Date time

Ok, so as I was saying in the previous post.... yesterday, was fucking awesome.

Also, it's always a nice feeling when you manage to get that wing sharp enough to cut the heart of out the devil lmao

But that's besides the point... The DAY was good.

Well most humans take their days for granted. I, however appreciate all the small things and moments.
For me it's the small simple things that determine my day and my life. it's the root of my happiness.

I apreciate them an extra lot cause those are what truly matters in the end, and I learned to appreciate those even long before I got diagnosed with EDS. Frost always said that he thought it was nice how I could just suddenly look at a tree and start talking about how pretty it was and how beautiful I thought it looked in a certain light. Or how I'd MAKE him look at all the pretty things in life.
My day can go from bad to good just by going to the park and looking at something that pleases me. And yesterday, this made my day.

A simple date, lunch together and looking at people walking in their little bubbles was nice.

Finally being able to leave the house for reals for the first time in quite a while. No crutches needed. I had Frost anyway so... Another thing that made me so fucking happy was how Frost expressed how much fun he had, how happy he was. Seeing him happy is really satisfying for me :)

Not only did we have fun, but it was kinda nostalgic too. And he was the sweetest little doodle all day.
Never in my life have a met a person that tries so hard to make his love really show.
But we had a simple good time. Something I really needed considering how shitty life has been lately.
So when I have those small moments, life isn't as crappy anymore.


Plus Freya and I had a really nice evening yesterday, perfect considering Frost and I had such a lovely time togeht during the day. So Freya and I cuddled, watched shows and she was so happy and excited, and so grateful for the treat I got her. So that's basically like any other evening right? Spending time with your kid. Except I choose to look at them as unique moments. Frost was working on the engine in the garage all evening so Freya really liked it when I said we'd have a mommy-Freya time.

Plus, that weasel really loves strawberries haha