Friendship huh...

I call my friends cuntface and dickhead. They call me shorty. Fuuuuuuuuuu...

Darn it

I guess today is one of those lil cunt days one must have to be able to move forward... Yup.
Gotta have shitty cunt days to be able to appreciate the wonderful good days.

Well... Today I can't walk. At all. Not even limp haha It's kinda... Annoying..

The pain.... Is killing me. Probably cause I pushed myself a wee bit too hard.. Uh huh. Yeah cause I was so happy that I could swallow the pain and walk rather normal these past 2 days. That I forgot to think ahead, of what comes after I've used my leg that much.

So... Morphine. Tried avoiding you best I could ol' friend. But I don't think I can handle this pain right now. I can handle pain, severe pain... But this is different. This affects my mood and it pisses me off. Aaargh it hurts and I want cuddles.

Not only that, but those dickheads that ate handling my money are making things difficult for me. I've done all they ask of me, and now they ask for more. Penis. Welp I'll just do it then. No biggie really... But someone needs to take those papers to the post office for me. Haha

You know what?

I don't even wanna leave the bed today...
I could just stay and continue hiding under the covers.
*snore*

Hmm

I'm humming...

Purrdy

I'll make some changes in my life now. Already made such big changes but I'll definitely live my life better. I have a lot of things to do, and a lot of goals to achieve. Well no, not really. I mainly have ONE goal at the moment. Uh huh.

Oooo I'll actually try and look purdy as well, make an effort ya know? I feel as if I look like a bag of... Bleh! Bag of bleh was an awesome description. Haha

Ah I look hot even without makeup and fancy clothes. Lmao jk But I could try and look a wee bit more cute and feminine I guess lol Thats what mum says anyway. :) I refuse to change my style though...won't ever change who I am. Main reason why I'm not liking my looks right now (there's a few yeah) is because I don't like my hair. I'm used to having it short on the side, and it's grown too long and I can't control it. it's everywhere and it can stand in all directions, especially if there's wind blowing outside... I look like a mad scientist or something... annoys the hell out of me. So a haircut is needed. Then I'd be happier. haha

It's ok to look like I do now though cause I'm not leaving the apartment haha

Good morning honey

Since I don't wanna wake you up too soon I'll write good morning sugarplum here for now <3

Aaah it's funny. I have hundreds of readers. From the U.S, Russia, Sweden, U.K, Singapore, Japan, Australia, Germany, netherland.. and Thailand... Heck I have readers all over the world. And I like all of you even though I don't know you :) Thank you for reading my blog. I have no idea why there's so many people reading my blog daily though... Isn't it boring? You guys tend to suck at commenting tho... Uh huh. That my darlings, you do. But tis ok, I like you anyway. Haha

So how do you all like the mushy me that writes about Frost every other fucking post? I'm quite awesome aren't I? Haha he is too :)

All of you better have an awesome day. Every single one of ya.

the boarding house of nimrods

Family have nothing to do with DNA really. This is a part of my retarded family. Those smelly annoying bastards. Ah and Stina...yeah, that woman is younger than me but quickly decided to take the motherly position over me so many years ago. And I am a mama's girl. I really am. <3 

Ah I suck, I said I'd wake up Frost late today so he could sleep but it is a miiiighty hard thang not to write to him. I miss him. Heh... see...I always wanna talk to him. Sugarplum <3 But that worrywart needs to sleep. ROAR yeah I have a mighty roar I know. That was my love roar though. The roar I give before I pounce on him.




Ah my head...I've slept for about 2 hours and then the idiots started banging on my door. And eventually I had to get up anyway. So 2 hours of sleep... barely. Though I feel fine ^^  Might go for a nap soon to pass time till pancake tree wakes up. Uh huh.

Woop woop

Just when I was about to faint from hunger the nimrods came home with food! Aaaaawesoooome. Aaah me is satisfied now. Mhm. Ate a wee bit too fast though.

Well. I have a bad feeling now. Like something's gonna happen.

Never take things for granted.

What I'd want very much right now... is to take a midnight walk with Lei Lei. Breathing in the fresh cold air. Looking at the mist covering everything...sitting on the bench as usual watching the sky and the trees.. Such a simple thing that we always do really...

But neither of us are capable of that at the moment..
Ironic isn't it? haha



Gosh I'm hungry . . .

Let's disturb the neighbours a bit more shall we?

She's a woman
You know what I mean
You better listen
Listen to me
She's gonna set you free