Monday, May 28, 2012
But I've really messed up my looks today. First of all, I tried on a shitload of clothes and I couldn't wear ANYTHING without it inflicting pain in my skin. And then I finally found one. A biiiiig dark red long sleeved sweater. It's just really soft on my skin. So I had to wear that and a pair of leggins -_- so I wore that and a pair of black converse. Not very "meeting" looking. And to top it all off, MY HAIR IS A MESS. I fixed my hair when I left home and it's really windy outside today so my hair is like everywhere -.- I look like a dick. It's a birds nest. Fuck.
Basically I look like a complete turd today. Everything is shitty... My skin hurts like hell. It's like the flames from purgatory are licking my skin. Oh the joy.
I have a feeling that I'll fail miserably today. But who the fuck cares really? It's like my mum said: If I fail this one then there's plenty of other things to do in life.
Even if I get accepted to this education course... I'm still not sure if I'll EVER understand what they'll teach me hahaha