Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Top of the morning to ya

I saw this this morning when I was getting home from work. Ain't too shabby of a view huh?

Freya is doodling around on the floor. Singing and throwing her shoes around... (oh the joy) Getting all dirty too. Gah...

She's just perfect. That snugglepuff of mine.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015


Well I'm at work now. But earlier today while walking LeiLei I just had to take pictures of the snow :) It's so pretty~

Haha Freya crawled up and sat down in the doggy bed hahaha and she sat there for a while ♡.♡  It looked adorable when she did that. Mama's treasure.

Tomorrow me and Frost have a daaaaate ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡


She's such a sunshine, that wee one.

She's standing next to me giggling about something funny she just did with a shoe (?) No idea what. Buy she's happy and smiling and that's all that matters haha

I should get ready to go to work now. Blah.
For some reason I don't really feel like working Θ_Θ 

But oh well. Life goes on haha

Monday, December 28, 2015

Past few days

I realize I've been a bit shitty about updating some stuff. Hah LIKE PICTURES OF ALL THE FLUFFY SPARKLY AMAZINGNESS AROUND ME. Or not lol

But here's a while bunch of stuff.
Pictures from the other day when me and Freya went with Sofi and Lykke. We got picked up pretty early, and ate lunch and played at their house. Freya seemed to get pretty fond of Petter. Haha Those two little puffs had a lot of fun together, it was kinda nice to see actually. I got all warm and fuzzy inside haha

And when I came hone I had one of the coolest games ever. The kill/death ratio on that one. SUCK ON THAT BITCHES. But, in this new CoD it actually doesn't matter who kills the most. It's about the score points and shit.
Blah. I always come third ¬_¬
Here, U realized you couldn't see the deaths on that first pic lol
Allow me to brag hahaha

Moving on.

The other photos are from yesterday :) Freya out and about.

Sometimes it feels like my heart will stop cause she's too freakin' adorable. *Mwah!* ♡.♡

This sucks

I'm laying in bed while Frost is in the kitchen with Freya. She's eating breakfast.

I can't move. I can hardly get out of bed. Blarg... I'm so tense that my head and neck are aching too.

Plus my mood is so fucking crappy now that I don't even wanna get out of bed anymore Θ_Θ

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Annual rant about EDS

It would seem that my EDS has progressed aggressively further than before lately. My hands and fingers have been severely affected by it. (probably due to the recent weather change too)

It's a whole new kind of pain. And I don't recognize it...
My whole body is aching. It's kind of like a severe menstrual cramp in my pelvis bone, hips, back and ribs. I mean, some ladies must know what kind of menstrual pain I'm talking about? The kind that's located in the lower back when it's superbad.

That's kind of how my body feels. The bones feels like they're hurting. Weird. This is how I know something very big an bad is coming. This is just the beginning. It's always like that...

The joints in my fingers have swollen, gotten knots on them and get stiff. I accidentally twist and turn every joint in my body the wrong way too -_- All the time. Why do I do that?! My knee aches all the time and I always manage to aaaalmost dislocate it a lot. Luckily I panic when I step the wrong way and it's about to pop out of it's place, so I just let everything go then. I just move my body the same way my kneecap goes. Sometimes I'll end up in a very bad way haha Like almost falling over A when I work or something...

I suddenly find myself doing shit like that that I KNOW hurt me. And I do it everyday. When I stand up, or wait for the light to turn green or something, I'll lean a bit. Like any other person do. But when I do it, I exert the ligaments and bend them them too far due to my hypermobility. 

Since it's gone this far, all the way to the fingers, hands, wrist... all that jazz, I feel like my puny little wrist stabilizer ain't good anymore. I always bend my fingers a lot to make them feel better... but in this case, it might not be so good?
And because the pain is so fucking intense in the hands and fingers, I had to start looking for finger stabilizers. 

Turns out they're disgustingly expensive. 89,99$. Like DUDE. Wtf?!

I would need the 3D one probably. And the ones on the ladies fingers below.

Luckily, I live in the lagom land of Sweden. I was thinking... A year ago I got this wrist stabilizer to help keep my right wrist stabile when I sleep or just.. do nothing. I needed it anyway.

And this lady at the hospital put a mold on my hand and made it for me so it had a perfect fit to my hand and wrist. (it keeps my thumb in place too) Now, what if, and just whaaaaat iiiiif I'd contact my usual doctor and make him prescribe me to the hospital again.. what if that lady or someone in that unit could create rings instead? Sure, It'd probably still cost me a little. But nowhere near 89$ right?!

Ain't that a brilliant idea? I think it is. It's definitely worth a try. Otherwise I'll have to work even more just to be able to afford those stupid rings. 

Sweden ain't that far into the medical development of EDS as The US, so apparently those rings can only be ordered from there. Bummer right?

But fear not. Jo will find a way.

If all else fails, there's this local silversmith. 

There's no boundaries in my development :D I'll fix this.

Frost told me that I could take his christmas money that Kuti gave him (100$) and buy a ring, but I don't want to do that. We'll find another way :D

Friday, December 25, 2015

Christmas eve

(Freya looked adorable in her new dress from Nathalie and her mom)

I'll let the photos speak for themselves. Needless to say, I had fun. And so did Freya. She smiled and laughed and played all day. Aaaaall the way till night time. :)

She got really nice gifts too. And so dis I :D
I got a ring in white and red gold from Frost. A new engagement ring! Yay! It's gorgeous ♡.♡ And a pair of really nice earrings. And a perfume I've been wanting for so long :) Black Opium. I SMELL FANTASTIC NOW! Plus a few lockets for my Pandora bracelet.

Got a new leather bag from mom, a nice she's butter cream, center candle and so on. And a big pretty vase! And here's a cool thing. Which ill show you later... A lemonade container in solid glass with a tap on it from my sister. So you tap it out in a glass instead. Imagine how much lemonade I can make in that one hahah

I don't think I've ever gotten such nice gifts before :) I like gifts that are bought from the heart. And these gifts were.

I'm probably pretty difficult to buy shit to since I never say I want anything. I never wish for anything at all.
But this year was awesome ⌒.⌒ 

I bought Frost a guitar. You'd be amazed how expensive they are..... Hahaha But this was a good deal and he was very happy :D
Plus he got the new guitar hero too.
Good job me! Pew pew!
I hope mom and Josse and Lasse liked their gifts I got them. :)

Thursday, December 24, 2015

Into The Badlands

I found a new show that tickles my interest :D
I just finished the midseason finale.

I like it a lot actually. I was a little "meh" at first cause I assumed it'd be a cheap show ya know?
But alas I was wrong. Which is a great thing really!! :D

Now, this is set in an alternative reality. Like, imagine Mad Max. Futuristic yet vintage. It's the same with this show. They act as if their soldiers are ninjas, they use martial arts and exquisite swordplay, yet they have old vintage photos like from the 20's. Old vintage cars and motorcykles. Yet most of them ride a horse.

And this show is about a boy, with a very special power. But he has no idea what his power is or who he is really. And then there's this cool asian dude who's the top soldier for "the Baron" who somehow ends up helping him. In the end, they help each other I suppose. Lots of intrigues and action, mystery and passion and adventures. ALL THE THINGS I LOVE. hahaha


This is from AMC (same as The Walking Dead) They have the same deal with 6 episode per season. I figured out that the reason those two series only have such few episode is cause they cost a lot to make those two. TWD with the makeup and shit. And Into The Badlands cause of the martial arts and effects. It's brilliant.

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all my lovely friends, family and readers :D Hey, I'll even wish my enemies a Merry Christmas!

I hope everyone truly gets an awesome Christmas with lots of love and presents. (lol I can't wait!)

2016 will be a year where I grow as a person. And as a mother and as a wife :)

I will love more, and I will lead a healthier lifestyle. I will work hard, and I will also loose my job in July. I'll get a new job, work hard again. I have to jobs already. I'm pretty safe :) I get paid more than most so I should definitely not complain. Next on our list is a savings account :3

I want to experience new things 2016 too. And I'd be very happy if I could travel with Frost and see stuff. 

Moving on. Got one final gift to wrap now and then it's all good. Tomorrow at 9am it's Christmas breakfast at my sisters house and then the day will start :D woho!

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Christmas is near

We've had the night from hell.
This was seriously one of the worst nights we've ever had. I didn't sleep ONE FUCKING BIT. Our baby is a night monster now *cries* But enough about that.. Yesterday we had a mini-Christmas with dad and Kuti at Josefin's place. Freya definitely stole the show btw. Too cute hah She danced like crazy to all the chrismas music.

It was a nice evening and everyone was happy :) especially Freya. She got cute toys from dad and Kuti.

We went home around 8:30 and Freya went out like a candle. She fell asleep so fast. And we though our night was finally saved. But noooo... For the third or fourth night in a row, she's been awake more than she's been asleep.

Tonight she'll sleep at granny's place which will be fun for her :) So we can finally sleep. I get really stressed out when I don't get to sleep one bit, it makes it even worse when I know I need to be alert and awake at 6am to be able to work.

Luckily today is only a half day :D yay me! I only work 8 hours! Woho!

Monday, December 21, 2015

Congrats Dwayne!

Dwayne The Rock Johnson became a daaaddy today :D

So congratulations to The Rock and his lovely wife and baby Jasmine.

He's a very good writer that man, he writes deep and good thoughts. I liked what he wrote about his wife giving birth and about becoming a father. :) I'm sure he'll be an awesome and sweet dad.

#TheRockDaddy #DwayneJohnson

List of Get to Know Me Tag Questions

  1. What is your name? Jo
  2. What are your nicknames? Mama Jo, Koala Jo, Awesomest Koala, Mama / Mamma <3
  3. When is your birthday? A nice day in may
  4. Where were you born? Here pretty much.
  5. What is your star sign? Taurus
  6. What is your occupation? Private caretaker. And I work extra as a caretaker/residence guardian.
  7. What colour is your hair? Extremely dark brown haha
  8. What was the last thing you bought? A turkey haha
  9. How long is your hair? Too long for me.
  10. What colour are your eyes? Grey/blue-ish
  11. What's your best feature? People tend to say my eyes, but i'd go with My eyebrows haha
  12. Do you have braces? Nope
  13. Do you have any piercings? Yus
  14. Do you have any tattoos? One or two it would seem lol
  15. Do you have any pets? I have a Lei Lei :3
  16. Are you left handed or right handed? I'm one of those 10% that does things the opposite of right lol
  17. Mac or PC? Pc for now.
  18. iOS or Android? iOS has nices apps, but I'd say Android I guess.
  19. Dogs or cats? Dogs
  20. Who is your bestfriend?  You know, that is a very good question. I don't tend to label my friends that way. You're either very close to me, or you're not.
  21. What was your first award? A drawing thing I guess.
  22. What is your favourite sport? I enjoy Thai boxing and American Football ( and also MMA)
  23. When was your first real holiday? Uhm, I guess that would be my first christmas?
  24. What was the last concert you went to? Marilyn Manson.
  25. Whats your favourite movie? Aaaaah... I'd have to think long and hard about that one. I have more than one haha Fried Green Tomatoes, Forrest Gump, Last Of The Mohicans, First Blood etc. I can't decide cause I have hundreds haha
  26. What's your favourite TV Show? Ah, As for now I'd go with The  Blacklist, Supernatural, Ash VS The Evil Dead, and The Walking Dead. Please don't make me choose between them.
  27. What's your favourite colour? Eeh.. don't have one. I like purple-ish...? 
  28. What's your favourite song? Carry on wayward son - Kansas
  29. What's your favourite restaurant? Hmm.. Taco Bar?
  30. What's your favourite shop? Oh.. uhm. Tricky.  I'll get back to you on that one.
  31. What's your favourite book? The Scarlet Pimpernel.
  32. What's your favourite magazine? Allt Om Historia ( it's a history magazine haha)
  33. What's your favourite pair of shoes? Currently my Adidas.
  34. What's your favourite season? CHRISTMAAAAAS
  35. What's your favourite quote? . . . ya know, I'm at a loss right now so.. I'll get back to you on that one.
  36. How are you currently feeling? Pretty dang well.
  37. Who was the last person you messaged? Mom.
  38. Are you single or taken? So very taken.
  39. What are you currently eating? A marshmallow santa.
  40. What are you currently listening to? Freya's night music.
  41. What are you currently thinking about? Sleep. How non existent it is in my life right now.
  42. What are you currently watching? My xbox one screen telling me about shit.
  43. What are you currently wearing? An oversize t-shirt and leggins..
  44. Do you want children one day? Already do.
  45. Do you want to be married one day? Definitely.
  46. Where do you want to live? In a forest, surrounded by nature.
  47. Do you believe in god? Uh huh.
  48. Do you believe in miracles? Yup.
  49. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.
  50. Do you believe in ghosts? Mhm.
  51. Do you believe in Aliens? Of course.
  52. Do you believe in Soul mates? Most definitely.
  53. Do you believe in Heaven or hell? Yup. (I sure hope they exist though. I'd like for all the vicious evil people to go to hell in the end so yeah. Surely it must exist.)
  54. Do you believe in kissing on the first date? Hmm... believe and believe. Some people do it, others don't. I am not one of those who kisses someone that easily.
  55. Do you believe in yourself? Well yeah.  If I can believe in myself, who can I believe in?
  56. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes.
  57. When did you last laugh and what was it at? Just a while ago, Frost did something weird again haha
  58. Where was the last place you traveled? Like travel traveled? Like overseas? If so, then Alabama I guess.
  59. Would you go skydiving? NOPE
  60. If you could travel anywhere in the world where would you go? Somewhere where there's a beach, like a remote island or so..nice warm weather, a hotel with super delicious food and spa's and shit.
  61. If you had a million dollars what would you do with it? Oh boy, I have a ton of ideas on how I'd spend them. I'd buy myself an old impala, I'd travel with Frost & Freya, get a house and have awesome interior and landscape, get another house in another country haha And only work once ever two weeks or so lol
  62. Can you whistle? Yup
  63. Can you speak another language? It would appear so.
  64. What's most important in your life? My family.
  65. Have you ever had surgery? Indeed I have. On my knee among other things.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

That's the spirit

I'm actually working at my other job today :) It's nice and there's a real fucking Christmas spirit going on! :D

Yay! We're currently watching Christmas shows on tv and sipping on coffee. Aaaand I'm also knitting at the same time. I'm just basking in the Christmas spirit haha

Freya's been having a rough couple of days. Poor baby. ♡  Having a hard sleeping and what not. Let's just hope it changes soon for the better. If she doesn't sleep, no one sleeps. Haha

Welp, I do believe it's almost dinner time at the residence. I think we'll cook chicken tonight. Yum yum.

I gotta admit that it's nice to work here every now and then. Cause it means I get to go home in the evening back to my family. So it's kinda nice for a change :) Gotta appreciate the small things in life huh?

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

New control freak

Got my new control freak in the mail today today :D
Just put them on. Aaaah, like a glove. Feels a lot better now.

We've been playing a little CoD Black Ops III today. Yeah, got the new CoD. I'm trying very hard to like it too.
But the graphics.... Gaaaah. Maybe "ordinary" people can't see it. But I can. The graphics are awful. Especially compared to Advanced Warfare which has a very clear graphic style. It's got a nicer combination of the colors and movement. It flows on the screen and is gentle to the eyes. Like Halo and Destiny kinda...
And yes. I am very picky about video games. Hahaha I've played many through the years lol I would know.

But kids usually don't pay attention to those things so I'm not surprised they like this game.

I haven played it enough to get an opinion on the campaign yet though. I absolutely love the fact that its a two player campaign, just like Halo. :D

We also redecorated a wee bit in the living room, plus dusted everything in the bedrooms. I moved some technology shit higher up in our room, so Freya could play in our room too, without us having to panic about her ruining all of our stuff (like the other Xbox, controllers, lamps and porcelain and junk) She likes climbing on our bed and rolling around there haha

I figured that it would be a new step in Freya's life. Soon, I miiiiiiight even let her play around in the kitchen. But we're not quite there yet lol She's a cutie pie <3

Ultimate Geek Tag:

Well, normally I don't do lists that often. But this has a lot of nerd shit that I enjoy so... haha

Ultimate Geek Tag:


(1) Who is your favourite superhero? 
Hmm... I'd have to go with either Gambit, or the Hulk. I love the Hulk. Mostly cause he's most heroes haha And Gambit ain't like others either. Plus he's just really powerful. :3 I also have a soft spot for Wolverine tbh.

(2) Who is your favourite superhero villain?
Hmm.... tricky. I feel for Mr. Freeze. But pure villain-ish, I might have to choose Kingpin.

(3) Marvel or DC?
Marvel. Definitely. Though I still enjoy DC, it's just a little more.. "colorful" with Marvel.

(4) Favourite video game?
This could be a very difficult question. But I just love Resident Evil 5 too much to not say that haha

(5) Favourite sci-fi franchise?
Hmmm..... on the contrary of what most say, I might go with Firefly. Cause I just enjoyed the shit out of that show. I like sci-fi. There's so many answers to this one really haha Avatar was an amazing movie too.

(6) Favourite fantasy franchise?
LOTR obviously.

(7) All-time favourite geek TV series?
See, yet another difficult question. The Walking Dead or Supernatural maybe? I mean, I am fangirling a little too much when it comes to those.

(8) If you could choose a superpower, what would you choose?
Oh oh oh I've always been fascinated by Nightcrawlers abilities. I like the way he teleports. It looks so cool~  And also Gambits. I mean, His energy is so mighty that he himself can barely contain it.

(9) What is your favourite Hogwarts house?
Uhm... though I have watched all the movies, and I do quite enjoy them to tbh. (I might even say I like them) But I'm not that "in" to it. But, Ravenclaw sounds cool. And Hufflepuff just sounds adorable so... meh. either one I suppose.

(10) What is your favourite fantasy race or mythical creature?

Cerberus, kirin, peryton... I'll go with Pterolycus (winged wolf)

(11) Which is your favourite Star Wars movie?
They're all the same to me.. though I find the third one annoying. Anakin annoys me. He's a dumbass.

(12) Who is your favourite Lord of the Rings character?
Ouuuhh... let's see. I like Legolas and Gimli as a set haha

(13) Who is your favourite Game of Thrones character?
Ghost. Cause duh. 

(14) What is your favourite anime?
Uhm... I stopped watching Anime years ago. But I watched hundreds of animes and I feel like Full Metal Panic is my fav. Or Air Master.

(15) What is your favourite book series?
Scarlet Pimpernel. I love those books. I loved The Fellowship of The Ring too though.

For My Daughter

There are books I must buy for my babypuff.
I already have a few.

But here's my list of what I must get:

  • The adventures of Huckleberry Finn
  • The Junglebook
  • Astrid Lindgrens stories (got a few already)
  • Peter Pan
  • Tarzan
  • The Brothers Grimm tales (got it)
  • Frankenstein
  • The Fellowship Of The Ring & The Hobbit (already got it)
  • Dracula (yeah... we'll wait a feeeeew years till that story will be told haha)
  • The Odyssey (got it)
  • Moby Dick
  • Treasure Island (I used to own it..but I'm not sure where it is...)
  • Alice In Wonderland (The original)
  • Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde
  • Robinson Crusoe
  • Don Quijote 
  • The Wind in The Willows
  • Narnia
  • White Fang
  • The Borrowers
  • The Three Musketeers
  • All of the Sherlock Holmes
Yep... I bet I've forgotten a bunch.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Snuggles and accidents

Lots of things has happened today.
Including going to the park, swinging, going for a walk.. Freya even got to walk to the store :)
We had the stroller with us but let her walk as much as she liked.

And at home shit happened hahaha

But while Freya napped, we enjoyed some hot coffee and junk.