Friday, December 27, 2013


As usually I'm up late.
Laid in bed for quite some time before feeding the pigbear and then taking a shower.
Oooooh what a wonderful shower it was! :3
I smell like moringa flowers. Mmm...
It's so nice to have our own apartment now. I'm running around naked. Lalalalalaa! And no one gives a shit. Hah!
I've lot up some candles too just cause it's cosy.

Gosh, I'm happy :)
Can't wait till march when Frost gets here <3

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Christmas Eve

We had a lovely Christmas eve :)
Lots of good food, company and gifts.

I got a good gift I tell you.

Oh god I wish Frost could've been here.
I hope he's doing alright. He's a little worrywart. My sweetheart <3 But then again, I can be a worrywart when it comes to him too so.. Yep.
I love that man more than anything.

I have to rearrange my plans a little bit.
After New Years I have to finish a lot of shit. Really... A lot of paperwork and bullcrap. Me so slow. Gotta pull my thumb outa my ass and start doing stuff. GET.IT.DONE.

Anyway, I had a very nice Christmas.
I hope Frost will have a nice Christmas too.
Next Christmas will be splendid and filled with looooove!

Did y'all have a nice Christmas too? Hmm?
Apart from you americanos. You celebrate tomorrow :3
And I suuuure hope you guys will be happy then too.

Pew pew!


Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry Christmas

I really miss him. A lot.
It kinda feels like my heart is breaking a little. But I guess that's normal. I'll feel sad till I can be in his arms again.

Christmas is the time of year where you really want all of your loved ones together.
And this year it's a giant piece missing.

Merry Christmas honeypuff. I wish I could spend it with you. <3

Just you wait till I teach you all of our Christmas traditions baby :) haha
Can't wait till we can have our own Christmas tree and decorate it and junk! Yay I make myself overly excited easily lol

Monday, December 23, 2013

Early Christmas gift

Look at my awesome Christmas gift I got from Veronica today!
Virre is such a sweetheart. <3
Yay! It smells delicious!

Day before Christmas

As you may know, we celebrate Christmas on the 24th :3
I'll still celebrate the 25th with Frost. My lil' snuggletree!

Anyway, I'm watching Blacklist right now and sipping on my coffee.
Warming up underneath my furry blanket.

Lei Lei is snoring on the floor...
And I'm considering going to the supermarket soon. I need cheese and ham :) haha

Virre is coming over tonight.
It's been... Gosh it must've been a year or two since we last saw each other. Damn, time sure flies.
She's in town over Christmas :D

Virre is my older friend.
For 20 years <3

Sunday, December 22, 2013


I put a clean carpet on today.
Figured it'd be nice on that spot cause lei lei always walk there and dirties the floor.
Silly me thought that it might look cleaner if a carpet was there instead of paw prints on the white floor.

Silly silly me.

After like two hours we came in from a walk and the paws were just there. *sigh* I think I'll buy a black carpet in the future. Or a dark fluffy one. Oh I like that.

Anyway, I had a nice day. I was alone most part of the day and that was reeeeeaaally comfortable.
Talked Frost and his dad too ^_^
My beeb is at a family reunion now. I miss him! <3
It felt good to hear his voice like that <3
He's such a handsome man. Rawr!!

Oh and btw, I've watched the entire season 9 of criminal minds today. Haha it was SO GOOD. :3

Friday, December 20, 2013


I need my tree back.
Give me back my snuggletree! My routines are a mess!
I have No routines!

Weeeeell I'm finally up.... After a lot of.. Inside turmoil. Bleh. How boring. But here I am. Still on the same spot as I was 17 minutes ago.

I'm gonna drink my coffee (that may be burnt now since I'm so fucking slow) And do the dishes... Not vacuum. Lei Lei will ruin it right after anyway today.

Make the bed. Yeah I should do that.
Should I go to town? Or.. No.. I'll walk Lei Lei and then make meat sauce!!!
Yay. I love meat sauce and spaghetti :3

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Premium snuggles

Aah this made me happy.
Voluntarily being in the sofa snuggling me.. <3 AAAH! The joy!

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Flower shop

Right now Lei Lei and I are the flower shop where mom works (during the winter season)
She's making coffee.
And Lei Lei is snoring in the floor right now.
I'm talking to Frost too. My beeb <3

I'm staying busy ^_^
And I'm gonna mop the floors too later. Yep.

I hope he's doing ok... And I hope Alabama isn't boring for him. I can't wait till he comes home again.

Monday, December 16, 2013

Order is restored

In a way. Haha

I feel the best when I'm talking to Frost :) I feel much happier now. My little snuggletree. <3

Luckily three months will be gone in no time. It'll pass quickly. RAWR.

I'ma nest a little till he gets here. Heeeeheeee
Yep. I'm building a nest. There's gonna be so many Frost stuff here too then. ^_^

Ah and I'll be better than ever.
I figured, I need to focus in something while he's away. Soooo I'ma focus on being a better me.
I'll eat better. (I'll try to eat more often too) I'll exercise. Be healthier, and prettier, live cheaper.. Save money best I can. Groom Lei Lei AND and.. And... Gah I forgot. And.....

Hmmm... There's something more.
Darn it. Which one is it?

Well whatever. I'll focus on shit ok?

Oh yeah! I'll keep the house clean and pretty!!!! :3

Sad Monday

This is the shittiest Monday in a long while for me.
It's lonely. I miss his face and body warmth next to me.

Well this wasn't fun at all.
Waking up alone, missing someone.

Anyway. Don't fucking blame me for being sad ok? I get to be sad. So if you ain't got something nice to say...shut the fuck up.

I'm making coffee.
I was thinking of eating something but then I was like...'no'.

I'm going to the store later. And walking lei lei at the same time.

Ah I decorated the while place though. It's nice.

Sunday, December 15, 2013

My beeb

This was a lot harder than I thought...
I miss him like crazy already.

Last weekend

Frost is leaving today.
I actually cried when I walked Lei Lei. In the rain. Bleh...

I didn't wanna go up early and get ready for him to leave. He's my snuggletree. This time I'm much more sad.
I KNOW he'll be back in march for sure but it doesn't really make me feel less sad. I'll be so lonely without him. Haha I'm about to start crying just by writing this. He's the love of my life <3 The one I wanna wake up to every morning.

But we can't avoid this.
The visa expires today so he needs to leave. I know that. My little sweetiepie <3

I can't wait till march.

Tbh, I'm a little scared of not being with Frost. I don't know why... Probably cause I'm scared of my new job.. Scared of the future that it'll bring I suppose. Economy and so on.
Frost always makes me feel so safe.
There's nothing better than to snuggle up against him.

Welp, gotta get ready now.


Thursday, December 12, 2013

This week

So this is the last week with Frost (again lol)
It's been a hell of a week.
I got a job! Yay! So mom and I velvet read with some fika.
But I'm still on sick leave for another 2 weeks.
I got mad at a doctor. He sucked. So mom is making me switch clinic. I'll be tested for EDS syndrome... Maybe that'll explain a LOT. Mom's convicted I have it. And tbh, it seems logical if I do.

Anyway, enough about such thing. I'm happy!
We're moving on Saturday :D
Can't wait! And my baby leaves on Sunday but comes back march 19th! Now that I know he'll be here a certain date... I might not be so sad. :) Cause I know for sure he'll be here soon again.

But even if we're happy, everything ain't perfect.
See, Lei Lei has been sick these past few days. Woke up the day before yesterday from an AWFUL smell. A smell that could kill.

She had pooped all over the bedroom... Probably in her sleep. Poor baby <3 And it just continued.
We took her out, and she just sprayed everywhere.
And back home she took a shit on the balcony -_- Now THAT was hard to wash away. She threw up bunches too. I had to make her stay on the balcony cause of the smell. I almost puked too ya know? So I made it cosy and junk for her ^_^ She's still bad, but she seem to be a weeee bit better tonight though. She hasn't been fed in two days now. So I think most crap is out of her system by now. Though I can't give her real dog food just yet. I'll give her som rice, a few doggy pebbles and and maybe some boiled cauliflower. And yoghurt and her medication on it.

She's happy and bubbly today though :)

Oh and Ida dropped by. That was so nice. I kinda missed her <3

And I might meet a very old friend next week. It's been a long time since we saw each other. She's been trough a lot but she's grown up now. Sometimes weird things just happens and brings back old friends together again :)

I'ma snuggle Frost a bit.
And then bite him.


Thursday, December 5, 2013


Aaaws how I wish everything around me was this colorful haha

Raaaaombow sparkle!

Anyway, this was my hot drink earlier. Yep. And it was tasty too. We've had a nice day baby and I.
Plus we booked his tickets today. He'll be back in Sweden march 19th. YaaaaY!

Ah, Frost and I are watching a movie right now. The Dark. It's funny, I've never seen it before. And I've seen most horror movies. Frost always hates it when he tries to pick out a new movie cause he says I've always seen them all haha

We're also waiting for the snow to come haha

Wednesday, December 4, 2013


Here's a funny thing...
We missed the flight yesterday.
Yep. It was a very eventful day.
I puked in the car on the way to Stockholm. (My blood pressure dropped fast) and I was sleepy and nauseous the entire day.
Frost felt sick too. Probably cause he didn't wanna leave either and he was nervous about Heathrow airport.

Buuuut my mom and my sister argued a bit in the car about how to find the way to the airport cause thry were doing construction work on the roads. So they accidentally missed the exit completely. lol

Welp, I was actually really happy he missed it tbh.
We're buying him a new ticket today for the 15:th. Yep. And it's a return ticket too so he'll be back here in march. Wheeeeeeei!

Since we missed the flight, we all decided to go on some sightseeing and adventures. Behold: Västerås!

Anyone recognizes that name from Game Of Thrones? Uh huh this is where he got the name from. ^_^

Monday, December 2, 2013

Oh right!

Yesterday was the first Sunday in December. Which means: First Advent. :D
And this was also Frost's first advent fika too! He got to lit the first candle :)

And we had homemade saffron buns. Lussekatter! <3 He also drank real glögg for the first time too. I'm not sure what he thought about it lol


I'm sitting here in my robe, sipping on my coffee. The neighbor is practicing her opera. And I'm not kidding when I say this, she an actual opera singer. And with a mighty voice I tell you.

Frost is still in the shower. And I'm pondering about the future. Good Bye's are never fun obviously. Duh. We've done this countless of times, and we've done well these last couple of months. The longest we've been speared though is about 5 months. Let's hope that we won't be separated that long this time :) Heck, if I'm lucky... I might even go back to Alabama next year.

I'm still here whenever he needs me. But I will work my fucking ass off to make changes here. Like wow.
Much changes, such wow, so work.

For instance, I'ma work hard and earn money.
Aaaaand I'ma work out. Yep. This little blob needs to haha
Oh and I'm moving December 13th, and I'll make out home AWESOME. Of course.
Also, I have more ideas coming. I'm going to sell oil paintings for those who wish to own one. ^_^
Oil paint is expensive shit I tell you.

Anyway, my snuggletree just came out of the shower and is now picking his seats for the flights tomorrow. I guess I'll take him out on a date today :D I'll get him whatever he wants today. Anything!

Saturday, November 30, 2013

TV time

Frost, Wille and me are watching Grimm now. And Wille brought his new truck and cars to play with in my bed lol

Ya know... A lot of things has happened lately. As some of you may know, I got fired. In a very nasty way.

But it looks like I'll start working soon again. Yep.

My awesome fiancé is my sunshine. He lights up everyday for me. And his snuggles recharges my batteries and snugglemeter hahaha

I am blessed to have him <3
The thought if being without him is heartbreaking really... But we can get through anything :) He's my best friend ^_^


Sooo... We did out first Swedish thanksgiving.
Last year I spent thanksgiving Alabama :) So this year a whole new tradition was born. A Swedish thanksgiving with southern food ^_^

First time I made cornbread and cranberry sauce. All from scratch mind you. I'm so proud! Cause everyone loved my cornbread! :D WOHO!

We had a nice tasty turkey, Frost's very own potato salad, mashed potatoes a la southern style haha Turkey dressing, green bean casserole, and I made my chicken pie,abd Nas made fried chicken. And Kuti brought Persian chicken salad (Frost loved it) Josse made cheery cheesecake. Nathalie made pecan pie, and mom made chocolate mouse cake.

We were about 14 people here :)
Aaaaand I got to feel how stressful thanksgiving really is. Shoooot.... Haha

Thursday, November 21, 2013

American horror story coven

Latest episode came out last night :D

Frost and I are sitting in our bedroom, watching the new episode while sipping on hot coffee. Well Frost ain't sipping no coffee. lol But I am! :3

Mmm... We thought it would snow last night btw. But it didn't :( Boo...

Life... God..

Well I might've been slacking off on blogging a lot lately...
But there's a reason obviously.
First of all I've been busy with my beeb <3
Second, I got fired from my job.
I've never been fired before... So this was a huge blow.
It made my world come crumbling down.
Yeah it's not the worst thing that can happen a person I know. But I've been the outcast of my work for almost a year. I've been lonely and "bullied". A lot of trash talking behind my back. I wasn't aware that everyone hated me. EVERYONE.
Well I did notice that I was disliked from day one. But I didn't expect everyone to dislike me. But they did. Do. Yep.

And I've always asked people if they have a problem with me, or if I did something wrong to please tell me what I do wrong so I can fix it. Everyone always said 'noooo you're not doing anything wrong?'

And then two of my bosses called me in for a meeting. I was nervous as hell. Figured I'd finally hear what I do wrong to make people hate me ya know?
Instead I'm told a bunch of lies. Everyone has lied about me. And made small matters in to big ones. There I was, sitting all alone in shock... And they say I'm fired. And I said that there was actually only ONE group I liked. One! And they haven't complained about me at least.

'Well, cause you haven't worked as much in that group'

Oh.... So.. They'd hate me if I had worked a bit more in it? Ah I see.

Welp, I fucking hate the lot of ya.
Every single fucker on that workplace. May you burn in hell.
You made me put up with you bullshit for so long, being an outcast with NO ONE ON MY SIDE.
Wish you'd all get a nasty yeast infection. That smells and hurts a lot. Uh huh.

On the bright side (yes there's always a bright side) I have the most beautiful and amazing boyfriend in the world, sweetest dog and best family and friends.
I can probably find a new way in life? Maybe study? If I can.

But I ain't going back to healthcare.
I HATE women. I'm sorry but I do.
Obviously I don't hate the women I like (HI HYPOCRITE) But yeah, women are scary. And mean.
I want to find a job where I'll be working with men instead. Yup.

Maybe I should focus on ME?
Well life is definitely changing.... I am hoping for the better bit you never know? It'll be alright in the end though. Patience is virtue. :)

Now I shall snuggle the love of my life! <3

Monday, November 4, 2013


Good day people of the world!
How are you? Hmm?

Ya know, I've been awfully bad at updating my blog this past year haven't I? Ooopsie.

Well I shall try to be better.

About that.... My laptop is kinda... Dead. The screen ain't working. Boo.
I can still read all my comics and mangas on my google nextbook that my awesome boyfriend gave me <3 YaY! That's the most important thing haha

Right now Frost is in bed, sleeping under the warm covers. Gosh I wish I could be there too haha but I'm at work. Today is a "wake". So I'm sitting here, making sure the patient is sleeping well and junk. When she wakes up I'll make breakfast.

It's Jim's world on TV.
Eheheheee... Jim. He can be such a douche. Yet he's funny. :3

Aaaah... The sun is rising and all that junk now. So pretty ^_^

Ah I took Wednesday off! Snuggle day with honey <3

Sunday, November 3, 2013

All Hallows' Eve

It's All Hallows' Eve today.
I've been working since 7am. And i went home around 22:20 something. Frost & Lei Lei waited outside my work as usual <3

After that, my sister came and picked us up and took us to the cemetery.
Now the pics doest do the whole thing justice. But it's so fucking beautiful in real life. Thousands of candles lot up aaaaall over the graveyard. Thousands and thousands. Just glowing in the dark.

I just took a pic of the center of it, the memory grove. Cause there was literally too many candles to take a photo of. Haha

So Today is a day we honor the dead. :)

Oh and mom came by when I was on a break. She brought pumpkin soup!

Monday, October 28, 2013

Lou Reed

May you rest in peace, you Glorious Legend.

 2 march 1942 -  27 october 2013 

The Sword Of Democles really is a fitting song for this occasion though. But let's play these instead :)

Forever Walk on the wild side, Lou.

Sunday, October 20, 2013


Welp, I am aware that I don't update as often. Aaaah the down side with love aye? lol I guess it's what happens when you finally get what you want. You tend to focus on that instead of everything else then.

Could be cause I've been busy in general too though :)

Anyway... So yesterday was my dads birthday. So Frost, Josse and I went there to celebrate. :) Lots and lots of meat on the table! And LOTS of roast beef. NOMNOM! And potato salad. :3

Ya know, Frost got his tooth pulled last week. And I'm still waiting in his jaw to feel better lol
Guess we've had a sucky week in general... I can't even remember what it feels like to go with out pain now. -_- Sad but true. Plus I fell big time at work. Slipped in a wet spot in the corridor. Did a half a back flip and landed on my ass and back. BAM. Yep. Painful yes. Indeed.

Oh! We're playing Resident Evil 6 right now. It had a lot of mixed reviews but we gave it a shot. So far so good. Takes some getting used to but I like it. Aaaand my awesome mother & Lasse came over earlier with out new "family member". A TV! :D So now we can watch stuff and play Xbox in the bedroom. YaaaaaY!

Friday, October 11, 2013

I have GOT to tell you guys...
I am sooo proud of actually playing Resident Evil 5 on "Professional" mode.
Yep. We beat it on Veteran earlier. YAY.
*proud turtle look*

Well, there are some chapters that just makes you cry... But I love this game :D

Wednesday, October 9, 2013


My beeb ain't feeling to well.
His wisdom tooth just won't seem to get better. But luckily, my mom is amazing.
And thanks to her, he's finally getting some penicillin and possibly a dentist appointment next week. Sure it'll cost some, but I can handle that. As long as he'll get better.

Ah about getting better.... I went to the doctor today.

He was a dickhole.

I went home, almost crawling... Felt worse than ever.

Thanks a lot nimrod.

Anyway, Frost is taking a nap now. He's really not ok... At least he fell asleep. <3 I have to work in about an hour or so. Boo.

Monday, October 7, 2013

My favorite

This is my cute family :) haha
We've been out for a walk with Lei Lei. I'm gonna start collecting chestnuts yep.

Sunday, October 6, 2013

The fall

Autumn is here :)
I do love the autumn. So many colors.

Right now I'm enjoying a cup of hot coffee and watching a new episode of The Blacklist. I like this show, it's fucking awesome :D I think it'll air in Sweden soon too. Yep.

Me and my beeb went for a nice long walk with Lei Lei today. <3 Lei a Lei has completely fallen in love with Frost lol

This is what I've always wanted. Walking with Lei Lei, holding Frosts hand <3 Spending day in and day out with them.

Days of happiness.

Saturday, October 5, 2013


Yeah I'm bad at updating lately. Haha

So what's new? Hmmm.... I wonder.

First if all... This run down piece of shit is in extreme pain.. My back is being a total douche. I sure hope I'll get money from the insurance company. And physiotherapy is something I'll have to go to as well. Bleh...

My baby has a wisdom tooth that's acting up. His cheek is so swollen :/ And he's in so much pain.. I don't even care about my back as long as he's ok. <3

I'm working today though... Luckily it's only 3 hours. I can handle that much... I think haha

We've been playing resident evil today as well hahahaha I'm pretty good at it now ^_^ *proud*
We might watch Lone Ranger today too.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

What what?

I worked till 13:00, then went home and played Resident Evil 5 for about 6 hours. :D hahaha

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Last night was an awful night...
I coughed for hours before bed. As then more when I was gonna sleep. And this time not even the sleeping pills helped. They usually knock me out completely, and I took them even though I hate them so much cause I needed to sleep. Bleh.

I woke up a lot, but I tend to stay in my dreams even when I'm awake so Frost probably thought I was high or insane haha This happen even if I sleep naturally sometimes lol

Well, I might take a nap on my super short break later.

My lungs hate me... Hah.

Ah I hope Frost had a nice time last night though. :) He was supposed to Skype with his mom.

Friday, September 27, 2013

Good morning!

Baaah my nose is clogged haha fuzzy fuzzy head.

It's been a good morning though. I actually didn't sleep one bit last night. I thought maybe I could sleep without help but no. But despite that, I was actually very well rested and spirited. Lively as ever.

I may look a bit raggedy but it's only the appearance haha

So, it's payday today. When my shift ends at 2:30, I'ma head home and take a shower.. And then head to town and buy something WARM for my reluctant boyfriend haha He really needs it. And a pair of warm sold to sleep in... He tends to warm his cold feet on my butt lol <3

I think we're going to go for a fika too. I mean, it's a good day today. It's Friday. And paaaaaydaaaaaaay! Wheeeeeee!

Thursday, September 26, 2013


Welp I have an asshole cold. It's a real asshole. Messing up my head and nose. I have sneeze marathons like you would never believe.
Frost is sick too. Poor baby <3 It's hard for him to handle the weather here. It's so cold.

Lei Lei has been wearing a cone lately so she can't scratch her ear. She's kinda ok with that though. Although she doesn't complain when I let her be free from that cone either hahaha Right now she's enjoying her break from the cone. Observing everything, listening to everything. She and Frost get along well. I think she can tell that he's not used to dogs like her. She tried to push him around sometimes when we go out but to me it seems more like she's so excite that she's pulling the leash too much. I really do think she's like that cause she's excited. The first night Frost was here, I left the room to go pee haha And when I came back I was wondering where the pigbear went... And then I saw her sitting in front of the bed, looking closely at Frosts sleeping face. And then she fell asleep right in front of him on the floor. She sleeps close to him every night now :)

I'm still her favorite though. Hah!

Monday, September 23, 2013

American pancakes!

I woke up around 7am and that was kinda boring. Sooooo I got up and made a batch of American pancakes. Nom.

I aggravated Frost and forced him to wake up around 10. And same with Nathalie. I grabbed Lei Leis paw and scraped her door. Like non stop. :D Till she was forced to get up haha

Good day! Uh huh!

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Our weekend

So many beeb and I went out to Zinkgruvan over the weekend. Swedish nature during the autumn is kinda cosy if ya know what I mean?

lol I manage to take a bunch of pics of Frost when he was sneezing haha it's funny. Before and after pics hahahaha!

We saw highland cattle cows, the lake, took a nice walk and grilled with mom and Lasse :)

It was a nice break really.
Unfortunately my snuggletree is sick. He caught himself a cold. A mean one too. Sneezing, coughing, runny nose and fluffy head. Poor baby.

And Lei Lei pooped ALL OVER THE HOUSE TODAY. Everywhere. The smell almost killed me... She is so sick right now.. Not sure what's wrong, but I'm pretty sure it's about stress. We had to clean her ear and cut the fur around it earlier and she was in panic because of it. Also, I think she's about to go on her period soon... (Over sharing I know! Haha)

But ya know... I'm a very happy lady. And Lei Lei is a happy dog. Cause we're finally a family <3 The love of my love is finally here. It's like we're overflowing with love right now haha

Friday, September 20, 2013

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Hot chocolate!

I've always wanted to try it at this fika place and today I did! YAY!

And it's so pretty! I mean looooook! Look!


I feel like shit today.
Frost and I are at the doctors office right now. I need a lil bit of this, and a lil bit of that -_-

I also happen to really need a fucking giant cup of coffee. I need it bad.

But hey ho... Frost might be sheepy and not enjoying this at all. But somehow I'm kinda reaaaally happy about all these small things we get to do together. Like walking Lei Lei together, going to the store. To the doctors office, yep. And all that jazz. :)

Wednesday, September 18, 2013


Aaaws.. My family <3

Sooo... My baby is sick. He's got a cold. But I fixed him a meatball sandwich and I hope it'll bring him back to life lol

He's currently sitting in his own little world, writing something. Like a novel haha He's so cute.

Ah I made him some hoy sweeeeeet honey tea too. Maybe it'll help his throat?

I don't think we'll do a lot today. Just hanging out and walk lei lei. I should make chicken pie too... But I might make it this weekend instead.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

I'm so in love

It's like I feel in love all over again. Even More!

I'm so happy that I have him by my side again.

We went on a loooong walk earlier. And we even dropped by my sister. Who did NOT appreciate the surprise visit haha! Robin made coffee and we all just sat there chit chatting a bit :)

Frost is a lil tired now haha he's in the shower, and a nap awaits him lol

These two, they're my own little family now <3 I've always wanted a wee family of my own!

Sunday, September 15, 2013


So, me and my roomie are going to Lidl to grocery shop A LOT. I need stuff and junk for when Frost gets here tomorrow. I wont buy that much though, cause I know he wants to go shopping too haha

But I'll buy small stuff like pickles, jalapenos, bread and peanut butter... Might as well buy fruits and veggies too since we're there.

Aaaah, to buy steak or not? I wonder.
Guess I'll wait with that till snuggletree comes. he can pick it out :)

OH Hot sauce, I need hot sauce too.
And toilet tissue... Ya know, there's two girls living in this apartment. You have any idea how much toilet paper two girls uses in a month?? A FUCKING LOT.

what else do we need to have ready for when he gets here?
Most things can be bought the day after, so he and I will go shopping together.

But if I do find a nice big jar with jalapenos then I'll buy it. I wonder if he likes pepperonis?

Oh, I never got to tell him yesterday that I bought him sweet tea. But I think I told him that this morning? I was still in a foggy state so I don't quite remember lol

I can't wait till tomorrow! :D

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Lady crap bag

Aaaah it's Saturday. And I'm working. I need to get shit done when I get home too. Clean and pick up stuff. I did that two days ago. I'm amazed how fast I can mess things up.

Ya know, once my baby gets here. I ain't gonna work weekends like I did before. I might work the evening shifts once in a while but now I kinda feel like spending the weekends with him <3 I've never actually spent the weekends at home with a loved one before. Never had that 'ooooh it's Friday!' feeling.

But I do now ^_^
I look forward to wake up next to Frost. And just lay in he'd with him and then go up and have breakfast <3 Yay!

Tomorrow, is a big day.

The day he leaves the U.S and flies over here! WHEEEEEEEEE!!!

Thursday, September 12, 2013

My day off

and I feel like a poot. -_-

Massive headache. Which of course get even worse when I go into my coughing-like-crazy-mode. weeee...... There's nothing worse than coughing when you have a bad headache.

Mom said that people who has this flu have headaches all the time. For a long time too. So... yay to that.

I'm getting ready to go see the massage therapist. whoop whoop.
I can't even begin to tell you how badly I need it. Like wow.

Also, it's only 3 more days till Frost gets here. Well, 3 and 1/2 days. Gosh, I miss him so much and now I'm missing him even more cause I know I'll see him soon.

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

pew pew pew!

Love beams all over the place!
*aims at Frost* PEW PEW!

I'm much better now. The flu seems to be gone. The cough is not. But because I has a rare case of acute bronchitis and mycoplasma two years ago... I'll always be a half dead poot when I get a cold or the flu. And I will continue to cough for a long time. Ain't nothing we can do about it.

Good thing I rarely get sick at all. Once every two years or so ^_^

Me having a disease is a whole other story though. Having a disease is something I can't get rid of. So I don't consider myself as sick all the time, cause that is something I am very used to nowadays. It's an everyday thing.

So apart from what may come along with my disease, I seriously am always healthy. I never get sick.

But when I do.

I die.

lol I turn into a Zombie.

It's time for a walk with the pigbear now.
And then a nap, before work starts again.  I'm still pissed at an old 100 year old lady. She is by far, the meanest bitch i've ever come across. I'm not kidding when I say that Hitler seemed like a more polite and nice person than her.

I could feel the back of my hand twitching lol

Playing and twisting words is something I am very good at. But that old granny, she's way out of my league.

She basically called my mother a whore without even using a single bad word.

Cudos to her. Impressive.

So I called a MEANIE.

Literally. -_-

Yus. I ain't allowed to use foul language when I work.
I did however tell her that if she wants help, she better shut up and accept it. I stared her in the eyes and said 'no ones coming for you.. there's only me.' lol I had fun saying that.

if you want my help, then stop yelling, stop being so EVIL and respect me instead of looking down at my job and mock me. otherwise I'll just put down your cup that you so badly wanted and leave. Let's see how well you can take care of yourself then.

Jo - 1++++
Evil wicked granny - 0


Tuesday, September 10, 2013


5 days left!

And on the 6th day, my beeb arrives <3 Wheeee! *jumps up and down*

I'm thinking of buying him some simple shoes for when he gets here. I know he didn't like his sneakers that he bought last time haha I'll buy something simple. That doesn't draw attention. Yep. Plus, I really know what suits him. I know that better than he does lmao He may not know it, but it'll come to him when he wears it. He'll be all like 'shooooooot I look fiiiiiiine!'

Winter shoes is something he needs to pick out for himself though. They need to fit him perfectly and he needs to like them a LOT... he'll need them for the Swedish winter ^_^ which is long.
One has to choose winter shoes with care.

Monday, September 9, 2013

The best

Despite all the shit that's been going on with me today, puking, almost fainting and all that jazz.... This.. is the best day I've had in a long time.

Cause when I woke up from my nap, my baby wrote to me the good news. He'll be here within a week or so :) He got his passport! No more obstacles! Wheeee!

These are such good news that I felt like weeping like a baby lol

I miss him like crazy!

I just hope I recover from this stupid flu before he gets here. Yep.

Oh oh oh! Me needs some grooming so I'll be pretty for him too! haircut? Hmm...we'll see! :D

Sunday, September 8, 2013



My blood pressure dropped really fast at a patients house.. And I immediately started throwing up like a fucking sprinkler. -_-

I have NEVER thrown up in a patients house before. And today I just couldn't stop.

As soon as I did, I felt better though.

My coworker wanted me to keep in working cause we can't go one man short today so I just had to get through it and continue working.

This sucks though. First time I threw up because of a blood pressure drop too.

I'm fast

I think I am.

Aaah today might just be one of those good days people have sometimes. Fun people at work. An easy schedule :)

I'm at work right now, haven't slept in about 4 nights now but I'm very happy.

I have the best boyfriend in the universe. <3 He makes everyday a good day.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

shit piss fuck

I'm not getting any better  :(

And I get even worse at night. Which is why I can'y sleep.

I've laid awake ALL fucking night last night. I never fell asleep.

But today is a new day... I'm going to town to do some shopping with Nathalie today :) It'll be fun.

And I guess on monday I better go see a doctor -_-
Which takes TIME and effort. And junk...................


Oh what a fun day ^_^

I ain't even mad about not sleeping at all.
Oh and I bought this cute phone case earlier too lol

I thought it was a cutiebear ^_^

Friday, September 6, 2013

pew pew pew

Welp, I've stayed up most of the night couching and choking on my own mucus. It's truly lovely when Jo has a cold.

I might just be the grossest nastiest little fucker on the planet right now.

At least I smell like mango. That's a plus.

My coworkers called me early this morning and wanted me to work the day shift. Unfortunately they didn't recognize my voice....... well anyway,  my shift starts at 15:30.

Staying at home sick... ain't nobody got time for that.

Thursday, September 5, 2013


Aaah the wonder of makeup.
I haven't done anything with this photo. No filter or retouching at all.

I look pretty healthy don't I?

Yep. I did my best to look all awake and healthy :3 PRAISE!


I'm really sick... SICK! Me.
It's weird.

My throat is so thick and it hurts like hell :'(
And I cough all the time, but I refuse to cough right now cause it feels like tiny razor blades in the throat then.

And I have a job interview in one and a half hour -_- yay.....
Sadly, I have to make it cause this is probably the only day I'll have time for it. And I'll just have to pretend I'm not sick. Yep.

I need a warm shower. And walk Lei Lei... And make myself look pretty and healthy.
Hah.. Makeup can do wonders.

Oooh I had such a fun night last night though. Even though my throat was a dick. Frost and I play games all night lol Frustration to the max. But we beat that fucker! WHEEE!

Ah, I'm drinking ginger and honey tea right now so I hope this will help me out.

Aegis wing

Right now, baby and I are playing aegis wing. For hours. And it like 4am now haha We're obsessed right now. It's so hard on this level! DAMN IT!

We can't stop till we kill the boss.