Friday

I peed today!
Now this may not mean much to you, but to me...this was quite the accomplishment! And boy, did that feel good.
It's been almost 4 days since I last peed normally.

I'm guessing my uterus is pushing too hard on my bladder....
And I've been having head aches for 4 days straight now as well. Boo...

So anyway, I'm watching Hannibal (te series) Mads Mikkelsen is awesome as Dr. Lector.
Welp, I still here his Danish accent sometimes but that doesn't matter at all.

It's kinda of a brutal show btw... I sorta have weak stomach since I got pregnant.. And this show, it's very... detailed.
I'm pretty sure I threw up in my mouth earlier....

Anyway, stina is coming over later. Yup. Yay me!

Some thoughts

Here's a thought...
I used to have these phobias... And I know they're weird ones too. I'm watching a movie and someone was wiping someone's tears away with their hand..

See, I hated kissing, lips touching.. And I absolutely HATED tears, and saliva and whatever. Anything human, grossed me out.
And I mean like I'd get furious if someone would "joke" with me and put a tear on me (if they laughed so hard they'd cry) Now that would gross me out like crazy.


But Frosts tears... I wouldn't mind wiping them away, if his eyes were ever teary.
I will be the one to wipe his tears for the rest of our lives.
And I definitely don't mind his saliva hahaha I love kissing him. It's like one of my most favorite things to do.


I think Frost may have taught me how to open up and live <3
And he gave me a baby. One of the greatest gifts ever.

These are just some random thoughts going through my head.

Hello peanut

Well duh, of course he's bigger than a peanut now lol But peanut will be the nickname.

It's about time for me to start looking at maternity clothes... Normal leggings feel like they're killing peanut, cutting through my uterus. -_-
Extremely uncomfortable in other words.

So mommy pant here I come!
I bet they're comfortable as fuck. :)

On march 31st Frost and I are going to do another ultrasound. And this time we're gonna find out the gender! :D wheeee!

Oh, I went to meet Edita in town today. It's been YEARS since we saw each other. I guess being in different countries all the time does that to friendship lol it was nice seeing her though :) I do miss her funny attitude!

Baby!

So, today peanut got a baby crib. :) ❤
The grandparents to be went and got it. Mormor & morfar. (I taught Frost what morfar means ^_^)

So, what's up in general?
Well I feel ok. I'm still in the tired phase (cause I'm anemic) and you can actually see the wee babybump now. It's small :) I can still blame it in being fat so far lol But a girl at the store said that it's visible, even when I'm wearing my jacket.
So I'm thinking maybe it shows more the more clothes I wear? Haha
My little peanut can fit in the palm of my hand now. Gosh, peanut's growing like a tree! Just like it's daddy❤

My hormones are annoying.. I'm extremely sensitive. But some people don't understand just HOW sensitive one can get during a pregnancy. Thanks for that btw.

I can seriously cry for hours without stopping. It's crazy.
And I can snap too. Sofie said that she even stopped wanting to hang out with her usual friends. She said she can't help but to find some stupid now. And apparently hormones will do that to ya. Hah

Saturday

Well... This day started out good.
And then it turned in to the shittiest day ever.

No reason

Well, I feel a lot better today.
And I went on adventures with mom.
To the store.

I cleaned up and made myself look pretty for no apparent reason really lol
Probably cause I'm sick of looking like a corpse -_-

Yay I'm watching The Walking Dead at my sisters right now. Wheeee!

Knights if Sidonia

OMG. OMG. OMG.
YaaaaaY!

Netflix announced that they're arising Knights of Sidonia! Sweeeeet!

I may be old and pregnant.
But I'll always love mecha.
I want my own robot :3

I wonder if they have FMP or some other good mecha anime...

Apple pie!

Sofia dropped by earlier... She brought ingredients which made me wonder at first... Till I saw the apples. Yay!
She started making an apple pie ♡
How sweet!

God, that pie sure was good ♡
If only I felt better... -_-

Achoo

Achoo!
Not sure if I'm dying or if being cursed lol
Day three. Getting worse.

I'm so sick that I find it extremely difficult to just go to the bathroom and pee. And even though I drink soooooo much water, somehow I still feel dehydrated. Dry mouth, can badly swallow and a clogged runny nose.

lol every time I sneeze lei lei jumps up and farts. Haha


I am lucky though, with such sweet friends that even go shopping for me when I can't. <3

Sickly

Sooooo turns out I caught the flu. Or some nasty ass cold from hell.
Either way, I'm feeling like shit.

I got sick yesterday night. I kinda thought oooooooh I'm all better now when I woke up this morning. So I took off for a reeeeeaaaaally long walk out in the woods with mom and my sister. Halfway through my lungs kinda collapsed and it got hard to breathe..

So here I am feeling shitty.
It's almost 11pm but I just had to have coffee. So, I made some. Yum.

I just hope peanut is ok. ♡
I wonder if it's really bad to be this sick when I'm pregnant...

Don't be mad peanut!
I bet it's bumpy when I cough all the time.