wohooo!

It's datenight tonight! WOOOOH!

And we're going to see IT :D it's actually the premiere here today so that's cool.

I can't wait!

I loved IT, I mean... it did scare the living shit out of me as a kid. (it was those idiot guys fault..they told me that we'd have a movie night and then played IT -_- You know how mean teenage boys can be. And I was surrounded by them, fucking tools) Years later though, I learned to appreciate the movies though. I got over my weird fear of clowns. 

Well, maybe not over over it..but I'm not terrified of them.

Back then, when we lived in Zinkgruvan, I'd often stay over at my friends house real late.

Most of the time at least 3 guys would walk me home through the woods. (cause it's through the fucking woods and I was 15 for fuck sake and I'm also scared of Mooses) 

(pic from google)

But that night, for some reason aaaaaall the dudes were busy. Björn, Tobbe, Thorbjörn, Arun, Kirre and Ludwig... ALL of them soooo busy. So I had to walk home alone at 4am.... on my own.... I was sooooo scared. Absolutely terrified. (I mean god forbid a clownmoose would show up)

And cellphones weren't quite the same back then lol So it's not like I could talk to anyone at 4am.

Well anyway, long story shortish... the reason no one walked me home was cause those fucksticks were all busy hiding outside behind corners, trees and bushes in the woods with red balloons. Those diiiiicks. Man I might even have peed myself at one point.........................

So yeah, it took me a few years to accept IT and enjoy it. But eventually I did. 

It is one of Stephen Kings masterpieces after all :D

And I can't wait to see Bill Skarsgård as Pennywise :)

Well I know I'm gonna love it :D

Ok, shower time. Gotta get ready and stuff.

Crazy train

I'm superoverheated today. -__- Even though it's kinda chilly outside. (Have I mentioned how excited I am that autumn's finally here?)

I'm about to watch Preacher and drink my cappuccino now....chillin' like a villain.
But first, a little tuesday tune:


I've been listening to Black Sabbath and The Ramones on my morning walk ❤


Depending on what Frost wants to do later I might play bo3 with the other douochebags... time will tell.

I stayed up till past 2am playing games and talking tonight, I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried to get sleepy... I wasn't sleepy at all. (probably due to the migraine I had on sunday, I rested so much that I didn't want it on monday lol) But I had a fun night. Freya woke me up like 06:45 so there's that too... haha

Aaaaaah what to do, what to do.

Happy autumn day!

Well I don't even know if there's such a thing as "autumn day", but there totally should be. I'd celebrate it like crazy. Cause mesa loves the fall. 

Me and Freyatron are watching The Smurfs, sell she is... I'm watching the new season of Outlander, and I'm sipping on my cappuccino while trying to wake up. (man, these past 24 hours have been weird AF...) stupid migraine.

Anyway... 

I haven't blogged lately, yep... I noticed that. But I've been playing Destiny 2 non stop on the ps4 since it launched 😅 

(I've made new friends too so that counts as being productive.)

Freyster's been with granny & Lasse in their summer house all weekend. She loves it there. Aaaw I wish we lived on the countryside. That way we'd play in the woods everyday! And the fall always looks so much better outside the town. 

Well, I just wrote to let you know I'm alive. 

I've got a massive migraine that's been going on for 2 days now. Blah. So I'm hoping some fresh air and coffee will cure that today. 

Oh and also, love is great. Seriously. Love is really amazing. And I was genuinely happy to hear that someone I know finally found love. Congrats ☺

More love to the people! ❤

good times

Ok, despite us being sickly this weekend, we still had an ok time :)

(I'll be writing about videogames a lot too so.. just scroll past that if you don't have an interest for it)

So anyway, Freyster's been riding her bicycle a lot lately. Every day to be exact. At least we push ourselves to go out for longer walks so she can ride her little bike daily. She's so good at it too.
First thing she did when she got it was to wroom away :)

I've been playing the CoD ww2 beta this weekend. Got good responds online too from my gameplay. :D

That's always a hoot right? haha  (though in my opinion it feels like that was a total ripoff of Bf1. It was the exact same pretty much. But hey, I had fun.) There was a few bugs but nothing major. 

And today I decided to start playing the new uncharted: the lost legacy. 

Loving it so far. Go women! And all that jazz... it is nice though, to see women be badasses like that for a change, don't get me wrong. I love Nathan Drake. 

But this is the new era of vaginas, ok dudes? lol

And yeah, I've played Tombraider. I know she has one too. But this is somehow different.

Probably cause it's two of them. You know, that game got such a huge response online due to it being feminist friendly and showing how to women can be true friends bla bla blah.

Frost was wondering what rock those women who wrote that had been living under. 

They were talking about how women are friends these days, because social media shows a different side. Like money and sex bladdibla. (I only listened to half he said..I know. One of my oh so many flaws eheh..) But yeah, he's right.

Getting sidetracked here but bear with me for a minute (or two)

The friends I have are amazeballs. I can't even imagine Nathalie or Onka or Marty (though Marty doesn't even swing that way lol Frost should worry that she'll steal me away instead ahahah Cause I'm so hot, in case you missed that part.) or Hanna or Moa or (omg I can't count them all ok..let's just stop now) but yeah, none of them would talk rudely to me or use me, stealing my man... whatever. Nah. No one of my buddies would be what social media portrait female friends to be.

Don't get me wrong... it's not like I've never come across women  like that. Man, I've met women that flirted with friends boyfriends or even slept with guys their friends liked etc etc. 

You know, pretty much what you see on TV. -_-

I never hung out in those kind of crowds though... I didn't really feel threatened from my 7 guy friends either hahaha

oh on a sidenote, I'm superexcited over the package that Madame Marty is sending meeeee. YAY!

She works for Lush so yeeeeaaaaah (proud snorky pose)

  Anyway.. thanks for bearing with me for a couple of minutes. Now we can continue the post...

(I can't help it. I can get incredibly sidetracked sometimes. I never run out of things to talk about)

Soooo....What else have we done this weekend. Hmmm... 

Just played, watched movies and series and snuggled and stuff. And played outside haha

We also took a stroll to town and watched the Pride parade :)

Freya's all for love ya know? 

Well have a happy sunday fart stains :D
We're waiting on food at the moment. Got some good deal from a place that has delicious chicken so we took it since we're all feeling a little crappy. It's a Lebanese place, so let's hope it's good today :)

Zootopia

So we watched a movie the other day. The whole family :)

We watched Zootopia. haha I loved it. It's got one of my favorite actors in it too (Idris Elba. Hah...he's amazing) It's a good movie.

I mean, who doesn't like him? :3

It's also a movie America should watch riiiiiight now, considering those racist ingrates are destroying the country. It's got a good message.


OOooooh we also watched Storks yesterday. How have we not heard of this movie before?
I might've laughed harder than necessary but it was hilarious.

Anime

There's some awesome projects in the making right now.

Say what you what you want about Ghost in The Shell, but I still liked it. But you had to watch the anime to be able to appreciate it I guess. (I loved the animesback in the day... I waited 20 fucking years for that lol) 
Can you believe that? That's how long I waited for Ghost in the shell to get real.

There's some good anime's in here that's going to be live action soon. One of them is Akira, apart from Neon Genesis Evangelion (and sailor moon and Totoro and shit like that) that was one of the first anime movies I ever saw. Not sure how they'll end up though. Same with Naruto... I have a feeling it'll end up just like Dragonball. It's gonna suck donkey dick. Some things aren't meant to be live actions.
Attack on Titan could be awesome though. And Full metal alchemist seems to turn out amzeballs.
I've seen thousands of animes...and that's probably an understatement. But it's going to be pretty cool to see some of the shows I grew up watching in the big screen.



I just wish they'd make Full metal panic into one as well... that's one of my all time favorite. (But then again, I do have a mehca fetish lmao) I just love robots! Iiiih!

Talking about robots... Did you see how many mecha animes they're making into live actions? OMIGOOOSH. Exciting. <---

Why they haven't turn NGE into a big screen movie though is beyond me.............





Lmao Is it bad that I know all the lyrics to this show?
Oooh But I used to love this soooo much back in the day. It's still one of the best animes through all time.

hah. I used to have angel thesis (the intro) as my ringtone like 10 years ago :D

Aaaah memories.

People still know who she is though, the one who sang the song. It's still huge in japan too. Even I turn into a little squealing schoolgirl when I hear this song hahaha


And now it's Freya's time.
She just started watching Sailor Moon yesterday. (and she's also watching Glitter force.. Uugh.. a ripoff of Sailor Moon. But hey, she likes it -_-)


Moving on... I think I got a little carried away.


Let's say a prayer for my 421 animes that got deleted when my hard drive crashed 3 years ago.
I had been collecting them since I was 16.
haha Back in the day you'd just give your hard drive to a buddy and he'd download the best animes he had on it, and then it'd be passed forward to the other guys. Yep. My hard drive had seen places lololol But since all the anime nerds I knew were guys... I'd sometimes end up with some awkward shit. Awkward as hell. -_- ahem... Anyway..



R.I.P you amazing thing.

Death Note

Ok, so we watched  Death Note yesterday. With William Defoe. (omigooosh I love him iiiih haha) Unfortunately, this movie sucked....Terribly. :(

But William Defoe delivered his masterpiece though. He was amazing as Ryuk. He really captured him

(pic from google)

Buuuut the rest of it sucked. Decent soundtrack but a poor choice of main characters.
I hated who they picked as L, since L is supposed to be so pale that he looks like he's dying. And the actor just seemed over eccentric and a little mentally challenged.... Yeah I didn't like him. I did however think that he captured L's fetish for candy lmao He ate it just like he did in the anime. So I'm guessing he's watched the anime too. Good job you.

But still.. I didn't like the two main characters at all.

And Light...that guy just looked like he was a weird wicked pervert. Or something.... Yeah I didn't quite like those two.

I would've liked it if they had picked the original L in the live action. He still looks really young.

Plus I like Kenichi, since he had a part in Gokusen (which I loooooved) so yeah... haha



But what I did love in Death Note was Ryuk. :3 it wasn't that big of a part either...but still. He stole the show.

Things can be good when times are bad too

You know, one thing I've realized after I hit 30...is that when times are bad. Everything ain't bad. Even if they may seem like it.
It's mostly small stuff... but isn't it the small stuff that keeps people going?

Just now, Frost nudged me with his feet while he's laying on the sofa right next to me. He dozed off a while ago and I just let him. Looked peaceful. 

And Freya kissed me so many times and said that she missed me so much while she was playing at granny's place yesterday. She was only gone for a few hours but she missed meeeee~

Aaaaaawwww *supermushy face*

So while I'm experiencing a rough time now and then... I'm really happy. 

There's always something good even in the bad. 

Another good thing:

I've been admitted to the pain clinic now and the doctor in charge is putting a team of like 10 people on it for me. This is the first time anythings really happening revolving my EDS. He was really understanding too. 

I also need to see a psychologist regarding the way I handle my pain and emotions. How I can get depressed sometimes when the pain gets a little too hard to carry alone and so on. I see his point. It's easier to complain to someone I'm not related to I guess. 

While the team he's putting together seems really impressive, I'm not jumping in this with high expectations though. Actually I don't really have any expectation at all.... I mean,  EDS can't be cured anyway. But I'm glad someone is trying for my sake though. That's pretty neat. 

I'm currently playing DOOM and sipping on my coffee. I'm very bored lol 

But I can't wait till Destiny 2 comes out! It's not long now! September 6 right? Iiiiih!  

Aaaaah now I'm annoyed. I'm stuck in the game and I can't even read maps, so I don't know where to go... And this stupid zombie boss is fucking me over every God damn time. WHY COULDN'T THEY JUST MAKE SIMPLE FUCKING MAPS?! 

Anyway... Back to doodling around. 

Talking about doodles... I have a doodle in my head that I just need to get down on paper. Yep.

Freya's birthday

Yesterday was Freyster's birthday.  And it was the best one ever!

The Larssons gave her a new biiiiike! Iiiih! (Freya squealed)
And she freakin' loved her new kickbike she got fron mom and Lasse.

I made two giant cakes for her day. One chocolate pavlova that everyone seemed to get obsessed about haha and then a cream cake with blueberry jam, vanilla custard and then a ourole creamy layer with blueberryvanilla cream in it. A 5 layer cake. BOOM.
They loved it. :D

And Freya loved her gifts! She got a bike, a kickbike, toys, books, clothes, mumin cup, playdoh, artsy stuff. Pens, crayons paper etc etc... I can't even remember all the things she got.


Oh and Nathalie stayed up with me the night before and helped me make meringues and pavlova bottoms and shit. haha We had a retarded evening. A ton of fun!

The meringues turned out perfect, and I covered the cream cake with them too.

I'm so happy that Freya had such an awesome birthday. <3

I can't believe she's already 3 years old :O

fridayfun

Well what do ya know. It's Friday once again.

And the premiere of The Defenders!!! Wooohoooo! I love Luke Cage and Jessica Jones so this will be a hoot. 

My sister will drop by soon to bake some cake bottoms for the cake. 

Natta will help bake cookies tonight or tomorrow. And I'll make the pavlova meringue tomorrow as well. 

But for now, I'm stuck in front of The Defenders 

It's perfect. Frost made really good cappuccino just now so I'm sipping in that, feeling warm and fuzzy. 

On Wednesday me and mom went to buy ingredients for everything for Freya's birthday.

it was a nice little roadtrip. went to Kumla too.