The other day it started snowing like crazy. So I pulled Freya on her sled to daycare. She really liked that haha My little sweetie. She got so excited over the snow.
I ain't gonna lie...but so was I :D
And after that, me and mom went on some adventures.
And eventually had lunch together too.
That was nice :3
My good mood has come back finally.
The lunch was delicious btw :D
Yum yum....
Oh right, so I'm on new meds for my EDS.... and I'm not sure how it works yet.
I mean, I know how it works.... but it hasn't showed any improvements in me yet anyway. -_-
But then again, patience is a virtue.
It's a big change for me to do this... so we'll see.
it's actually huge...and I was kinda reluctant at first.
Yeah I was weary but both mom and Frost eventually thought it was for the best so...
I gave it a shot.
It's so strange. I used to do this for my patients all the time back in the day...
(though they were dying or something...............)
I never thought I'd be having that too.... at this age.
Frost helps me every wednesday with this from now on.
And this being such an insanely strong painkiller....
Well Freya woke up at 7 today.... just waking up earlier an earlier. (Please shoot me in the head)
Yeah i'ts fucking lovely.
Cause obviously I'm such a god damn morning person. 😑
Anyway.... I got up, and decided to put on a movie for Freya while I made breakfast. Yep.
The Land Before Time.
Sooooooo.... when Littlefoots' mom died...I got so upset lol so I decided that obviously this is NOT an appropriate movie for a small child.
So she came in the kitchen with me. I cooked, she did the dishes. (Which I'll have to rewash of course..but It's the thought that counts) uh huh.
I broke her glass... so I figured the bottle works juuuust fine.
And theeeeen we went to the livingroom , at our banana paddies and I sipped on my uberhot fucking coffee and watched The Secret life of pets.
Omg. It's hilarious. It was such an awesome movie.
Frost woke up around 9. See, I decided to let him sleep a little longer today... cause he's been taking care of seriously EVERYTHING these past few day. He's helped me so much. Which is an obvious thing to do when you love someone.....
but not everyone is so lucky to have someone like that.
So yeah. I'm quite lucky.♡
I've been kinda sick so I haven't been able to move at all. So while I laid in bed or the sofa most of the time. He did everything else.
For those who don't know, Frost has social phobia and severe anxiety, so him doing stuff and going places alone is really hard for him.
But when I need him, he always steps up. He goes to the places I need him to go, no matter how nervous he is. And I appreciate that.
Love makes our family strong as fuck. Haha ♡♡♡
And my mighty mom helped me too with dogfood ♡
I was suppsed to meet Nicky today (Nicky and I go years back, he was one of my best friends.... then life happened, girlfriend dumped him, got a new one.
.became a dad... and now here we ate lol) and he was suppose to bring his son over today too...he's one year older than freyatron. :D
But since Freya got a weird flu, I thought it was best to cancel it. Bummer....
Oh and I made a delicious chicken stew last night. Yum. Got bunches of lunchboxes too now. YAY!
Someone's sickly today.... her eyes are puffy and swollen. They're runny and crusty too. And she's just feeling under the weather I suppose.
Very needy and clingy <3 A mommy's girl today.
I fixed her a nice comfortable spot in the sofa for her, so she can watch Disney Junior and just chill.
My state is... worse I suppose.
I haven't really written about it, so why start now?
Luckily I have Frost and Freya. They both keep me entertained and busy haha
Alrighty then.... today's dinner will be chicken stew. I took out the frozen chicken broth I made a while back. It'll thaw and be ready when it's time to cook. Yup yup. Home made chicken broth is the best.
Tomorrow Nicky and his girlfriend are coming over. And their son too :) He's supershy. It'll be fun to see how Freya reacts to him lol Her Hulk doll should make him wanna play (He's also a huge fan of the hulk, so they've got that in common) Welp, I'm gonna continue reading about ancient Egypt now. :D
The day started sweet yesterday, Freya watched some Daniel Tiger
and ate a good sandwich for breakfast :D
After Freyster went to daycare, mom and I had some nice mother daughter quality time :)
It was really fun :D Even had some action too lmao I could hear my "mission impossible" theme in my head haha I was a good time with mom :)
After that, the plan was for Freya to go to grandma's house and have a sleepover. Mom gets so lonely when Lasse is out of town. haha
But before that I took my little snugglepuff out for a fika too.
Yep, we went to the coffee house nearby and she got a hot chocolate and a cinnamon bun :)
This was our own mother daughter time <3
hahaa Freya quickly became everyone's favorite in there :D The first thing she said when walking through the door was "hello!!" to everyone. And then she waved a little. And everyone said hello back and smiled.
When I left her at the table to go get her a hot chocolate she started conversations with people in the shop too haha The best part is when you see people that looks really mean and grumpy, just light up and smile at her face. That's very sweet :)
We had a good time, and then granny walked though the door and made Freya so happy! :D
We decided to go to the park and let Freya have a hoot. So we bought coffee, and Freya got a hot chocolate to drink too. And when off to the park!
(I have a thing for coffee in a to go cup)
We stayed out for over 2 hours while Freya played and ran around. She had so much fun <3
And she loved playing with Patricia :) Aaaaws, Patricia really looked out for Freya. Made my heart warm. And Nathalie is pretty much Freyas aunt. (Though she's actually more like Freya's godmother)
She's always been Freya's favorite friend. Yeah, that's right. They're family AND they're friends. And Nathalie likes being Friends with Freya. Who says you gotta have friends the same age haha
We had to drop by mom's place for a quicky too, cause Freya's mittens got wet and cold, her hands were freezing. So we got a spare pare of gloves for her at mom's house. Lucky! That way Freya could stay out an extra hour :D
Freya is a very loved child. Patricia and Nathalie adore her, and she adores them.
Ida loves Freya as well. My friends love Freya, they all love to visit and to play with her. She always gets gifts from everyone(though please don't spoil her too much now haha)
To my family, Freya is they're little gemstone. To me and Frost... she's the universe.
There's a lot of kids that doesn't get much love in their life. I know of one or two children that's pretty neglected by their mothers. Not much love at all in their homes. It's sad... I wish all kids could come to a place where they'll get unconditional love and have fun. Like a.. hmm... well I don't have a fucking clue.
A place where kids feel safe and loved. I'd like to work with kids like that.
Anyway... back to the topic. Freya plays for over two hours, us grownups though, our fucking toes went numb from the cold. Yet we still stayed out there and played with her. haha
That's when you know you have good people around you. When they're hurting and still stay out there just to make sure Freya has fun.
I have awesome people in my life. And for that, I'm eternally grateful :)
Right, now I gotta find a good time to go to a playground place for toddlers and shit with Sofi!
Well, it's her choice really. She's the driver. So me and Freya will just go where they wanna go haha
Man, I really gotta get better and come up with cooler headlines for my posts. Like...
"a gerbils life, some snow and snuggles"
Yeah... now that's a headline.
Anyhooo... We went to town this weekend, and Freya walked. (yep, we ditched the stroller... actually, we don't use the stroller much anymore at all) Freya is such a big girl these days :) We took the bus there, but we walked all the way home. She's quite the walker ;) lmao
She holds leileis leach these days too, so we're working on responsibility. A little soon for it, but really... how soon is "too soon"?
Well, back to town. We were buying leileis dogfood so Freya got to see all the animals they have in the little petshop. The fish was pretty interesting, but when she saw the bunnies.... yeah. That's all she said after that. "Bunny... bunny". hahaha I thought the gerbils were pretty cute. :3
It's been snowing lately too. Finally, back to normal sweden. The snowy kind. haha
I think we've had a good weekend. There's been lots of snuggles here. And you know me, I fucking love me some snuggles haha
Frost and I spoon each other every night. The key to a good relationship, plus it's just so damn cozy lol And at some point during the night, the little gremlin comes into our room and crawls into bed and squeezes herself riiiight in between us haha So it's like a big bundle of snuggles.
And that's my love advice to everyone to. Yep. (Though I'm not a love guru haha But I am a person who's very much in love and I feel the love from my man too, He makes me feel so loved )
But in all seriousness, that was the advice I gave my friend when she was considering breaking up with her boyfriend. She asked me for my advice. So I asked her if they snuggle... she said that they never do. So I told her to start snuggling, like take a nap everyday too. Just for 15 minutes or something. And snuggle the shit out of each other. And try not to have sex. haha Cause the point is to be intimate and snuggle. It feel soooo good though, right? Just skin against skin. Hugs and squeezes. aaaaw <3
It actually releases a lot of oxytocin.. and therapists claim that it just makes people "feel good".
And it also reduces stress and blood pressure.
I really am a typical mom huh? haha Most of what I post is either about Freyster or videogames... or how much monkey sex me and Frost have been having. Yeah. I'm just a regular mama nerd.
It's a pretty boring life I guess. Somewhat mundane...(though life would be a little easier if we had more money, cause we'd go places! wheee! Imagine the dates we could have. Whoa..) But I still find amazing stuff everyday. It's one of the things I'm good at. Small things can be so amazing to me :)
Like if Freya is extra cute or something. haha
lol she was "going on a walk" she said and got dressed. Sadly for her, it's -6 outside so...... yeah. No.
And if me and Frost fall asleep spooning and wake up the same way 7 hours later. I like that feeling. He'd held me all night, intimacy is so fucking important. Another amazing thing is when Freya comes into our room at night and cuddles up against me while she's squished between us haha She's so warm and snuggly <3 Also, if someone suddenly shows up with a cup of coffee. Mmm...
Or when me and Frost laugh so hard at something, you'd think we'd be stoned haha I love when he laughs. <3
Anyway...
I went to get the IV today. Those things usually don't take very long.... but for some reason it was extremely hard for the nurses to find a vein and out the needle in -_- Man did I suffer. It took them 1 hour and 15 minutes to just get a vein that would let the blood flow properly.
God it was fucking painful........they dug around in there like Indiana Jones looking for that damn treasure.... (and they did all that after I told the nursing students how painful it is if you dig into a vein to put it "right" and also if you prick someone in the same hole again to try again and shit...gosh..that pain...bluuaaagh...) So, yeah. The lady dug around in it. But I forgave her cause she was really trying very hard for my sake so we wouldn't have to stick it in my hands or feet. Unfortunately, the other nurse had already pricked me in the wrists........................................ eventually the third nurse got it right and we all sighed of relief. Even the students haha So all in all, I was there for well over 2 hours. Hopefully this'll help me feel better. I'm a little anemic so I hope I'll feel well rested and whatnot.
Anyhoooooooooooooo..... picking up Freya from daycare was a delight though! And she made a name sign :) And she was so proud of it. <3 Seriously. She even showed it to ALL the clerks at the pharmacy haha And then the ones at the store too lol
lots of sparkles and cutesy stuff. She got praised by everyone. Which made her even prouder lol So we hung it up on her door. She's finally at that creative age. Gaah we're gonna have so much fun!
What else...what else... ah, I ordered a bunch of beautiful and cute beads for Freya so she can make necklaces and bracelets. She wanted to make some for moimoi and Latte. And mama and daddy too. Daaaaw... and one for Djeen too. So I figured I'd let her have some fun. And we can have fun together!
(pic from google)
Man, I make good food. Seriously. I never thought about it...but I really do. It's delicious. Tomorrow we're doing one of Freysters favorites. Spaghetti and ground beef sauce. Yay.
What else is on the list for tomorrow.... #TheDaysOfaMom
Dinner, mopping the floors.... hmm.. oh and mom is picking up Freya & Wille from daycare tomorrow as well, and what else...........Frost vacuuming naked (I can totally make him do that...) and dusting, watching some Crazy ex-girlfriend......and sex, oh yeah. Lots and lots of sex. Snuggles and sex. lol
Talking about Crazy Ex Girlfriend, that is one fucking hilarious show! I mean, this show can make me laugh so hysterically. How can not have seen this until now?! God.
BLAM! I love that chick. She's incredible. haha The character she plays is totally and completely INSANE. I shit you not haha She is crazy.
You guys have to watch this!
And also, Frost and I watched the entire season of The Santa Clarita Dietas soon as it was released on Netflix. AND OMFG IT WAS AWESOME! We laughed so fucking hard! I may even have peed myself a little from laughing so hard haha
This show should be seen by everyone with eyes. Seriously.
If you don't laugh to this.... there's something seriously wrong with you. And I mean that with the utmost concern. Like really... you should get that checked.
I gotta say, this is one of the best series I've ever seen.
Anyway.
Snuggle time! I just know that Frost's booty is missing my claws right now. hahaha
Ok, so we had a very unproductive and slow sunday.... like... it was almost shameful. Both Frost and I were so damn sick -_- (I'm still sick btw...) this cold has seriously been going on for almost 2 weeks. Gueh... and I've had a migraine for three days now too, but after some valium...it actually started to ease up. So I decided that yesterday and today would be really productive days instead. I can actually do shit if I decide it like that. So I said "tomorrow will be a good day and I'll get sooooo much shit done" and yay me. I was right. Sure, the migraine was a dick... but I still managed to do laundry, and make dinner (mashed potatoes and meatballs and gravy) and snuggle up and watch fun stuff with Frost.
So I woke up pretty "early" today. (7:30 lol) after spending the entire night in Freyas bed with her. She was very needy and clingy. My little gremlin... she said she had nightmares. Though I wonder if she actually knows what that means....
But anyway, yeah. Woke up. Dragged my babypuff up too haha And I made her banana paddies :D
Best part is that you barely need flour in it and no sugar. Perfect for a baby gremlin. She loves them :)
Anyhoo...the other evening I got a text asking me if it was ok to give me flowers. ♧
It was from the person who's credit card i found last week. Yep. I said that it really wasn't necessary but in the end I still ended up with a huge bouquet of tulips. (I love tulips♡) But it was so big I had to split it and put it in two different vases.
Oh...ooooh~ i feel like I'm dying. I shit you not. My throat is so swollen...my lungs are full of mucus...and my throat and neck hurts like a motherfudgeee..... yeah. Whatever. It fucking hurts really.
And thus, I went to the doctor and tests showed that I have a virus infection.
To put it plainly.... a God damn cold then huh?
Well maybe a little worse lol But still.
Anyway... I gotta go. There super special love snuggles that awaits me in our bed chambers. Pip pip! Cheerio!
