Saturday, March 31, 2012
Friday, March 30, 2012
Right now I'm going through all my old stuff that I found hidden ^^
gotta love eagles of death metal :D
anyway, imma snoop some more <3
I found an intresting one online ^^
I'll do my very best to fullfill this one! I swear.
I know, I know...I suck balls. But hey, if I miss I day I'll just make two of them the day after. Sccchhhmaaart I am aye?
So let's begin :D
Day 1 - A picture of yourself taken on the first day of the challenge
Day 2 - A photo that makes you happy
Day 3- Favorite book that you own
Day 4 - A picture of yourself 10 years ago
Day 5 - A place that makes you happy.
Day 6 - Your favorite quote, in your handwriting
Day 7 - Something You love
Day 8- A picture of the best moment of your life
Day 9 - A talent of yours
Day 10 - Your bedroom (In it's current state)
Day 11 - Your favorite food
Day 12 - A prized possession
Day 13 - Favorite board game
Day 14 - Something you hate
Day 15 - Your childhood home
Day 16 - Something embarrsing in your room
Day 17 - Your pet(s)
Day 18 - Your favorite outfit
Day 19 - One of the best days of your life
Day 20 - Your Grades/Report card
Day 21 - A picture of your cell phone
Day 22 - Favorite cd that you own
Day 23 - A school picture
Day 24 - Favorite purchase ever made
Day 25 - A gift from a friend
Day 26 - A gift from your family
Day 27 - The shoes you wore today
Day 28 - The shirt you wore today
Day 29 - A pretty flower(yes go take a picture of a flower)
Day 30 - Your breakfast
Day 31 - A picture of yourself taken today
Day 32 - Something you collect
Day 33 - Something you made
Day 34 - Something that makes you smile
Day 35 - Favorite movie that you own
Day 36 - A place were you spend alot of time
Day 37 - The last restaurant you ate at
Day 38 - A useless tricket you own
Day 39 - Your favorite picture
Day 40 - An embarassing picture from your rchildhood
Day 41 - Someone in your family
Day 42 - Something you did today
Day 43 - The weather outside
Day 44 - A hobby of yours
Day 45 - Your favorite food
Day 46 - A picture of your favorite state
Day 47 - A room in your house
Day 48 - Your bestfriend
Day 49 - A day your remember really well
Day 50 - Something you drew
Day 51 - Something passed down from your parents/grandparents
Day 52 - A picture of yourself celebrating for getting this far
Day 53 - The last thing you bought
Day 54 - A picture of yourself from middle school
Day 55 - What your wearing today
Day 56 - A drawing of your favorite cartoon charcter
Day 57 - Everything inside your purse/backpack/wallet
Day 58 - Your favorite animal
Day 59 - Your most used electronic device
Day 60 - Last movie you watched
Day 61 - School class picture
Day 62 - Last place you traveled to
Day 63 - Sports awards
Day 64 - Favorite childhood book
Day 65 - A picture of you and your bestfriend
Day 66 - A picture in your room
Day 67 - Something Green
Day 68 - A magazine you like
Day 69 - Something Red
Day 70 - Something you borrowed from someone else
Day 71 - A picture of your favorite piece of jewelry
Day 72 - A stuffed animal
Day 73 - Your lunch
Day 74 - Something you found under your bed
Day 75 - You and a friend
Day 76 - Something that annoys you
Day 77 - The last thing that you bought
Day 78 - Your sunglasses
Day 79 - A ticket from somewhere you've been
Day 80 - Your favorite childhood movie
Day 81 - Something you baked
Day 82 - The most embarrssing thing in your closet
Day 83 - The moon tonite
Day 84 - Your favorite pair of shorts
Day 85 - Something Pink
Day 86 - Something your mom bought you
Day 87 - Something you hold dear to your heart
Day 88 - Your bathroom
Day 89 - What's in your fridge?
Day 90 - A photo you took at work
Day 91 - Something that made you smile today
Day 92 - Something wierd in your house
Day 93 - The view from your bedroom window
Day 94 - What your doing right now
Day 95 - Something yellow
Day 96 - A place you went today
Day 97 - Something heart shaped
Day 98 - Your favorite nail polish color
Day 99 - Something that makes you feel accomplished
Day 100 - The final picture of yourself.
So here we go.
Day 1 - A picture of yourself taken on the first day of the challenge
Thursday, March 29, 2012
First of all, I snapped at a patient yesterday. He's a mentalcase I know....I'm supposed to overlook things like that. BUT when I'm about to close his door and he starts yelling at me that he'll call my boss and have me fired cause I'm slamming the door...I GET ANGRY. So I snapped at him and said "FFS I HAVEN'T EVEN CLOSED THE FUCKING DOOR YET. HOW CAN I BE SLAMMING IT THEN?!!!? Knock it off and go to bed!!!!"
And that was the end of that.
Today, I'll have a serious chat with that patient. Cause I'm still narked. I am NOT letting this go.
Today I'll hear a lot of excuses from him as usual but I'm kind of getting sick of hearing them. Shit, should shit have. haha as we say in sweden :P
I've actually never gotten this many compliments for my looks befroe which is fun considering the fact that I don't really look or dress like other people do. Then again, I am the most comforable like this so i'll never change :3 I like it, and that's what matters.
Aaaah that reminds me, my mum hated a pic of me with a fag in my mouth I took yesterday. BUT that pic was apparently very popular so HAH!!! Tis ok muuuuum! Derp said, and I quote "tbfh your'e hot as FUCK on that pic". LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL Aren't you proud now mum? :D I'm a good girl, my momma siad I'm special lalalalala See, this means it's OK to look like I do :3
Everyone can back off a bit about disliking my looks.
But yes, the smoking..uhm...I'll quit....all in due time. Don't worry :3
still ain't gonna let my stepmum find a boyfriend for me. Never.
Neeeeeeveeeeer............................... the way things are now is totally fine with me :D
I'm actually starting to be happy again. I'm enjoying myself more and laughing more :D I'm sort of feeling free. AND I GOT THE FUCKING APPARTMENT! It's MINE! Just have to sign the contracts :D YAY life is fucking good right now.
right now I'm going through a lot of Black Label society albums and found this one. Gosh i love this song ^^ it's a pretty one indeed :D
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Last night I managed to fall down all the stairs.... I'm a bit sore in the back and so on but the only thing I actually DID hurt was my wrist. I might've twisted it. But it hurt's insanely much. BLAAARGH....
I was supposed to cook today. And so I didn't. great.
Balls to that.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Friday, March 23, 2012
first of all, todays photochallange was "Letterbox" I don't have one. So, haha no picture for you.
What I do have is amazing people around me. Far away and right next to me. <3
yeah, I might loose my job, and yeah I don't really have anywhere to go. But I'm really hoping to get the appartment that I looked at today. Both mum and me loved it. (yes my mother has a say in everything haha) almost. I had dinner at their place as well (my family's place I mean) TACOS. om nom nom. *oh the joyrush I'm on now..*
And even though I might loose my job, I still somehow feel like maybe, maaaaaybe things are actually going alright for? :) I'm kindah happy.
What I do need to learn is how to not rely on others. Well, I never really rely on others and I find it hard to trust people BUT I need to learn how to not...uh..how to explain it.. I need to learn that I can be happy alone as well :D I'm the one to make me happy. Yus.
Oh god I need to get some sleep now. Me too tired... and yet I can go to sleep! Cause everything is so intresting right now :O
Thursday, March 22, 2012
It's funny how good I feel when I'm working. Work is sort of all I've got now. And not even that am I allowed to keep. But oh we'll, c'est la vie or whatever. Or maybe it was Que sera sera? Meeeeh you know what I mean hahaha :D
I love my job no matter what others might think of it. I enjoy it and I love my coworkers :)
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
If you love me, you'll buy me those ^^hahahaha
naaah, when my life changes for the better, and I get things straight THEN I'll buy these for myself and make love to them everyday.
This one is the one I want the most <3
gosh they're just so pretty and they looks so comfy.
My life's so full of glory right now that i feel like exploding.
Monday, March 19, 2012
yeah i didn't get what i want. But then again, I rarely do. I'll just keep fishing then.
oh god I want them!! Give me give me give me!
Herpa derp lalalalalala
So I wonder what this evening at work has to offer meeeee...
But it was nice... I've been tired lately so sleep is GOOD :3 it might be a visits going around cause they talked about it at work yesterday, that everyone has been strangely tired lately. Like extremely tired, this is odd even for me. And I'm a lazy fuck.
So we'll see what happens ^_^
Right now I'm enjoying my "morning" coffee... Hmm... What else... Ah, i went to the store, and I've also been out for a walk with Lei Lei. ;>
Should get ready for work soon.
btw...it looks fun to dance in water x3
Tomorrow I'm grabbing the bull by it's horns. I'm going to the boss to have a serious talk with her!!! :D She needs to know what I need. That's what I feel anyway.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Good morning :3
I am SO tired right now -___- like WOW.
Gueeh..... I'd much rather hide under the covers and sleeeeeeep. Even Lei Lei thinks that this is TOO early :P haha I could sleep for ages with her snoring and the warm bedsheets... meh.
So I've got 14 hours of fun ahead of me at work. Tralalala.... Imma have a nap at 1 o'clock though :D Cause I can. Yay.
Oh shit, I've gotta finish up my smoothie and take Lei Lei for a walk before work.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
My comment was btw "see, if this was YOUR country, I would've stoned you by now."
Yeeeeaaaah.... not the best thing to say when this is the part of town where white people are a rarety. Good one Joanna. *thumbs up* But when I get narked my mouth just runs faster than my brain. (not just when I'm narked or angry...this happens basically all the time... -.-) Not one of my good points I guess.
The second mistake was to look down on them (since our hights were quite far apart) my 5 ft 8 VS their little 4 ft 11something, and smug grin on my face and let out a self satiesfied "..heh.." And Boom. They blew up, yelling in a language, I almost thought was a long forgotten language from the muppet show. (no idea what they said either, but I can guess ^^) This was just a reflex btw...I do that when I feel like someone below me are insulting me. tehe~
And the third mistake: Me waving and saying" now now hags, calm down and drink your tea. Ta-Ta!"
I am brilliant in making enemies.
The consequenses of all this was a lot of vegetables flying, (think I saw a mango flying as well) and a sock. And a whoooole lot of words in an unknown language as well as maaany many many bad words in swedish. You know, that's probably the first thing they learn when learning swedish. "whore, slut, ulgy, bitch" yeah you get the picture?
Funniest part is that I never knew I was such a provocative person. well, I knew but I had no idea I was this big of a cunt haha. I've always been told that I have a gift for pissing people off, since I'm such a provocative and mischievous girl and tbfh I think I might sometimes get off at making people as angry as possible with very little effort, just for the fun of it. ^^ All this is easily learnt by observing people. It's not hard to see what triggers their anger. trolololol
I should add that I have NEVER in my life met these women before.
Nope, it really isn't.
But, my life is going alright. I'm feeling better and better each day that passes. And for now, I'm content with just Lei Lei feeling better :) This makes me feel so...so... so good :)
I've had a fun day/night with Stina. She's an awesome caretaker. Thank you babe for being there. I feel calm and at ease when I'm with her. She's just a very supportive person and awesome too.
I need to do the dishes soon, and I really should cook before leaving for work. But I don't feel like cooking. I'm hungry but I don't want to.
Someone needs to pull my thum out of my ass -____-
Friday, March 16, 2012
Lei Lei made a nice turd!
Right.... You may not understand WHY I'm so happy that my dog took a shit and made a nice turd. But I'll tell you...
If you've read this blog before you'd know that Lei Lei is my everything. And she's sick. And she's been getting worse lately... She's been having diarrhea since last week. She'd whine and be in agony... So I was afraid she might loose all the weight that we finally managed to put on her. It took me a long time to even make a her better, gain weight and function normally. But she still weighs the same now so she's not going backwards :)
And today, was the first day where she didn't have diarrhea!
I never thought I'd be so happy to see dog shit HAHAHAHA
This means that she's getting better!
Thursday, March 15, 2012
No makeup, no poo', no carbs or sugar. Lol. Uh yeah with No poo I mean NO SHAMPOO. Lmao.
As many of you might have noticed, I'm not wearing makeup as often anymore. Not that I've ever been that type of girl but you know, it IS fun to do your face once in a while haha. Yes yes being lazy IS one of the reasons haha
Anyway. Day by day, I'm starting to feel prettier and prettier :) some of it comes from within me, but a lot comes from my friends. To hear that I'm pretty as often as I get to hear it now.... I don't think I've ever heard it as much as now. Or maybe, I just never listened?
Moving on. I have hope :) lots and lots of it. Thank you Xi <3
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
I'm spacing out more often nowadays. :P hahaha
I've had a good morning, overslept though -__- not good. Not that I'm late for anything but there were quite a few things I wanted to do before stollingoff to work. But hey, there's always tomorrow ^^
I'm on the phone with Lei Lei's vet now....
Moving on, I had bacon for breakfast ^^ om nom nom nom. Fixed my dinner for tonight as well. Yay me. (silent high five!!) No one to high five :< how sad.
Monday, March 12, 2012
It has it's reasons though -.-
And Lei Lei is still sick. I thought she ha gotten better but no. Guess I was wrong.
And right now Ila is here squeaking all the time and wining and just.... Aaah herpa Derp. Ballz.
But anyway. My mood ain't that shitty now that I think about it ^^ I just get easily narked that's all :P
I have fucking awesome people around me so I need to actually realize how good I have it and shut the fuck up and SMILE :D
Haha I think I'll try and go on some adventures later. Yuss yuss :)
So I figured I'd do the same, might actually come something good out of it ^^
Three things I hate/dislike:
- my nose, It's a neanderthals nose. hate it. -.-
- My chubbyness. I don't want to be like this, but then again..the good part of that is that I'm quite nice to cuddle with. haha *squeeeze*
- My upperlip. There's nothing good about it -.-
Right, three good things then:
- My eyes (even though one of my eyes is sloppy as fuck.) They're big and I like them :3
- uh.. my eyebrows. They're awesome. LOL
- uh... uh.... I know there's gotta be at least one more good thing about my looks...eh....my TATTOOS <--- HAHAHA