Sunday, June 10, 2018

The speed of a snail

Sweet baby Jesus....

Jesper is driving, Thord is muttering about stuff and I'm laying half dead in the back seat.... And the car is traveling at the speed of snails.....  Cars everywhere. The traffic is shit. And there's miles and miles of cars. Weeeeeiiih~ (did I mention that I got burnt in the sun? No? Well I did. Pain. Lots and lots of pain..)

Meanwhile Frost and everyone is in Örebro. 

While I'm holding the only two keys to home in each hand. Eheh...oops. 
I wonder how they'll get inside the apartment? Lolololololol 😂

I'll post some pics later tonight from the weekend 😎

Friday, May 18, 2018

Outside stuff and junk

It looks like Frost will be Inna sickleave for a while.
 Due to his occupation, they're worried about not knowing what caused the seizure so they wanted him to be on a sickleave for a while. 
I think it'll be good for him too to just stay at home and recuperate. ❤️

Tomorrow is Friday, and Freyster will go with Mom and Lasse to the summer house. She's gonna have so much fun! I'm so excited for her. She'll play in her little pool, play with her toys in the grass and take naps in the hammock. Eat tasty breakfast and dinners and stuff, walking in the woods... Did I mention my mom's cooking is awesome? Yeah she'll have a hoot with them as usual. They sure do spoil their beloved grandchild. Haha 

But coming from a person who was never really loved not felt the warmth from her truly makes me happy knowing my daughter gets ALL of it from hers. 

I'm glad that Freya is going to have a real good time. It makes me so happy ❤️  I hope the weather is good this weekend so she can play as much as possible outside. Who knows, if the sun has warmed up the small lake by their house then maybe she can even go take a dip with them? 
Obviously she'll have floating stuff in her and they'll hold her. Cause there's no "beach". Just a small pier and rocks and deep water. But it's so beautiful.

It's ridiculous how much we miss her as soon as she's gone.

She's so fucking sweet and kind, but also stubborn and obstinate haha 😂 She can be a real adorable  monster. So I ain't saying that it'll be bad to get some good sleep. Just resting and shit. I'll enjoy it to the fullest, but I always miss her cuddles and kisses. Just seeing her face can immediately cheer me up.

But this is a weekend we sooooooo need lol some peace and quiet, and rest. Damn it sounds wonderful.

Monday, May 14, 2018

Monday morning

It's Monday yet again lol

But for someone like me, Mondays are pretty much the same as any other day.

Well, except the fact a new episode of Westworld is out. Yaaaay!~ 

I made a nice breakfast plate for me and Frost too, to eat while we watch Westworld. Feels like a fitting breakfast for such a sunny day 😄

Doris is sleeping right next to me, and I'm considering making coffee....but I'm out of milk so....there's no point contemplating the matter anymore is it? Hmm...

Anyhooo... We've had a nice weekend.

Thursday, May 10, 2018


🍋🍉🍒Fruit time! 🍓🍎🍐🍌

Freya loves fruit &'s her favorite treat 😊
So we gave her some fresh raspberries and some green apple pieces for her fruitsnack 💛

She's superexcited that it's my birthday today, and she keeps telling Doris about it haha
But I'm hoping it'll be a calm day tbh.

Well, Doris is about to pass out on top of a sleepy Frost. And I'm about to fall asleep too just by watching them. Zzzz..... 
Yeah...this is a sleepy household today lol

(Update: Doris is now snoozing between my legs with her head twisted up on my thigh lol she's making me wanna sleep haha)

B-day tunes

hoot hoot

It's mah birthdaaaaaaaaaay today y'all :D

But we celebrated it yesterday for certain reasons haha
(me, Frost & Freyster will celebrate it today too though)

If I remember correctly my dad, his wife and Josse are dropping by later tonight. :)

And in about 10 minutes my sister is coming over with Doris.
I get Doris for my birthday!! hahaha
(welp, Josse is going riding as usual, so I get to watch the little doodle)

Frost is making me breakfast, and Freya helped lol (she put the bread in the toaster lmao)

Doris is here already, taking up all the couch. I keep getting pushed to the side, and now I'm in the corner and she's just wiggling her butt closer and closer.

Anyhoooo.... I got some really nice stuff yesterday. Including the new Deadpool game for the PS4.
And Frost got some nice shades from Daniel :D

Freya and Daniel have gotten close lately, i'ts really nice 💖💖💖

Lmao thanks

Hahaha I got this message from my adorable little sister a few minutes ago. 

Ahah...gee, thanks lol 😂

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

aaah the heat

Today we decided to go sit out back with mom and them and have some fika.
Coffee and buns. :)

It's been a real nice day.
And Freya is really happy at the moment, cause she's eating fresh raspberries haha

Oh and yesterday I happened to find my sister and brother out back lol
So we decided to go and hang with them for a bit.

Though Freya was really emotional and tired lmao


It's may...and it is beautiful :D

It's been an eventful weekend though.
On friday Frosts coworker called me saying that Frost had been working on a forklift, and then suddenly he hit the ground and starting having some sort of epileptic seizure. 
It lasted for a couple of minutes and then he just stopped moving... so my heart stopped as soon as he said that. By the time I got the call the ambulance had already picked him up.

I managed to finally get a hold of someone at the ER, and they said Frost had another violent seizure there, and that his bit his tongue badly and they needed 4 people to hold him down.
After that he was hospitalized at the neurological unit.
So in the evening me, Freyster and Daniel went to visit him.
They told me that he had been very confused and distant ever since he came to.
And he had no memory of friday. Which is why he went into shock when he finally came to. Cause the last thing he remembered was that he was working on a forklift in the morning.

I was really worried all day... cause Frost has never had a seizure. 

He got to come ton saturday...
And there's a fuckton of tests that they're going to do on him from now on.
They're being extra thorough since he's a mechanic. To make sure he can continue with it.
Though he ain't allowed to drive any vehicles for 6 months.

So for now....we're just waiting. -_-

But we've managed to have a good time together when he got home.
And the weather's been so good :)

Freyster keeps nagging about having a babybrother or sister. -___-
I keep telling her that it ain't gonna happen as long as she keeps sneaking in and sleeping in our room at night lmao

Freya and Frost had missed each other a LOT, so they had a real cozy time once he was home. Just hanging out outside. Calmly obviously since Frosts muscles are sore AF after the seizures.

His boss called and his coworker too and said that if me and Freya needed anything we should let them know etc. But all we needed was to know that Frost was alright.

Tbh, I called mom in panic at one point...cause I couldn't get any news about Frost from the hospital at first. But once I did, I was told about everything else that had happened too. They were so busy monitoring his brain and EKG that no one could give me any information yet.
He didn't even know that he had had another seizure.

We're happy that he's home <3

Wednesday, April 25, 2018


Tomorrow I'm going on a proper awesome date with this man right here. 🖤 We're obviously watching Infinity war!! Iiiiih! I'm so excited. Fucking stoked man!

I like this pic btw, I feel content knowing that people stalk him at his workplace and take pictures of him ahahaha It's kinda nice to get a peek inside.