

Clever

Made the best bargain ever at the store today. I got a lot of food and spent a very low amount of money. Yay. And I also bought bananas. Yay.

poop

Today..I feel like poop.
My head hurts and it feels fluffy inside. Boo...

I'm about to go outside for a walk with Lei Lei and then go to the store and buy some cheap food. I have absolutely nothing to eat here.. So I need to buy noodles and coffee and milk and bananas. Maybe yoghurt too. I'll see if I can afford it. It's difficult to eat every third hour when there's nothing to eat. But I did well yesterday. Uh huh. Ya'll may praise me now.

I'll be going to the gym later tonight. YAY. That's good at least...

I need to finish my coffee now so we can go. Woop woop.

it should be time soon

It's about time to book a plane ticket to Alabama again.
They're extremely cheap right now...so it's about time I told day I wanna go :D Yep. He WILL pay for it. he will. He has to. For it is the will of Jo to go to her Frost.

well, it's worth a discussion anyway :)




Not only do I miss Frost, But I miss all the nom noms there haha

Yay

Ok! So we've sent Frost a package now! Yay! I like packages. And I like spoiling him <3 Oh and his valentines card has been sent. I know, I know... It's a big deal yep.. My first real valentines card that I'M giving someone! YaY me. Feels mushy. Haha

Tbh I've never cared this much about anything or anyone before. He's a unique man :)

Oh and we might have power in the apartment for another month. My brother is paying tonight... But that means he'll be low on the rent so... Yeah. I'm prepared for the worst :) uh huh!

Ok

Well since I'm awesome, I managed to pay two bills now. I'm poorer than a church rat but it's ok. The electricity will be cut off tomorrow so I need to find ways to at least charge my phone....

Other than that, it's excellent -_-

Fuck

I ain't gonna say this day sucks yet, cause it ain't over.... But still.

First of all, I may not have been a loaded person before. I've never been rich. I've always been leaning a lil bit more down to the 'poor way'... Yet I've always, ALWAYS managed to pay all my bills. The rent, Internet, phone, electricity, insurance, and lei leis junk... I've always managed that. AND had money for food after paying all that.

Except for today.
This is the first time I'm this fn poor at the beginning of a month. I don't think I've been in this situation since i was like 19 or something...
And I haven't even bought lei leis food. Nor did I pay the Internet bill. I have to cause my brother can't afford it... How do I do it then? I was an idiot to write my name on the Internet contract. I'll never fn agree to something like that ever again. I'll never trust anyone else like that again.
Well, Frost is an exception cause he's mine. But Frost would never make idiotic choices and then ruin me. I'ma let Frost handle most thing when he lives here.

Well, I need breakfast. I'll be eating every third hour soon. Uh huh. I can do this!

Life

Well I was at the gym for quite some time with Sofia. Eeeh it was difficult to focus on things though cause my tree was being a derp! A very hot one. Nom nom. Still, I felt like I didn't succeed in the reversed sit-ups at all haha

After that we went home and ate, and then I took a super-fucking-ninja-fast shower and ran down and met Ida a quickie before heading home to Sofia. Horror movies ya know, we love them. This one was called The Haunting In Connecticut 2. Which was dumb since the movie was set in Georgia. Whooooole different state yes. Why not just call it The Haunting In Georgia instead of calling it a sequel? Hmm... Anyway. I've had bunches of bunches of loving from Frost today, yay! He's awesome. Can't wait till I can be with him again.

I wonder if I'll have good news tomorrow or not? Time will tell :)