Frozen 2

Frost and I took Freya to her first movie theater experience yesterday. ✨🎉

We took her to see Frozen 2, and she was beyond excited. Haha 😁💖 So freakin' cute~

We had an awesome time in town yesterday.
I think we all needed that. It felt awesome doing something like this with the whole family together.

Long time no see~

Obviously it's been a while since I've posted anything here.

Or rather, I kinda took a break from all social medias really. Somehow it got boring 🤷🏻‍♀️

But I should update once in a while, shouldn't I?

Christmas and New year's has passed.
Freya had a great Christmas, and Santa gave her Sonic and super Mario for the switch. Needless to say, she was excited as hell 😁

Freyster put out a gingerbread cookie and milk for santa the night before. 😊💖 It's adorable how exciting Christmas is for her.

Unfortunately, it's been kind of a snowless winter so far. The snow came as quickly as it disappeared. Which sucked. But oh well.... We did make sure to enjoy it while it lasted.

Also, gingerbread cookies and a gingerbread house was done. 

As it should. 👌🏻

It's been a nice winter I guess. 

I had fun with Sofi while the kids did Christmas baking and stuff. Plus, I missed hanging out with her so that was really was fun 💖

Anyhoo.... I gotta go pee.

Weekend & babies

Ooooh Me and Frost were alone this weekend actually, Freya was in Stockholm attending a birthday party 🎈 And then they went to Zinkgruvan and stayed the night.

And me and Josse and Doris visited dad & Kuti on Saturday. We actually had a good time and ate good shit from Al Forno~
We also talked about their move to Skåne. They're moving in November.
I'm excited about that, plus Marty lives like 15 minutes away from their new apartment so that's fucking awesome sauce~ 🥳

But yeah, we had a good weekend and a good time at dad's ✨

I've never liked the 19th of October. It's always felt negative to me. 

Aaaand Kim was about to give birth this Saturday, the 19th 🙄😂 "you think you could keep it tight till the 20th? 😂  You don't wanna give birth on an unlucky negative day right?"🤷🏻‍♀️ I basically forbade her to give birth that day lmao

Stevie knows that I've always had a negative feeling towards the 19th, so he was the one the wrote me on Friday telling me he was "worried" that the baby was gonna be born on such a bad day 😂 haha She was dilated 1cm, and her contractions were pretty painful. So I thought that the baby was definitely gonna come at least this weekend.

But who would've thought that even the baby felt that the 19th was a unlucky day? 🤣
She was still only dilated 1cm at the end of the day haha
To be honest, if that little jellybean was born on the 19th, he would've changed the feeling I have for that day anyway.

Did I mention that they chose not to find out the gender of the baby? This makes it even more exciting. I wonder what it's going to be. Frost and I believe it's a boy 🤷🏻‍♀️ I'm gonna be an aunt again 🥰


Anyway, I've basically been on the phone with him the entire weekend.😅 I realized that they were NOT properly prepared when it came to certain things, so I sat down and talked to him and her for hours.🤗
Explaining things and going through important steps. And I think they're properly prepared now.

I can't wait for the jellybean to be born 🎈 I bet he's going to be so cute. Normally, babies ain't cute at all the same day they're born.

I mean, Freya looked like she was Asian 🤣🥰 Not that I dislike Asians, I'm just pointing out that babies look really different the first day. Freya was actually pretty cute just a few hours after she was born for some reason. I was expecting her to look like a turd 🤷🏻‍♀️😂
This pic was a few hours after she was born.🍀  And I remember that we were all actually surprised at how fucking cute she was. (Everyone except Josse probably 😅🤷🏻‍♀️)
 Since everybody knows that babies are pretty ugly the first day, or first few days in some cases lol

Freyster really was (and still is) adorable💕 

At first I thought me & Frost only thought that way cause we're her parents. Parents normally think their kids are the cutest you know?

But mom, and the rest of the family said she was increeeeedibly cute and my friends too 🥰

But I still somewhat thought that they were just saying it to be nice or cause they were biased, you know? 🤷🏻‍♀️

But then Sofi & Lykke came by and when she said, I believed it. Sofi is that type of person who's brutally honest just like me. 

Obviously I believed Marty & Nathalie too when they said that she was cute, but I also thought that they were slightly biased since we're so close. So I thought that they just got blinded by love since they're kind of her aunties. 🥰😅

But she really was adorable. 

Frost always said SHE'S FUCKING ADORABLE. And he's always been very honest, and he's able to see if his baby is ugly it not lol He doesn't get biased haha

But I honestly think that jellybean is gonna be cute the same day he's born.

And Stevie, even if your baby is ugly as hell the first day... I'm sure he'll look adorable after a day or two.
Hopefully he didn't inherit your looks at all, so he'll look so sweet 👌🏻✨

I'm so happy for you guys~

Today's Monday, and hopefully she's dilated more than 1 cm now. Iiiiih exciting! 🎉🎊🎉🎂🎉

Monday 🍁

This morning was so nice~

It's not like there was anything out of the ordinary, but it was just the way the morning felt you know?

I woke up really early (early for being us you know lol) and it was pitch black outside. Yeah, have y'all noticed how the mornings and evenings are really really dark these days.

It's heavenly right?

See, some people gets seasonal depressions during the autumn. But I, I get more relaxed and calm. Cause I feel at ease more now that it's so dark outside. The darker it is, the calmer I get.  Which is a huge reason for why I really love autumn and winter. But it's just one of the reasons.
Other reasons are the cold weather, the lovely colors in the trees, you get to wear knitted stuff and knit scarves and beanies, AND you get to drink hot chocolate at night when it's cold and raw outside, and Halloweeeeeeeeeen too 🎃, booooy don't get me started on Halloween lol And then there's the Christmas shenanigans too 🎄✨ Fucking hell I sure do love Christmas. And with that there's so many fun cozy things to do so it's too much for me to mention, and what else...hmm... Ah, Yes like I said earlier; the days gets shorter and darker 🙌🏻

Basically, this is the season of hot chocolate & snuggles under blankets 🖤🖤🖤
And this fam fucking love snuggles & cuddles & hot chocolate. 🥰


So the reason why this morning was so wonderful was simply cause I woke up and it was so dark, I felt a warn lump next to me. Freya had come in to our room last night, and she weaseled her way up in our bed and snuggled.
Frost was already up, doodling around in the living room. And when he heard that I woke up, he came back to bed and snuggled with us some more.
It was just nice, you know?
Waking up with a warm little babypuff snuggled up against me, it was dark and cold outside and I could tell that it's been raining during the night. And then my man came back and made the bed even warmer and cozier 🖤

I've still got it

Mwehehehe.....

Yesterday in town, me and Frost strolled around a bit and then ended up talking enthusiastically with a store owner.

In the end I asked if they don't happen to be looking for new employees, and the owner looked super disappointed and said "no.... I hired two more and they'll start tomorrow".

And I joked and said "well that sucks, you know I'm much better than them 😜" and then he shocked me by saying "Yes! I know! I can tell! I get super good vibes from you and I love your attitude and energy. Can't you at least give me your resume anyway? Cause you'd fit in so well here".

And that fucking surprised me. Haha

I was half joking you know. 🤷🏻‍♀️

But I decide to pick up on his offer so... Yeah.

It's nice to hear that I've still got it lol

But mostly it's nice to hear that someone likes my attitude and energy 🙃  It's been a while since worked, and I really wanna go back to working. But I don't wanna work just anywhere.

I've gone through way too much bullshit at some workplaces and I'm fucking done being everyone's little bitch 🤷🏻‍♀️ The way I was treated when I was 22, is definitely NOT how I'll let anyone treat me at 33. Nope.
I won't even let my boss treat me the way I was treated in the past.

Even at my last job, I was liked by the manager and the boss, but as per usual... Me and the coworkers clashed. I mean I get it... It's hard getting along with cunts. And they were that fake kind of cunt. They pretend to be so fucking good and sweet and kind, but in reality they'll stab you in the eye with a spoon when they get a chance too. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Always so much trashtalking. Why? I don't get it. And why am I always labeled as the dick cause I choose to be honest and tell people what I think instead of trashtalking? I don't get it. It doesn't make any sense. Like, would you rather have me talking shit about you behind your back,.making life hard for you...instead of me facing you? 🙄🙄🙄

People are dumb.

Talking about jobs, I ran into an old colleague earlier, when me and Frost were out for a walk.

Now, she and I... We had a good work relationship. She was an older woman and I noticed early on that she was definitely bullied by the others. So obviously I tried to make her feel less lonely. And I even stood up for her in front of the others. Which was the beginning of MY lovely work experience. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Gosh they hated me lmao 😂 But she and I still got along real good. Together with a few others.

But when I quit, it never occurred to me that her life would be shitty again. Since I thought that they finally stopped bullying her.
But I guess when you've been bullying someone for 13 years, you can't just stop and not do it anymore huh? 😑

Anyway, I met her today. And I asked her she was, and she suddenly just starts crying. The tears keep falling and I'm terrible at comforting people....
And she tries to apologize for crying and then hiding, so I just went up and hugged her from behind cause she's so tiny.
She couldn't even explain what was wrong. But she didn't have to.
I asked her if things still hadn't gotten better, and she shook her head. And I asked her if they're treating her even worse now, and she nodded.

Man, that made me so sad. I feel so sorry for her.

Even when I worked there, the bosses just avoided dealing with everyone's bullying. Cause everyone talked shit about everyone there. Either you talked shit and made a lot of noise, or you stayed silent and did your job and became someone people disliked.
 And the ones who were quiet just became the weaker ones, since no one heard them.
And she and the others that liked me belonged to that latter group. 🤷🏻‍♀️
So when I got fired, when they tried to speak up for me... No one listened to them.
I felt more sorry for them than for me back then. Cause it really showed how fucked up the system is sometimes. And she's STILL working there. Still hating it. Still being tormented. Just cause she's a little different. God I hated that group of people. They were a bunch of flaccid std dicks. 🤬


But I've decided to do something about it. If I can help her even the slightest, then that's what I should do.


So I'm gonna fuck shit up for the management now. 👌🏻🎉

Foodies

Ok, so yesterday I decided to cook some shrimp pasta for Frost. 

Now, I don't eat shrimps 🤮

But my man suuuure do love them.

So I was originally making shrimp pesto pasta. But I figured that I'd up it a notch, and add heavy cream and parmesan too. So I did. 

I ended up with a very happy full and satisfied husband lmao 

And tonight, we did a meatloaf, with apples, red onions and potatoes around it. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Simple, yet delicious.
Made some brown gravy while iw as at it too. Ooooom nom nom nom.

Good times~


Ah ok, I think I've bragged enough now 👌🏻

When Friday adventures happen

Friday was a good day.

I mean, yeah... I ended up with a fucking headache that lasted throughout the entire weekend. But still. Friday was a good fucking day~ 🖤

Freya and Frost and I went to the dentist around noon. Freyster has 20teeth, and they're in mint condition haha The dentist complimented her and said that she has super good and clean teeth and that her parents sure are brushing them good 😁 So that made Freya happy.

After that, Josse picked us up... So me, Freyster & Josse went to another town to have some fun at a fair.

Freyster had some much fun~
And she got a rainbow unicorn balloon... Not many things can too that lmao 😂🌈🦄

Candy rain, bouncing castle, donuts and candied apples. Shiiieeeet.... 🤷🏻‍♀️

It was a good Friday adventure 🖤
And she wasn't the only one who had fun 😊 I enjoyed myself way too much for being adult lmao 😂

Borderlands 3

Friday was a borderlands day, Sunday is as well.


I decided to begin the day with The Prodigy to get in some killing mood lmao

Let's get it cracking, Borderlands 3 :D

This time, I decided to be Moze. (she new bruuuh)  Instead of the hunter like last time. Though I did enjoy having a falcon attacking for me. Maybe I should've picked Fl4k hmm?

Oh well, I got some badass killing trophies for this shit so I guess Moze suits me just fine lmao
Normally, I'd prefer to play on the xbox. But meh....Frost won.



Eeey, one of the best seasons coming up now btw bro.

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

We've had a nice weekend. 

I gotta say, The Dark Crystal is fucking addicting.. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Well,.so is Gears 5 sooo.....yeah. It's all about prioritizing really. Dark crystal with Freya, Gears 5 after she's gone to bed. 

Except last night. Yeah, last night me and Frost just ended up on the couch snuggling all fucking evening after Freyster went to bed. 

After 11 sometime, my brother got back in town so I met up with him for a quick chat.
We decided to eat dinner in the living room yesterday, it was Freya's choice aaaaand she ate hers a little.... different. I'll show ya'll a pic of that haha 

She wanted a picnic with her friends. 

Normally I'd say no to eating on the floor 🙄 But whatever. 

Maybe this will be a fun and sweet memory for her when she's older? 

Who knows. 

And today, is just another rainy day. And I can't complain 😊 it's rather nice wouldn't you say?? 

Well maybe not for the guys working on the roof on the building across the street. But for people staying at home playing videogames or watching Netflix, this weather is perfect. 👌🏻

Btw, I made the what fucking chili last night. I was supposed to do it a few days ago, but you know....stuff. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Buuuut... The reason I'm even mentioning the chili, is cause Freyster LOVED it. And that made me happy haha 🤗  I'm quite easy to please. 

Another thing that made me oh so happy is the fact that Freya likes pea soup. 🎉 Yay! I'm not the only one liking it anymore. Scoooooore~

And yes, that's a fuckton of corn in her peasoup. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 

She likes it so... What can I say haha

Coffee and cuddles

 Yeah, it's a coffee & cuddles kind of day today ☕🥰🌧️

A rainy and grey day 🌧️😊 Just the way I like it.
And autumn's here finally.🍁🎉
Oh how I've longed for this season 🤷🏻‍♀️✨🍁🍂

So we're making it a family day, we're  watching The Dark Crystal on Netflix with Freya, and me and Frost are enjoying our coffee. ☕✨

He's been making our own coffee these days. Yup. Grinding our own beans and shit. He seems to enjoy it.

I gotta admit that the coffee he makes does taste amazing 👌🏻 so I guess there really is a difference between freshly ground coffee and store bought coffee ☕

Hmm...who would've thunk?

Ugh... I've been crappy at blogging, and I suppose one reason is that my EDS has kind of flared up like fucking crazy. It makes me loose interest in shit. But recently I've started doing things again so I'm happy about that. No one knows exactly how bad I've been feeling. Frost doesn't even know the exact amount of pain I've gone through, cause if I told people...they'd worry way too much and I know they'd get sad too. Cause let's face it, this shit is depressing as fuck. 
But recently, I met a good doctor.. and things started looking up after that, I gradually got better.
And now I'm drawing again, working out, meeting friends, talking more with them as well, going out more and playing games again. I'm scared that this is "too good to be true", so I decided to just enjoy it while it lasts 😏

Talking about games guys.... Y'all played Gears Of War 5 yet? Cause daaaayyuuuum... So nostalgic. It's nothing like the 4th one, it's got more of an older feeling. Going back to the early games. I like that. We played it for hours last night after Freyster went to bed.
I'll write more about Gears of war later though.


Ok, Josse just picked up Freyster for a walk, and I' gonna chit chat with Sofi a bit and help Frost will the laundry. When Freyster comes home she and I will make some chili 👍 (I keep teaching my friends how to make my chili, maybe I should start charging them lmao I feel like everyone loves it  too much, so I teach it to them so I don't have to cook for them hahaha) 😂  Welp, I do know no one can make it better than me. Plus, Freya has learned what it means when I say I cook with love haha She's so cute 💖💖💖