Pyret is an old friend of my family as well as an old coworker of mine. Her son was my best friend when we were kids. She is a very unique person indeed. We're quite alike, both of us have had a hard time being accepted by some people because of our weird nature. And it's nice to know I have this person backing me up.
You have no idea how angry she is over the fact that I was just thrown away from work. haha She's like a little pitbull.
Aaaaah we've talked a lot today :) About everything between heaven and hell.
Funnily enough she knows quite a lot about me even though I've never shared stuff really...
She said that she always knew that I never showed emotions. I always laughed and smiled and never showed any fear or sadness. Yet according to her she saw in my eyes that I was on the verge of tears a few times before when some people did mean things to me at work etc... She said even if I have a poker face, my eyes still express the feelings inside of me.
It's rare to meet people that can see things like that. Hah... And here I was thinking my solid poker face was flawless.
Well, I feel really good now.
She told me that it's nice to see me dealing with emotions nowadays haha Feels kind of strange to hear that I focus too much on other peoples happiness instead of my own... And that i deserve happiness too. If you ask me, I think I've been getting better at that though. I want happiness too. I promised someone a few months ago that I would start thinking about myself more and honestly...don't you guys agree that I have been doing so???
I AM happy nowadays though. Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of things to be grateful for :) and I have hopes for the first time as well!
This would be one of the hottest 60 year olds ever btw, don't you agree? :)
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