Your'e a wild one, aren't ya?

I wonder what your'e doing in there.. Are you redecorating my womb? Are you in an imaginary fight for your life in Street Fighter? I can't wait to meet you wee one. I wonder what you'll look like.

I bet you'll be cute :)
Yup. I bet you'll look like your dad, with dark brown tootsie roll eyes. You'll be a beauty though when you grow up. I know that. :)

But you might look like a troll in the beginning. Who knows?
No mother would ever find their baby ugly though. so you'll always be the most beautiful creature in the world in my eyes. Your daddy will feel the same.

I can already tell that you'll be a "daddy's girl".❤
Cause you always calm down as soon as he's nearby. When he lays his hand on my tummy you immediately stop squirming around.

It's not long now. You could actually be born at any time now is what the nurse said. It' still early though. Hopefully you won't be born too early.


I worry a lot.
I think 'what if..' all the time.

I read about a woman who lost all her 3 babies in week 30. What was supposed to be a happy day, seeing them in ultrasounds turned into nightmares.

No heartbeat.

It broke my heart to read her sad story.



So I get worried... You can't stop having a heartbeat little baby.

Sure, I complain that you kick harrrd a lot. And you squirm around and junk, but if you stop... I'll panic. I'd rather have my wild baby kick me all the time, than to have you stop.

Frost says I just worry too much. That women have been giving birth for thousands of years. And that it'll be fine. Your'e father is usually right :)

I was thinking the other day, about how much you'll LOVE the summers. How you'll get to spend some time with your grandma Petra and grandpa Lasse in the summerhouse :) You'll have a swing, and you'll get to go to the beach. Swim and play a lot. Have picnics and strawberries and so on. Yep. Summer will be fun for you. Grandma even said you'll have your own little splash pool. Yay you.

If mom's not too fat... I swear I'll squish myself down in it too haha

And just imagine how fun you'll have with auntie Josse!
She'll take you out on adventures for sure. She'll definitely show you a whole new world :)


anyway.

Your'e kicking like crazy right now, you don't like when I sit this way. haha

You sure are a wild one.

I felt like writing my thoughts like this. Sometimes it helps me to not worry too much about the future.

You may continue kicking now wee wild one ❤

Early morning

I guess this ain't early if you have a job huh?
But I don't so...

I rarely sleep these days, so naps are in order :D

The baby kept me awake since 2am more or less. I passed out a lil' while around 4 till 6:30. So I guess that's better than nothing. She kept on kicking, and moving around.

And let me tell you that it's actually NOT a nice feeling when she's stretching or moving now cause she's getting so big. -_-

Frost is still sleeping in bed, I see him wiggling his feet. He's snoring and looks generally peaceful. :) I'm glad. My little snuggletree.

My tummy aches are more frequent now. it's bothersome. I can't relax...So I'm just sitting here. Wobbling back and forth. -_-

I wonder how many hours it'll take before honeypuff wakes up. :/ Hmmm....

Anyway, I guess I'll go shower and maybe wash my hair and junk. Yup. Might as well :D

Maybe I'll clean some too?

Chicken salad

I'm good. haha I made chicken salad for me and my honey today. I think we'll eat a lot of salad these next few weeks. i think that's for the best :) Plus, it's delicious!

yes yes I'm messy when I eat.

Oh, and I talked to my obstetric (Or midwife if you like) today. And she told me I'll go to the hospital next week to get liquid iron pumped in me intravenously. Yup. My blood levels are insanely low :(

And here I thought that my levels went up a bit since I got pregnant. I really thought so. But the nurse said i probably just got used to it. Bleh.
Apparently nausea, extreme dizziness, and a BAD fucking tummy and fatigue are signs of severe anemia.

I'm happy if I get iron supplements intravenously. :D Very happy!
I won't be sleepy anymore! Wheeee~

FUCK

I left the freezer open earlier when I put in groceries :<

And it started beeping now. So basically it's been open for two hours...I wonder if the food is still good? O_o

BabyBELLY!

Booo...

I'm calling the clinic tomorrow. I've been dizzy, almost fainting, extreme EXTREEEEEME FUCKING tummy ache. Bad in the tummy too... Nausea.. Oh and now back pain.

Frost is sick too. I started wondering if there's a virus since his tummy is hurting as well. But the more I think about it, the more it reminds me of when I first got sick 7 years ago. The pain is almost the same. -_-

It doesn't matter if I'm sick again though, since I can't eat the medicine now that I'm pregnant anyway.
But I do need extra nourishment now since I can't seem to keep it. And thus, I have to call the clinic. Boring.. But ya know, I'm worried about the baby. Not me. And I'm SO swollen. Fluid everywhere. Especially my arms and thighs and calves :/ Bleh..

Aaaand I'm constantly sleepy. -.-

Zzzz...

I could barely stay awake at first at the information meeting today.

Oh and I probably failed the test as well today. Yup. All I could think of was I NEED TO GO TO THE BAAAATHROOOOOOOM!!!
I tried my best though.



Frost and I have been practicing Å Ä Ö. And words that has those letters in them. Haha he's such an American. :P

Doodles and more heartburn

I've been popping Novalucol like it's candy today.
It helps a lil' against the heartburn but not much. I wish I could eat Pepto Bismol. That shit took the heartburn away in SECONDS. I kid you not.

Anyway...I've been drawing all day. Except for when I went and looked a baby strollers and went to ikea. Yup.

Frost is brushing Lei Lei right now... it's almost 1am. haha He's so sweet with her. And now he's wiping her eyes clean <3
 She'll probably have diarrhea the nest few days. Again.

I gave her a giant bulls penis. Or as som like to call it 'A bulls muscle' lol I asked the lady at the store if Lei lei could eat it despite her sensitive stomach. And she said 'let her chew on it for 10 minutes, than take it away and see how her tummy acts.'

well... I gave it to her. went to the bathroom... and when I came out she had eaten the whole damn things O_O And there was 'cock crumbles' everywhere...........and she licked it ALL up.
So now I don't have to mop the floors. haha joking.


Right.....Frost's dad wants me to post more pics of me pregnant on facebook so they can see too. But I'm thinking...why not just send it to them instead? I look like a bloated walrus anyway :D

oh la la

Right, I haven't smoked a single cigarette in over half a year now. YAY ME. It hasn't been hard at all. But that's because of my baby. I wouldn't wanna hurt her at all. I wouldn't want her to have noqitine and tar in her because of a douche mother.

Nope.


Sometimes I worry what'll happen once she's born...
Will my desire to smoke suddenly come back like it has for so many other mothers? Or will I not crave it at all.
Cause sometimes, especially summer nights I can miss having a smoke with my sister or Frost under the nice starry sky. Weird huh?

Anyway.

No cigarettes so far. SO WOHO.

Fika with mom

We dropped honey off at SFI. He does NOT enjoy it. At all. Nope.

And I'm enjoying a nice cup of coffee with mom and Bara Vara. I'll pick honey up later with Lei Lei. It sucks that it's such a sucky place to be at. How are you suppose to learn swedish if you can't get an answer in English when you ask? Stupid,,

Anyway. The baby is kicking the raspberry pie I ate earlier out of me,..I feel like throwing up. Bleh...

Say hi to my mom.

Beautiful

This man makes me so happy :) I'm so in love with this dork <3

Can't believe our daughter will be born in less than 2 1/2 months.

If she gets his facial traits, gosh...our baby girl will be ADORABLE. :3

I hope she'll be a mix between us when it comes to personality.

And I want her to be as smart as he is. He's a clever man.

Cause all I can teach her is languages and stories about trolls and legends. I'll show her a whole other world than the one we live in :)
Oh, I have a few other things to teach her too... And my morals. I'll also teach her that trust is earned.

I'll give her my moral and my positive way of thinking.

And I hope she'll inherit his way of making someone smile, like he makes me smile. :D

I hope she will smile and laugh a lot, and be a happy little girl.

Mom & dad are gonna make that happen <3

My man, our baby's father...is the bestest man in the world!

X-Men: Day Of Future Past

So, for his birthday I said I take him to the movies and so on. And obviously he get's to pick the movie. Luckily, he picked something right up my ally. WHEEEEEE~

I absolutely LOVE X-Men.
And this movie seems like it'll be fucking amazing. Really. It got 9.2 out of 10 stars. I mean, yeah. That's pretty epic.

Just watched a trailer too with Frost as well. And yes, it'll be freakin' awesome.

So, instead of going on the weekend we'll go see it on Monday.

And my snuggletree is super excited too. Yay. That's all that matters really.

And just because of this, we'll have to watch all the movies now :D I can't wait. Yay.

Oh, and also...Frost starts SFI on tuesday. But if he's free on wednesdag I'm borrowing mom's car and we're going on a little road trip then over the day. WHEEE~