Nervous?

Not yet really. But I'm getting there. I bet I'll be shitting bricks by this time tomorrow. Yup. I'm going to be a mom!  ☆

Yesterday Sofia dropped by :) She gave me newborn diapers and wetnapkins. :D I'm prepared now!
And today I got the diapers from my diaper smuggler Hanna from Norway. (It's soooo much cheaper in norway) I got 8 packages! That costs less than 200kr. Awesome! ☆
And Hanna gave them to me for free cause she wanted it to be a gift. What a schnookums sweetheart <3 She even got a clipcard on diapers now in Norway so we can get more and cheaper ones. She'll buy diapers and come to sweden once a month. It'll be perfect really.

Sofie also dropped by, on friday actually. She gave me baby clothes :)
Wheee~ Adorable freackin' clothes.❤️

Mom is coming home soon, we'll go to the store then :D
Which is nice cause I'm insanely bored. So it'll be like a lame adventure. YAY!

I suppose after tomorrow my life will never be boring again in a way...it'll be stressful, and mindblowing among other things, but probably not boring. haha

Höst!

It's not exactly cold outside, but it's definitely chillier than it was before. Frost gets cold at night. I'm still sweating though...And I'll probably continue doing that till the baby's out.

But I'm getting an autumn feeling...I've noticed that the fall might be around the corner. Which would be nice, it came late last year. Like october.

I LOVE the fall. And the winter. So much cosyness. Snuggles under blankets, hot chocolate, knitted clothes... YaY! The fall is definitely one of my favorite seasons. (Cause there's sooo many to choose from lol)

Autumn pictures I took in Alabama and Sweden :D

And it's almost time for this toooo!

You ready?

Hmm?
Am I ready?

As ready as I can be I suppose.

On monday, our little babypuff will come out :)
They're going to induce the labor then. But then again, it could take till monday till I manage to squeeze out that bundle of joy haha

Ah, I'm so excited. :D Iiiiiih!


Oh, yeah..I fell asleep as soon as I came home today basically.
I ate some lasagna and then went of to snoozeland.
I was exhausted for some reason. Even though it only took three hours today at the hospital.

welp, we might play some video games later but I feel like a rotten eggfart. I need to sleeeeeep haha

Much no fun, such bore...wow

I don't think it can get much more boring than this. -_-
Laying like this for hours... Boo.

Hopefully after today I have something good to tell you :)

Well, guess I'll continue being bored now. Yay.
Frost is dying of boredom too haha

Oh, the sky looks dark. Maybe it'll rain! Wheeeee~

Kräftskiva

I really love Frost more than anything. Sometimes I can just look at him and my heart goes *squeeeeeze!!* He's the love of my life :)

Such a cutie haha

Anyway.
Our weekend was nice. I swam a lot. And I love that haha Minus the fat part everything was nice.

I didn't like the crayfish though... haha But the pie..Mmmmm.. Much tasty. Such good. WOW. Mom really did make an awesome pie. :)  (I'm not sure what Robin is doing here on the picture but he looks a lil'....frisky lol)


We're sitting at home, playing CoD Back ops II Zombie mode together. Made it to round 16. Fucking aye we're good haha Teamwork!

How not to be when pregnant

We've had an awesome weekend really. Crayfish party and kubb playing haha

I swam a little yesterday too. (I'll make another post once were back in town about that)

Although I've had a good time, I was freakin' heartbroken yesterday cause my mother took two horribly ugly pictures of me and both of them got posted online. She even sent one to Frost. Everyone saw them.

And I woke up to a text message this morning from an old coworker:
'OMG I saw the pics of you. Holy shit. I couldn't even recognize you. You're ginormous (gigantisk). I'm sorry you've gotten so fat sweetie. It'll be hard for you too loose weight, But that's ok, I'm sure you can do it!! we still like you :)'
Geeeee.... Thanks. That totally didn't break my heart again. At all. No.




Yep. Yesterday... Was the first time in my life that I actually felt truly ugly. Ugly for everyone to see. Hideous is a better word for it.

And tbh I'm shocked that I'm this ugly and fat. I mean, yeah...I'm pregnant. I kinda know I'm huge. (I can feel it too) But I just never realized exactly how disgusting I looked. How fat I am.

Like What the hell... There's nothing beautiful about me at all.. Which really does make me sad.... I thought pregnant women automatically looked beautiful. Everyone I've ever seen did. How come I turned out like a fucking space cow?? I wanted to be a pretty pregnant lady too.





I don't want to feel like this ever again.

Olooo....

Gosh, I am SO bored that it's freakin' weird.
I wanna snuggle, but my body is just not cooperating with me at all. Blah..If I weren't so fat I'd crawl up against Frost and snuggle the living shit out of him, haha
I'll just send a virtual hug or whatever.

I've been cleaning the apartment since 4:30...so that's good. I guess. (Althoguh I've been up since 3am) I just can't seem to relax. Everything is uncomfortable so I couldn't sleep. Even though  moved to the couch. Boo..

But at least it looks a lil' cleaner here now.
I mean, it's not that easy to clean in the dark but I think I did well.
I've also cleaned the kitchen, and I could use the light there so I did the dishes too. YAY.

Tbh, just sitting here writing on my blog hurts.
It hurts my back and my stomach. -_- Smaller annoying contractions and shit and whatnot.

Seriously...It's totally worth it, but it's been one hell of a pregnancy haha

Aaah But I am so excited about Freya coming soon. It has to be soon. I'm entering week 39 on sunday. So yeah....you better pop out soon babypuff
I can just imagine how hard I'll fall for our baby. I already love her so much, just wait till I actually get to hold you. *mwaah!*

Well, it's about 5:44 now. And I suppose I can try and sleep a little. Or something. If we had a bigger apartment I'd totally go and play CoD Black ops II. Yup. (Thanks for that Nas) It's gonna be aaaawesome.
But not now when beeb is sleeping.

Yesterday

Well yesterday was anything but slow and dull -_-

First we went to the kennel and bathed Lei Lei. She had to take two baths cause Claes let her go out after the first one...and she shoved her face in the ground. He gave her ear drops. I knew that would happen then... So when he came carrying a big black and grey dog...I didn't see that it was Lei Lei. Haha So fucking dirty. So she had to be bathed once more.

After that I had problems with my stomach. Contractions were being a bitch... Plain torture really.

I realized that I was having pain under the right rib...
And eventually I called the delivery room at the hospital. I was told to do that when the pain got worse.

I wasn't prepared to sit there and wait in a room. Blood pressure tests, heart frequency tests, it one tests, blood samples... So freaking booooring.
I fell asleep countless of times.
Josse and Frost was with me though :) But we still almost died from boredom. lol

In the end, they decided I don't suffer from preeclampsia (yay me!) But I don't have a urine infection either...so basically they have no clue why there's protein in my urine. Strange.

But it made me happy to hear anyway :D WOHO!

The problem was that when we came home....my contractions were worse than ever. Painful and nasty, bugging me all night. In the end I had to lay on the couch instead. -_- Boo... It sucked big time.

Yeah this has been the night from hell. Horrible and painful.

I want her to pop out. Haha


My ribs can't really handle her anymore. Nor can my tummy. There's no more room in it haha

Well, whatever. She'll take the time she takes I suppose.

I wonder what we'll do today.
Frost is super bored... I need to entertain him <3

Waiting

Aaah, how I wish she'd come out now.

Life is pretty miserable these last few days before delivery.

I can't sleep.. I can't feel comfortable whatever I do.

And today she's been extra wild for some reason.

Crazy little babypuff <3

Why not just pop the fuck out now so mommy can kiss you bunches? :) 

I have to say, we've both been pretty miserable today.

I think Frost might be getting sick...he's been having a hard fucking time today haha Worse than me anyway.

20 days

Frost and I did a lot of errands yesterday. Which was good, cause they needed to be done. And now they finally are! Woho!
Oooh and we discovered a delicious surprise at Burger King.
Cappuccino Frappe. Oohohhohohohoh...so tasty haha

All that tastyness in one little cup.
The absolute best part was that it wasn't sweet!
I hate sweet coffee so this was a real pleasant surprise. Ah, I also finally bought an umbrella. haha

When we came home, I kinda felt like dying a little haha My giant fat body can't handle all that walking anymore. Bleh..


Oh, and we've started watching a new show.
Ray Donovan. Really good :D
We like it anyway. Yup.

Oh and yesterday, the contractions were horrible. So nasty and painful. Jeez...I actually had to sit down at the store cause I honestly couldn't stand anymore. -_- And it continued like that the entire evening. It wasn't easy falling asleep, I tell ya that.

Welå. Frost is snoring, the baby is having her usual stretching Yoga inside me. And I need to start walking now. I have an appointment at the maternity clinic at 10:00. May as well walk off early since I seem to move like a sloth.................

Oh and about me moving around.
I tripped up town yesterday. And fell forward...It must've looked so retared :( I couldn't stop running forward so I wouldn't fall on my stomach.
Frost is scared of letting me walk alone these days. I always trip or slip. I've always been a little clumsy..
He' also scared that I'll trip WHILE holding the baby after it's been born too since I'm so clumsy. -_- I'm not that clumsy....sometimes I just have accidents while moving around. Yup.


But today I'm going alone :D
Frost looks cute while sleeping, and this will be a fast appoinment. So I figured there's no point in waking him. Plus I can listen to music while walking over there :D