meh

So... the injection went well.

And that's about it when talking about things that went well today.


Everything else went shitty basically.

I was exhausted after the injection. I kinda fucked up when I tried to be sneaky and use the bathroom while still having the IV in. I held it over my head (like they do in movies) And managed to wobble into the bathroom. And suddenly I notice the tube was getting dark red... like wtf?

And then i realized, oooooh... oh no...I screwed up. That's my blood pouring out. So I tried to hurry to bed again and hit the emergency button so the nurse could come. I was gonna act like I didn't do anything, but she knew lol Apparently she put the needle in a very good vein, which was stronger than the IV when I stood up.

But she gave me  one of those thingys where you hang it on so I could go pee. Cause man, I almost exploded. My bladder was the size of afrika or something. Shoooot...

Anyway. After we were done there, I was exhausted. All I wanted was to go home and sleep. And Frost too. Neither of us slept last night basically. So we sat there with bloodshot eyes half drooling...

So I went down to the medicine clinic to cancel my appoinment today at 14:00. By this time, it was already noon. And I was hungry as fuck too.

But instead of letting me rebook, they wanted me to stay there. And WAIT. In a room with a bed so I could sleep.... O_O ONE FUCKING HOUR. On hour we sat there, I drooled on a pillow. Broke my pants.

And then that talk came with the doctor.
The talk I've feared for a while came up.

And that just sucked. it all sucked.

And I had to negotiate to escape the hospital basically. So instead I have to go do some stuff tomorrow. AGAIN.
My blood veins are ruined, both in the hands and arms... bruised and aching. But we're still doing more blood tests tomorrow. Wooptidoo.

Eventually, after four fucking hours we got to go home. Starving and exhausted. So we ate at Taco Bar. My toe popped on the way there. I'm so swollen and filled with fluid that my god damn toes pop. Blisters even though I'm wearing mens sandals 3 sizes too big.
But they gave me a bandaid at Taco bar.

So, all in all....(although the dinner part was good) this day has sucked huge goat balls.

I've been down, and sad all day.
Of course I have to get fucking sick, while being pregnant.
And of course you can't give me medication then. DUH.

of course I have to worry and panic of small things now cause no one gives me direct answers.


Fucking crap basket.

Booooooring

We're at the clinic at the hospital right now. I'm getting my fusion. Sweet.

It's not...as comfortable as I thought. Although the bed is awesome.

But Frost and I are mega-tired. It's hard to keep our eyes open. I just wish we could sleep instead.
And this is boring.

Oh so very boring.



We are so totally taking a nap when we come home. Yup.

Tu-tu-tu-tuuuuesday

Today went pretty well :)

The baby looks perfectly healthy. Good size and everything. And she's placed the head downwards now so she's know it's about time to get ready.

However, I feel fat and ugly as fuck.
And yet just looking at the belly it's beautiful. Cause my little girl is hiding in there.

The doctor said my blood levels have decreased YET AGAIN. It's 81 now. And waaaay to low. So on thursday I'm getting liquid iron intravenously. It's new special blend I suppose with extra nutrients. So my body can pick it up. YAY.

I can't wait.
I got liquid iron once before, and for the first time in my life I felt AWAKE. I never knew how tired I was before that.

I'll awaken soon again. Wheeee~


the doctor told me to lay low for now. My body is overworking itself.

I am SO prepared for the next pregnancy though. :D haha
I know exactly what to do and not do then. Perfect!

We're watching a movie right now.
Rependence. or whatever it was called....?

Morning Glory

or not...
I see no glory in this morning.

Although it's a fine weather we've got here.


But I haven't slept well at all.
And I'm nervous about todays check-up. Plus my tummy hurts a lot too. Maybe it's due to the nervousness? I dunno... But I'm uncomfortable.

So I've just been sitting here staring in the sofa.
Frost is sleeping like a cute lil' baby. :) And snoring.........But he's smiling so I bet he dreamt something good.

I'm sleepy too.......
But I'll enjoy a nap later today.

OH, yesterday we watched Orange is the new black at Nathalie's place :) Yup, we had fun. And Lei Lei sure made a scene late at night too. Scared the pizza boy so bad that our food flew high up in the air and then landed on the bottom floor. SMASH. -_-

Gosh, it's been a while since i laughed so hard.

slowpoke

Well I've just been a slowpoke today. Doctors orders though.

I've laid in bed, snuggling the baby blankets so they'll smell like mom and dad! 

I've been having contractions all weekend, and today. And I'm supposed to rest till the check-up tomorrow. I wonder how it'll go tomorrow.........

But, I'm way too restless now so I'm up, and we're going to ICA.

And after that Natta will come over a quicky and then me, Natta and Josse will hoppetyhop to Nattas place and watch the new season of Orange is the new black. YAAAAY.

If I remember it correctly, Nathalie owes us strawberries..... haha!

Phone emergency

Welp, everyone. It would seem that I've lost my phone.

I honestly can't find it.

I know it's somewhere around here. It has to be. But apparently I put it on mute. SO I can't even hear it when Frost calls.


Anyway. I'll continue looking for it.
But it might take a while cause I've looked everywhere already.
Now I have to look at the same places again. and again.

Till I find it.

Halloooo

It's around 5am something right now. I've been awake more or less the entire night. Slept an hour, woke up, slept, woke up. Boo.

We're in the summer house :)
And we had a nice BBQ last now. Mmm... The lamb was extra tasty. And Frost seemed to love it an extra lot haha I liked the salad more :3

I'm in week 30 now everyone :D
WOHO! Time goes by fast right?

I've had tummy aches since yesterday. It's been bothering me a little tbh. The womb is reeeeaaally tense.

But I suppose as long as a can feel the baby move around in there. I'll be fine <3

Frost is sleeping like a baby right now... Aaaws. He looks adorable.
First time we sleep in separate bed since he came back to Sweden.
It feels strange :/ Maybe that's why it was hard to sleep?

But hey ho, ain't much to do about that.

Oh oh oh I'm hoping to go to the beach today! I wanna lay in the sun! Wheeeee~



Welp, I guess I'll sleep some more now.


Zzzzz...

Busy busy

I've been a busy blogger today huh?

Well, enjoy it cause it doesn't happen very often nowadays.
I bet I'll be bad at writing once the baby is born too.
I'll always do my best though! haha

So, here's photo of todays dinner :D

Gosh, I really do enjoy messing things up.
Especially food. Mmm... it's best if it's gooey.

Baby stuff!

Don't read this if you don't want to see me go on and on about baby junk haha

Anyway, I started a checklist yesterday.
It's still a little early maybe but I'd like to be prepared.
I signed the pregnancy insurance yesterday as well.

So, today I'm ordering all kinds of junk online. I can't help myself. It started out as me being bored, so I just checked things out on ebay. But then there's so many baby stores that sell tons of fun things. Aaaaaaand when you order from china there's really no stopping me.

So, heres the first item I picked:

Baby socks, with anti slip on them for when she starts crawling/walking too, from a french store.
It was so hard to choose cause all of them are adorable. I mean, the bees and the berry ones were cute too. But in the end I picked the blue ones. The store sold them for 13kr. hah. And free shipping. HOWEVER, Frost misunderstood and ordered green froggie ones.

But I don't mind, they'll go excellent with his green ribbit ribbit body he bought for our baby in the U.S ❤

And then this, I've read about them and they seem pretty cool. Might be good to feed a little baby with this too right? If mom or Frost needs to ya know? it's a smart little device. I picked the purple one.

Aaaand  lunch drool bib thingy. A whole pack of them for 7kr actually. Sweet!

A baby food container in silicone :)
pink! This was actually 8 dollars. But worth it cause it costs more here.

And a travel baby milk powder formula dispenser. So you get the exact amount of milk formula in each :D No idea which color I'll get cause apparantly they choose lol 19kr.

And a special pillow for the baby, so her neck will lay perfectly in bed. 15 kr! I actually picked blue. It looked better haha

So, in the end I spent 124kr on all of this.
Brand new shit at that.

This is awesome.
Gotta love China sometimes I guess. haha

Sveriges nationaldag!

It's Sweden's national day today.
Kinda like the independence day I suppose...

But more AWESOME obviously! lol

Oh oh oh our morning glory is climbing away in the kitchen window. YaY! Look, it climbed on the radio antenna, and then on to Oscar the cactus. Maybe it's trying to escape through the window?

We've been eating watermelon today. Mmm.. It's kind of a warm day if you ask me. And melons are excellent to nom on then. I has strawberries toooooooo.

Ah, I managed to walk up to marknadsafton in town yesterday evening. I really wanted to show it to Frost. So we took it super slow and limped up to town. This is after all Frost's first summer in sweden. Like he said, he'll be here for at least 50 more BUT, this is the first. I want him to have an awesome first summer here. I wanna show him lots. Even though my body is screaming.

Sorry I didn't really take any pictures

And here's a picture someone called Gert took 2010.

See, there's a looooong street filled with stands from all kinds of stores, and private companies, candy stands. A giant market more or less.
I bought swedish strawberries for like 25kr. Cheap indeed. You can't compare swedish strawberries to any other strawberries haha it's simply the best.
And we bought a doughnut for the both us. Nom nom.

We brought Lei lei with us too cause it was around 9pm, so I thought no one would be out. hah. Couldn't have been more wrong.

We even got an entourage with asians stalking us, taking photos of Lei Lei.
A retarded man tried to grab lei leis ears as well...that didn't go so well. Gosh. One would think that his guardian would TELL him not to try and pet strange dogs. Luckily, she's a sweetheart and just tried to back away from him ❤
We had a lot of fun too though. Even if there was a fuck-ton of people there, we sat down by the river and ate a little. Lei lei sniffed on a corn on a cob (people had thrown them everwhere really..)

I tried finding a new phone case too but there was none that looked good. And then we went home and I died a little in the sofa :)


Ida just dropped by for a quick visit. How nice~
Yup. it was nice meeting her and just chat a bit.