My pain has skyrocketed... and I've been feeling that I'm getting close to my breaking point.
It's been so hard, and I scream out loud from pain. It's really embarrassing too, cause I don't like showing the pain... but this time I can't even hide it. -_- It sucks.
This morning, Frost tried to help me out of bed...and he looked at me with such a sweet and gentle look... his eyes expressed such care and sadness. So I started crying, cause he was trying so hard to help me, and I could tell he was sad to see me in such pain.
I can't express my love for him enough for you to understand. Neither can I express how grateful I am... how thankful and happy I am. ❤
He is the best man on earth. He cares so much, and he loves me so much... and it's a fucking amazing feeling to be loved like this. He knows everything about me. Cause I want him to. I wanted him to be the one who knows everything about. The only one. So I even showed him my bad sides... and I've seen his bad sides too... and he's still so fucking fantastic.❤
Truth be told...I can't wait to marry my best friend ❤❤❤
I can't wait to be a Hastings.
We're going to have a small wedding too, not big. Just the important people around us. And it'll be the best day ever ❤ I can't wait.
Shania Twain made songs that really relates to us. ❤ Frost said The One is our song a long time ago... and he was right. I love that song, The One is ours :) We'll play it on our wedding day.
I still have certain things I want for that day so we need to save up money for that shit.
Even this song suits us ❤ I always liked that lady. :) She's cool.
So baby, I hope you know how much I love you. Your'e my one and only.
And I'll stick with you forever ❤
) think that your'e awesome, even though I've seen your bad sides too.
I adore you baby. I fucking adore the shit out of you.❤
I love being with you, and I love the things we do together.
And the sex is fucking fantastic lmao
So that's a good things too lol
Your'e a good doodle.