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I WILL achieve every fucking thing that I have set out to do. It's very rare for me to even have goals. Yus. Very rare. So you lit up my fire honey.

Soooo... I've been staring at the ceiling for the past hour...Which was Good. My eyes are tired now. And now I'm back at being the awesome me. Shit's gotta get done. I don't have to feel uneasy or fragile if I don't want to. I can always NOT feel it, is what I realised.. You're only as weak as you allow yourself to be. And I am stronger than earth ffs. lol A bull will get what it wants. I am loved by the love of my life :) That itself is a beautiful thing that many will never feel.

Yeah I'm gonna make our dreams come true. Uh huh. If I want it, I can make it happen. It may take time but we'll make it.
Good thing about being two in it. If you fall down. I'll pick you up :)

The power of the mind is amazing.
Shit's only as hard as I make it really.

Philosophy: 1 + 1 isn't always 2. Sometimes 1+1=1
Uh huh.
Take one pile of snow, and another pile of snow. Put them together and they make one BIG pile of snow. :) haha



Oooooo would you look at that. Just got a phone call from an old friend and colleague. I have a job waiting for me in the winter if I want it. Nice. So till then I'll just be a good girl and save up money and just beeee. Rawr I'm a lucky bastard really. Just when I feel fragile and shitty something happens and everything changes again haha

Ok. I know what I must do.