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suspicions

It's definitely suspicious when your oldest friend starts asking odd questions.

"A little bird whispered in my ear that the wedding date is near".

Ahaaaa.... I see.

And all those questions she asked makes me wonder what that woman is plotting lmao
"Don't you wanna sleep at a hotel? Just curious"
 and "Do You like blue cheese and other kinds of cheese?"
"White wine or red?"

Yeah, I know she's up to shit. I just don't know what yet.
But one can imagine.

Either way, I'm excited about the wedding. Our wedding rings are beautiful, I love my dress, it's definitely a unique wedding. Yep yep, nothing ordinary about it at all.

Just like us :D lmao

I always thought I'd be nervous, that it'd be scary to get married... but I feel really calm about it. It seriously feels perfect to marry Frost. Cause he's perfect for me, and I love him so fucking much.
See, I love just being with him. It's like being in love with your best friend kinda haha We talk, hang out, play together and just love being together. It feels good :)
And our daughter will look stunning on our wedding day. She's always beautiful, but she'll be even more so that day. Uh huh.

Nathalie will cry, that's a fact. Patricia might do so as well. Josse will try to look normal (though I'd like to see a tear or two from her anyway hahaha)
God knows how mom will react.

And the other two....yeah...it's hard for me to think about it. I originally wanted them there... But one of them has been getting on my nerves lately. A lot. But what's done is done. Can't choose your family I guess.

I'm also excited to see my brother in a suit lmao


I'll have a chubby Morticia Addams look ahahaha But it's difficult for me to choose a lipstick. I have a gorgeous dark one that I LOVED, but Josse voted for the nude one. Tricky decisions to make indeed. Time will tell I guess.


Having a stylist do my hair too..., which probably is for the best since I've saved out my hair specifically for this day. (and I'm famous for my birds nest hair haha) Black long hair seemed like a good choice tbh. But I'm cutting it all off as soon as the wedding is over.


People have been asking me about what we want as wedding gifts, and I can't come up with anything specific just like that. I'd honestly be grateful for anything that someone put some thought in to.

 

My snuggliest snuggletoots

 

Freya is seriously ridiculously adorable.

And she does love these filters haha 

Look at that smile.

That face  ♥

I just wanna smooch those cute cheeks!!! lmao

 

 

Someone turned 4 last week

♥ Woooooh! Freyster ♥

 

 

  

She had the best birthday ever ♥ (her own words)

I'm so happy that Freyster has such an amazing birthday and that so many people came to celebrate her ♥

 Oh and she loved all her presents. Seriously, they were epic :D

I worked so hard with the cakes haha Freya wanted pink & blue cakes, so I tried my best to make that happen. And turns out, they were delicious. Yay me~

Doris

 

I think Doris has been at our place almost everyday this week haha

I kinda like these cups a LOT

I got these cups as a gift and they're super pretty right? Me likes a lot lot.

I also got a new shampoo today from mom. Seems good so I'll give it a try 😊

I feel like I haven't done anything this week, but then I realized that that ain't really true. I've been quite busy from time to time. 

But I've also has a lot of fun too.

Frost and I have been going on daily walks lately, and it's been really nice.... I'm finally having a better period in life where  I'm not just in pain. Obviously it'll pass, like everything else does. But I do cherish the moments where I can be more active and social. That shit matters to me a lot.

Well, just drinking coffee in the morning together with Frost is really nice tbh 🖤 

He's been a total sweetheart all the time  letting me sleep in, doing all the cleaning and laundry. Plus we've played a lot of videogames too this week haha it's awesome to have a partner that has the same interests as you 🖤 

Seriously, I can't imagine being with a person who doesn't like videogames. 🤔

But then again, love makes shit work doesn't it? 

Anyhooo...I've been baking today. Made some cookies for Freyster's birthday. I'll bake some more tomorrow too though. And I'll make the cake on Sunday. I think that'll be good. Yup.

I'll probably make an apple pie too since I got a big bag of apples yesterday from Kattis. Omnomnom. Freya definitely wanted an apple pie haha

Oh I've also hung out with Josse a lot this week. (Like everyday actually) and that makes me really really happy. Late night walks and shit. Hunting Pokemon and whatnot. I appreciate all the small things in life. And I'm really greatful for everyone around me too. I hope y'all know that. Every you guys that I don't always talk to every day or every week. 

Talking about weeks, It's been a good week. I think next week will be pretty good too.

Freysters birthday on Monday, going to meet some friends and hang and let our kids play, and also hanging out with some other friends: Kids free wooooh~

I've got some goals to try to achieve now, so in a way I feel more motivated right too.  

Welp, I gotta go. I'm talking important stuff with Nat (a neighbor) she's fucking adorable lol

Princess

Kattis bought such a pretty dress for Freyster. (Well it's really from all of them lol) 

She saw it and thought it was adorable, so she wrote me and asked if she could buy it for her hahaha 

(FYI, people can buy whatever they want )

Freya loves it so much. So she's gonna wear it on her birthday 🖤

She's gonna have such a great birthday this year. My little snugglepuff! 

I'm kinda looking forward to it cause we'll have a lot of friends over that I haven't seen in a while :D

We also got such a beautiful dress for her to wear at the wedding. She's gonna be the prettiest one there for sure 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 My sweet little bridesmaid

walks

 

We've been walking Doris all week.

And yesterday we decided to make a day out of it.

Freya had so much fun <3

And me and Frost actually went for nice walk the entire week tbh.
I so didn't wear the right shoes for it though....my feet hurt so bad lol

The shitty part was that after we came home yesterday, I got the nastiest headache I've had in a long time. I threw up and couldn't even open my eyes cause everything made me sick. So that sucked. Nothing worked either.
No amount of painkillers, no massage (and believe me...I get a lot of massages from frost) no muscle relaxers either. However, the tigerbalm helped a tiny bit.

So that led me to think about horse liniment... I mean, horses muscles are way way stronger than mine. So if you think about it....it should do wonders on my muscles.
That's why I had a headache in the first place. My muscles gets so tense that they cut off the blood to the head. So horse liniment should knock my muscles the fuck out.
Don't you think so?

I'm gonna give it a go.

It might burn a bit...but hey...it's worth it.


It's been raining a lot now, and me lurves it.

 

Evening activity

All of a sudden the weather changed and it felt like autumn.
It went from disgustingly hot, to pleasantly chilly :3

And obviously cold evenings acquire warm evening tea with a good friend.

 

Friends

I forgot to mention that we went to the Cruz residence and had a nice Mexican fiesta.

I've been waiting for like 8 years to try out Bernie's homemade tamales. And it finally happened! Jennifer has grown up too...she used to see me as the most amazing person ever. Haha She thought I was so cool lmao

She even started watching anime cause if me ahahaha 😂 She looks like a grown woman now. But she still thinks I'm super cool haha so yay me.

Bernie and Frost get along really well too. She moved here from Texas so they both love southern food and stuff. Well, I mean she's originally from mexico but moved to Texas when she left home. 

It was nice seeing Frost so comfortable around someone too. 

And those tamales.... daaaamn. They were heavenly. 

And she had made some kind of mexican rice milk with cinnamon (horchata) and then something called Tamarind water. Made out of tamarind fruit. Frost loved it. Freya, not so much haha 

Aaaaaah....I love Mexican food. And I love Bernie hahaha

Sushi

Well Josse spoiled me yesterday and treated me to sushi.

Daaayyyuum....it was SO good. I swear, I'm still full. Haha

Tempura rolls, California rolls and nigiri and tofu. It looks pretty right? It tastes even better than it looks. That's how amazeballs it was.

And that pickled seaweed......omg ... it's so good. Omnomnomnom...

She doesn't eat seaweed so I got to gobbledl it down aaaall by myself. Lucky! Haha 

I had a really good time yesterday, and I really needed that too. Hey, she even gave me ice cream afterwards so I'd say she's a pretty dang good host lol

Also, today my Xbox is being a dick. Everytime I'm trying to play pubg the game crashed as soon as I join my friends.

Everytime Joel sent an invite it just froze and I HATE THAT HORRIBLE LOUD SOUND THAT COMES WITH IT. Gaah... At first I just thought that it's Joel's invites I couldn't accept. But then his little brother sent one too and same thing happened.

And another friend sent one, same things happened. And another and another and another. Uugh... I really hope this is temporary. 😧