aaaah why oh why

Bloody hell how difficult it is to sit in a room with a bunch of people, talking business and other stuff for the future... and I start having a cramp attack. YaY. I really really tried to smile and act normal but it's freakin' hard to do that when I almost stop breathing from the pain. It's been a year since I last got this sick... I had almost forgotten how painful it is.

well, if it gets worse I'll drop by the hospital as uuuuuusuaaaal. -.-


So, moving on to a bit peppier things.
I've got an education intervju this week. That's going to be interesting.
Marketing and sales.. stuff.... yeah I'll be honest with ya, I have no idea what I'll be studying. This is just to pass time and have something to fall back on I guess. Maybe not the best reason to study but with a mind like mine...I need to keep it preoccupied.

I'm rather positive despite the circumstances. :D

Aaaaah, my life ain't too bad even though I'm a wee bit lonely :D