what part of LEAVE ME ALONE is it that you don't understand?

I'm listening to some music now, relaxing my brain and junk. As if worrying will ever fucking solve anything?  I'm clever enough to reason with myself and think clearly instead. haha Made sense? I've stopped thinking :D

But I'm contemplating leaving my phone on mute a lot more often now, and to leave it in my room sometimes. I don't have to be available for everyone at all times right? I think I like this solitary thing. I'm still social as ever. People still drop by. :) I think I like it this way better.  :) It makes me feel at ease. There's something about phones.... it's different if someone talks to me to my face ya know? I'm not like other women, I don't appreciate talking about my feelings. Why must people always talk about their god damn emotions all the time?! Well, not that I'm feeling bad or anything but you get the point right?







Oooh Did you know that:

• I can burp the alphabet ahaha
• I'm incredibly flexible
• I was born on a saturday. lol
• My eyes has a weird color if you look closely enough.
• I can shut down my emotions and not feel a thing if I have to.
• I turn 27 in 229 days.
• I only wear jewelry that someone has given me, or something with a thought behind it.
• sometimes I look down on people who are mentally weaker than me. :/
• Occasionally I do enjoy being mean......
• I like to read people.
• I probably have ADHD hah
• My boyfriend was born exactly one year and one day after me.
• I love comics
• I've only had 3 cups of coffee today
• I don't take orders that well.
• I'm way too stubborn.
• I smoke less now than I did a few months ago!
• I rarely drink alcohol these days.
• I may seem like an Airhead, but I have too many thoughts in my head that appears as pictures and there's so many that I sometimes have trouble differentiating one from another. Which results in me seeming like I'm too stupid sometimes. Sorry.
• I feel like breaking stuff today.
• for a person who doesn't particularly like pink, I have a LOT of pink stuff.
• I'm "too" straight forward sometimes. It scares people apparently. 
• I'm quite the hypocrite if you think about it.
• I LOVE torn clothes. 
• I am slow as fuck, slower than a sloth when it comes to get shit done I guess.
• I can only paint when my mind is fervid and filled with images. I need the spark.
• I actually do like to have flowers at home even though I rarely admit that.....
• I need to pee real bad right this moment.
• I am peeing now.
• this could be me joking or me being serious... you'll never knoooooow haha