Welp I'm just enjoying my day off. I've been to the baker to look for some sour dough bread but he sold then all already. And it was like 1 o'clock or something. Hah... He sells it like butter in sunshine. Anyway.
I also made blueberry smoothies this morning.
I'm gonna start cooking soon too. Yep.
Some TV watching for how though.
right, did I mention that I have a new job AGAIN?
night shifts. yay.
Let's hope this place is better.
It's boring being an outcast like I am... constantly judged and looked down upon. Kinda sucks from time to time. But who am I to complain really? There's bunches of people that have it worse than I do. Some don't even have a job yep. So I should be grateful for having a job I suppose.
I'd be even more grateful if all of a sudden all my coworkers came down with a horrible case of chronic diarrhea. hah.
The new place I've been working extra at... turns out it's full of sneaky assholes. I don't do well with sneaky assholes.
I'm much better with just plain honest assholes.
But anyway. I'll keep my old job (just don't wanna work with thse peeps..) get rid of the "new" one. And start my NEW one next week or so.
So... I'm working in a group I don't wanna work in today. A group where it's very obvious that they don't like me.
And today I'm also working as a team with one of the ladies that nagged at me last Friday about not forcing an old lady (she was mad at me for letting her stay in bed during the evening instead of forcing her up despite her screams and refuse)
And we just so happened to he AT that old lady's house juuuust now. It's funny... She's showering the old lady and I can hear the old lady scream for help, yelling NOOOOO and junk. I'd say this is forcing someone against their will. But I'm not allowed to say a word.
What's even more funny is that after that, the coworker came out and suddenly acted really nice towards me. Saying good job Jo and so on and acting really kind and supporting.
Let me tell you... I've had a horrible fucking day at work. I got into a biiiiig argument with my coworkers. They were really really mean about it too. And they actually managed to piss me off so bad... That I've decided to make life hard for them.
And now I'm at my other job so... My mood is actually bunches better cause I got to talk to Frost now on my break and see his cute sleepy face.
Good morning everyone.
I've been up since 3am. Sucks not being able to sleep... But hey ho. Eventually my brain WILL get so tired that it'll have to sleep. Lets just hope it doesn't happen when I'm at work or riding a bike or crossing a street lol
I've talked to Frost all morning though, so that's the beauty of not sleeping today haha
I'm enjoying my coffee while looking at my Bama kitty, haha Frost gave that to me <3
And it's been raining aaaaall night and thundering and lightning and all that junk. Sometimes I curled up like a cheesedoodle cause the thunder scares me. My windows are shaking right now...
And I have to work outside in this weather now. Yay.
A 15 hours work day ahead of me. But only HALF the day will be spent outside so yay!
well first of all... my paycheck this month is a LOPT better than I expected. Which means, next month...it'll be HUGE. Ah that's just great :)
That means I'll have enough money to buy a ticket right then and there to alabama if I wanted to. I'm gonna continue to work hard like this, for as long as it's possible. This is the summer so it's easy to work but during the fall there's less people gone ya know? But I have two jobs. Two jobs that seems to pay real fucking well too.
I'm in a fuckton of pain today so I figured, why not walk it off?
So me and Lei Lei walked aaaaall the way to Baronbacken (Baron hill) haha And now I'm enjoying a nice cup of coffee and some nom noms that Stina made herself.
Stina, Marcus, her mother and then me. Plus 5 dogs lol crowded place huh? :)
Stinas mother and I have been discussing the pros an cons of home care. Made me think about what I'm gonna do with my future.... Hmmm... We'll just see what kind of work I end up with I guess.
I really need to pee..... Again.
But Marcus is taking a shower so no toilet for moi. Boo. I'll just go pee behind his shoes.
Oh oh and it's aaaaalmost time for stina to give birth!!!! AAAAAH BABY COMING SOON! WEEEEH! *jumps up and down*
Yep. I've good some nice company with me at the office. I usually put her outside but all my colleagues and junk we're all 'Aaaaaaw let her in, she doesn't wanna be outside alone' and shit. So she came with me.
That wont happen often. Cause I trust no one. Uh huh.
I'm feeling positive and junk today.
I mean, this weekend will be the weekend from hell. Sure enough. I work 15 hours straight again tomorrow. And I have 30 minutes to go from my job here, to my part time job. Woop woop. I'll just go really really fast.
Yesterday was a really awesome day. Though, for some reason..I missed Frost an extra bunch last night. Like crazy much. He's the cutest dork. <3 We did however get to talk for a loooooooong time. YAY
Ah I was supposed to sell a painting today buuuuut the person who were supposed to buy it didn't get his paycheck, so he'll buy it at the end of this month or the next. whatever. I'm in no rush actually. I'm still enjoying my crazy sketching sprees.
I've had a horrible morning...
Most things went wrong for me at work.
Lost the key to the bike. Had to walk back to the office, got reeeeeaaally late to all my patients. (It's not even my own bike btw) THEN out of nowhere... I got my period -_- and theeeen I realized I had my clothes inside out.
Brilliant...Just fucking brilliant...
But, then I got this message in the middle of work and aaaaaws.. It did cheer me up.
Well I don't have time to respond to it just now but still. Made me happy :)
I am smiling btw.
Even when shit happened I smiled cause Frost was there to write with me <3 So I'm all good now.
Weeeeell I was supposed to go to the clinic today and see the doctor as we agreed to on Friday.... But, I don't feel like it.
I can always go tomorrow.
It's just a bunch of weird tests. Some, that I've already done before.. And some that are new. It's not really a big deal.
And I'd definitely appreciate it if people could stop calling me/texting me saying that they're worried and wanna know how I'm feeling and junk. Acting like it's all serious and shit...
Don't fucking worry.
In fact, I'm fucking fabulous.
Lack of sleep and a lil' nervousness never killed anyone. lol
But seriously, enough with the worry..
If I were in trouble and/or actually really sick, then of course I'd fucking tell my friends and family. Who do you think I am?
I see people that are sick, and dying everyday.
I'm a very lucky girl to be this blessed and rather healthy too.
Don't ever take your good health for granted, there's a lot of people that would kill to be as healthy as you are. To not die from cancer or other horrible diseases.
So be grateful that you're able to wake up everyday and spend yet another day with the ones you love.
I've noticed that a lot of people have trouble handling death at my new job. Some of them seem to think I'm weird for handling it so good, not being scared or upset. Dead people never really did scare me.
But see, it's cause they see it from a different point of view than I do.
When a patient of mine dies, I don't feel sad. Cause they've finally been set free from that cage they've been stuck in for so long.
Now they're finally free. No more misery and pain, no more old cracking weak bodies and weak tired lungs... No more brain tumors, and days filled with medications.... They can finally rest.
Actually, I'm not that sleepy.... Just... Meh. I feel fuzzy haha And my hair won't work with me today. It's just everywhere.
I did sleep a few hours though, despite my noisy neighbors -_-
I'm working in a group called Marklyckan right now. I'm kinda lost.... It takes a lot more time for me to finish my jobs today when I don't know my way around the place. But hey ho... At least I'm working with a bunch of happy and fun people today :)
And also, I started the day with Frost <3
My snuggletree! Puss!
He hours just flew away and I had to cook a quick dinner before my other shift started. So, fried salmon with spaghetti goo... Yep. I gotta say I succeeded pretty damn well with the goo. Very tasty. Haha
Haha I was watching Pretty Little Liars in the living room... And I wanted to pull my table closer to the couch.
But I wanted the carpet to come with it cause I always move the table AND the carpet at the same time. (Yeah I don't know why but it's like an OCD haha)
Only I couldn't move the carpet at all this time. It wouldn't budge.
So I grabbed the carpet and pulled really hard to make the table move..
And instead something fluffy and white came flying up all shocked and dazed.
Someone feel asleep down by the table and I didn't notice her haha
That would actually be a dream come true for me to work like Cal Lightman does. I just love shit like this. It's sad I failed to apply in time for the Criminology course last year but hey ho... there'll be more chances. Next year I'll apply as a Psychiatric nurse. It's a two year course :D YAY
aah, and tomorrow... my new job starts. Exciting. I hope I'll like it. If I don't then I always have a spare job lol
Right now, Natta and me are watching Lie To Me... it's a nice way to spend time before my late shift starts. So far, so good. She's a great roomie. We're a good team lol, we haven't seen each other much lately but that's cause we've been working around each other haha She did night shifts, I did 14 hour day shifts... yep. So this is nice. :D
Lei Lei is still sick..... boo. She dragged me to the park earlier. DRAGGED. I basically flew after her in the leash. Poor doggy..... :/ well, I hope she'll get better soon. She's all happy and jolly though. And PLENTY of strength. haha
I'm gonna sip my coffee now and enjoy this calm afternoon before work.... yep.
Aaaah, I had a long nice talk to Frost last night. This time, NO ONE interfered haha I had him all to my self <3 YaY.
Oh yeah, I'm totally yelling my lungs out right now. This ain't even no where near what you'd call "singing" haha
I don't care if anyone agrees with me or not, But Ozzy... his ballads are always beautiful. Like 'Mama I'm coming home'.
well, I got a call today.. from one of my bosses at one of the places that I work. She told me something disturbing that an old boss had said about me.... well, the old boss said good things too..which made me happy.
She said I was trustworthy, loyal, dutiful and flexible.
And then she said, 'The only negative thing I have to say is that she talk too much'........ uh...well. I know. But I don't do that anymore. cause I learn my lesson.
never trust anyone.
I trust Lei Lei and Frost. I think that's enough :3
well, it sure does look like I have three different jobs now. How will I ever managed them all? The third job is more cause I'm being forced to accept it.